The Upload

February 2020

FALINEE

ALL MY FRIENDS ARE DEAD

Hyperpopワールド

produced by @xoinxscoob
mix/art/vox @falinee

made a bag in a weekend just like that
100k thorugh customs its so ez like that
if u dont wanna know then pls dont ask
gotta go when i leave the house i wear 2 mask

watch the sun in the dawn
october in the fog
i found my soul again but parts of me are still gone
i gotta run it back i get everything i want

turn the ashes to ashes and from dust comes love
ik ur so special like sent from above
whats on ur mind today u know i wont judge
dont worry im gonna stay u the only one i trust

somethings happening i feel it all around
keep it to myself i dont wanna let u down

made a bag in a weekend just like that
100k thorugh customs its so ez like that
if u dont wanna know then pls dont ask
gotta go when i leave the house i wear 2 mask

Fuck it up 😈 make a rack 💵 then I make it rain 💧
It’s a lonely 😞 cloud ☁️ on my back there’s no sun today ⛅️ 
I refuse ⛔️ to leave the house 🏠 unless 😏 I’m getting payed 💰 
I was done ✅ long time ago ⏰ let the memorys fade ✌️

ashes to ashes

prod.2001 x cesna
mix/art/vox falinee

i fail to understand
the cycle neverending
the meaning in the end
forever second guessing

celebrate life each time
im lost in a winter no shine
when i have u beside me
i can smile
break the fall

i fail to understand
the cycle neverending
the meaning in the end
forever secondguessing
guess i do it in vain
count the steps i take
then watch it fall away
do it all in vain 

celebrate life each time
im lost in a winter no shine
when i have u beside me
i can smile
break the fall
it will be hard
and heavens close
but still so far
the gate is locked
im walking back
i let i go
but its not sad

i fail to understand
the cycle neverending
the meaning in the end
forever secondguessing
guess i do it in vain
count the steps i take
then watch it fall away
do it all in vain 

celebrate life each time
im lost in a winter no shine
when i have u beside me
i can smile
break the fall
it will be hard
and heavens close
but still so far
the gate is locked
im walking back
i let i go
but its not sad

spotify

in vain

prod. shinju
art/vocal/mix falinee

Ya soshla s uma, ya soshla s uma
Mne nuzhna ona, mne nuzhna ona mne nuzhna ona
Ya soshla s uma, ya soshla s uma
Mne nuzhna ona, mne nuzhna ona mne nuzhna ona
Ya soshla s uma, ya soshla s uma
Menya polnostyu net
Absolyutno vser'ez
Situastsiya help
Situastsiya SOS
Ya sebya ne pojmu
Ty otkuda vzyalas
Pochemu, pochemu
Na tebya povelas
All the things she said, all the things she said
Runnin' through my head, runnin' through my head
Runnin' through my head
All the things she said, all the things she said
Runnin' through my head, runnin' through my head
Runnin' through my head
This is not enough
This is not enough
I'm in serious shit, I feel totally lost
If I'm asking for help, it's only because
Being with you has opened my eyes
Could I ever believe such a perfect surprise?
I keep asking myself, wondering how
I keep closing my eyes, but I can't block you out
Wanna fly to a place where it's just you and me
Nobody else, so we can be free

ya soshla s uma (all the things she said)

prod @prodsoulsss 
vocal/mix @falinee

3 am im at the window again
talk with the moon like my only friend
chase the bag
like it matters in the end
then i wake up 
do it all again

i wake up 
i do it all again
i wake up
sometimes at 10pm
i still wake up
double cc its chanel
i wake up
just assume it going well 
then i wake up

and im sorry if its problem
it dont hurt u to be honest
and if im being honest
hurt sm in august
i dont think u get it
but i really cant forget it
ur sorry and u meant it
but fuck it just forget it

3 am im at the window again
talk with the moon like my only friend
chase the bag
like it matters in the end
then i wake up 
do it all again

save ur words talk with actions
take some time to explain
idk what is happening
i just need to see ur face
i dream of the spring
ur face in summer rain
i breath in the air
pollution fill my veins

stars walking in the pradas
ccs cover on my eyes
and some rick new szn
walking fast so i dont cry 
can u tell i been lonely
without u by my side 

(without u by my side)

Spotify

SHILOH [prod. Vinso]

botted at 1.5k plays?
stopped at 8.8k plays

@sanriorose
@kiryano

mastered by @sanriorose and @imanidxl

Facelift ft. dolly [prod. kiryano]

#PERFECTMATCH
A Collaboration Tape
"All songs Made IN Copenhagen"
produced by @bizarius & @Sg37
@swoopyy @uknoxoxo @sglily @tribute2thagod
#icividivinev

LYRICS

Swoopy
Gentlemen lets run this bag
Too many girls I can’t stand
What u do I don’t do that
Dj fuark lets count this bag
Im baked and I got dough
Inna Tesla on the road
Where did u go
In bnb and im with joe

Dj Fuark
Little boy go cry haha
Off the shits in Prada
My friends go the distance
And your friends they look sad
Dj fuark you know my name
Little bird you got no shame
Salomon that shit on my feet
Used to break bread with the fiends

See me shine bright like this
I was told I wouldn’t fit in
Backflip when I get rich
Imma young motherfucker I don’t really care about this

ⒸⒸⒸⒸⒸⒸⒸⒸ

Gentlemen (Swoopy, Ukno & Dj Fuark) [prod bizarius]

