We Never Meant

sebuah lagu yang udah lama,tapi baru di up sekarang.selamat mendengarkan dan salam satu hati satu jiwa satu luka
sodot buat achlystic & paingang💜💙❤💛

Sebuah potret cinta masa lalu yang memberikan luka(w/disiden)

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its almost 6 years since we ended
from day one i was the one who keep you safe and
if youre the princess then im your toad
hit me up when no ones on the road

its almost 6 years
from day one i was the one who keep you safe
youre the princess and im your toad
hit me up when no ones on the road

menghilanglah dari kehidupanku
enyah lah dari hati yang tlah hancur
kehadiran sosokmu yang menyiksaku
biarkan disini kumenyendiri

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*shamepug

Kau buatku terlarut di dalam semua kisah yang sudah berlalu lama
Dengan semua luka dan kenangan saat kita jumpa pertama
Bahkan ku lupa, bagaimana cara untuk lupakan
Dan aku lupa, bagaimana cara untuk lepaskan

Memori yang tertanam dalam hati dan kepalaku
Cari ruang, cause I need a rest, ku butuh waktu tuk kembali penuh
I got time but I can't get enough on you
So I need you go away, sana pergi yang jauh

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amnesia w/ shamepug (prod. bamskee)

omg she's hoe Ft.Kidlee (Prod.@indraprbl)

lyrics video here : https://youtu.be/qU5eAf0wFAk

IKY XO w/ Limbx - Switchblade (Prod. OKRA)

@lilcometboi

(fakiefunk)
this shit got me sleepy in a minute 
eyes low battery gon’ dead by the minute
tonge tied i’m afraid of overdose
die young at 20 i’m losing hope

i popped too many pills in my mouth
i tried to sleep but i’m up
outside overthink bout a life
that i live goin stormy as hell, so i cry

i feel like i’m lost, i’m honest
i feel sick about love, im honest
i feel like i’m alone, i’m honest
all my friends are gone im honest

if i’m being honest, am i wrong?
if i’m tellin the truth, am i wrong?
if i tell you i needed your shoulder
coz ion have nowhere to go, am i wrong?

i lost everything, no u cant picture it
broke down in tears, no u cant picture it
depression with knife in the hand, cut my wrist
lost too many blood, no u cant picture it

i don’t need your money, i just need a company 
don’t need your sorry. i’m done, do you copy?
no i don’t need your empathy,
i just need someone to save me

cause i don’t like if you judge the old me
no i don’t like the old me too
cause i don’t like if you judge the old me
no i don’t like the old me too

maybe theres a reason, 13 reasons why i told you to put on your black shirt
cause you’ll realized the day that i die at my funeral when i’m covered wit dirt

my pride is sacred and now i keep my distance
i know i’m useless, it becames pain
popped too many pills, don’t need no friends
don’t need no friends, i don’t need no friends

(suisei)
never talked too much,
don’t wanna fight about it
such a mess for a month,
the tightest spot i’ve been in,
claustrophobic when,
you pushed to the corner of the room when you told me you don’t want me anymore

you used to ask me, why am i friends with my exes
then you say “why not me then?”, when i refused to do just that
let me answer that softly, its the way that you hurt me, yeah
the way you distorted my reality
got me so dazed and confused

i don’t wanna lose myself, but i did this on my own
i put you on a pedestal, so when you’re gone so did my home
2am its summer nite, and im staring my phone
this story don’t have a happy ending, but i’ll have a new beginning

i don’t wanna lose myself, but i did this on my own
(i’ll blame it all on myself)
i put you on a pedestal, so when you’re gone so did my home
(i’ll blame it all on my health)
2am its summer nite, and im staring my phone
(think i’ll be better off dead)
this story don’t have a happy ending, but i’ll have a new beginning
(think i’ll be better off dead)

I Came To Break Hearts II

too many

too many w/ suisei

black shirt

blackshirt w/ ramandhika

i hope you feel the same like me

hope you never forget w/ bar$ (kiv)

SE ME ACABA EL TIEMPO

ThinkThatWaySometimes (Feat. No Halo)

broken, indeed (2018)
thoughts of a loner (2019)
i came to break hearts (2019)
bipooolar (2020)
the sun turnt blue (2020)
cursed (2020)
blueworld (2021)
i came to break hearts II (2022)
underdogz (2022)
youngins turn (TBA)