#PERFECTMATCH
A Collaboration Tape
mix/master by Bizarius
"All songs Made IN Copenhagen"
produced by @bizarius & @Sg37
@swoopyy @uknoxoxo @sglily @tribute2thagod
#icividivinev

LYRICS

Swoopy
Dsquare im in DK
Smukke pige follow me to the bnb
Hit Malls everyWhere im with Sg
Baby wants me and Same with me

Dj Fuark
We gonna show you how we do our thing
Dj fuark yuh we in my crib
Whole damn fucking squad to nice
Yeah we all in the store drinking Smirnoff ice
Talking dirt bout you I got no respect
Imma risk it all I don’t play shit safe
I got everything that u need
Me and swoopy in a airbnb

Ukno 
Show u how I live now
Balance lifestyle how I live wow
Hey smukke pige
Hey smukke hey smukke hey smukke pige

Sg
My heart beats to the song
I’m about to go on
Copenhagen at one
Until it’s time for “so long”
Never been to the stu 
She said she wanna come through 
Dsquared2 pants with the Loubs
She’s tired of telling the truth



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Dsquared in DK (Swoopy, Ukno, Sg Lily & Dj Fuark) [prod bizarius]

produced by ciel @cielx
mixed and mastered by lunafreya @notluna
cover art by riley carr

thank you for listening

LYRICS:
dependence got grip on me 
so beat down i cant think right
baby you know you can leave
dont let me hold down your life

why is it so hard
to stay away?
need to keep your space
wish we had time to waste

i dont want you to leave
i dont know why i believed
you would stick around
for someone like me

our time is running out
lets take a different route
with the windows down
and our head in the clouds

i locked the fucking door
laying on the floor
our pictures scattered around
cant take it anymore

i know i cant make you stay
wish i could change our fate
shouldve known by now
that it would end this way

i didnt know how to say goodbye
(say goodbyeee)
endless scrolling just to get you off my mind
(off my miind)

i dont wanna let you go
even though youre leaving tomorrow
can we spend this last night together?
you make hours feel like forever

i didnt want you to leave
i dont know why i believed
you would stick around
for someone like me

our time has run out, glad
we took a different route
with the windows down
and our head in the clouds

i locked the fucking door
laying on the floor
our pictures scattered around
cant take it anymore

i know i cant make you stay
wish i could change our fate
shouldve known by now
it had to end this way

goodbye (prod. ciel)

Lyrics:
Throwing up my guts, while its burning in my mouth
Feel my throat be closing up, cause I'm chokin on the nouns
That I'm trying to speak of, but I can't because they clown
Got me all but beaten down, know I'll always stand my ground

Know I'll always be around, catch me in the lost and found
Been discarded from this town, but there's no one else around
Cause they left me in the cold, let me fend all on my own
While the wolves rip out my soul, and these bottles help me cope

I got no friends but a crowbar and a bottle of Jack
You catch me faded in a Lambo cause I'm bringing it back
And if I'm lucky I might wake up and throw up in the back
And get a second chance to call you and tell you to come back
(Come back)

Dying in Versace a big mood
Bleeding on my Ksubis and kicks too
Stumble through my money I trip too
Pass out on the floor I can't kiss you, I miss you

I miss you

Dying In Versace

dying in versace

prod @uglyjabronifony + @cadenbobaden

lyrics:

(hook):
Baby I was born 2 lose
But now I’m built 2 win
They see gg on the move 
They wanna fuck with him
I remember when I said I’d never love again
But bitch I’m with the gang them my brothers don’t need no fuckin friends

I’m one step ahead of you 
Feel like professor X
Eyes stay low like bts
How I relieve the stress
They say I’m dumb
Bc I live my life like I don’t wanna see the rest
Baby I’m numb
And that’s why idgaf or feel depressed
I fall apart 
come alive in the dark
I relate 2 the stars 
How I cope cause I’m scared
When we walk thru the spot 
Then bitches know who we are
They know we them boys and they wanna come 2 mars
I don’t wanna feel so I pour it like it’s art
Bitch you know my swag 
Look like rockstar no guitar
I’m in my bag and these haters tryna slime me
But they mad
Know you mad
Bill oreilly 
Is it true I made your swag 
Shit probably 
Is it true that mom your dad
Shit probably
But they still try 2 plot
Try 2 line me 
That’s why I keep them close like they Siamese
But bitch I’m going ghost you can’t find me
Keep my circle small like a time piece 
I see you in my rear view behind me
Bitch I see you in my rear view behind me

(Hook)

All these people hit my phone ignore them 
DND leave me alone I’m recording 
I only answer if it’s important 
And that’s only 4 the bag and the fortune 
And I’m rolling thru the woods like a Forrest
Got me sight seeing like a tourist
Bitch I left your party cause it’s boring 
You are not aloud in the void fortress 
I was walking in the rain feeling hopeless 
I still walk the same road
But now it’s hope bitch
And I wanna fly away
That’s why I’m floating
Floating thru the clouds in the open
Imma hold it down 4 the moment 
But I’ll hold it down forever 4 my bros bitch 
And I’m with the plague like a locust
But we play the background go unnoticed <3..

Built2Win [prod. fony wallace + cadenbobaden]

crashing and burning 
crashing and burning 
crashing and burning 

go grab youre men, bow down to their feet
be the little puppet that they wish to eat

CRASHING AND BURNING 
CRASHING AND BURNING 
CRASHING AND BURNING THE WHOLE WROLD IS BURNING

ask yourself, are you ok?
living like this? sick sadistic ways 
ask yourself, are you ok?
living like this? sick SADISTIC

GO GRAB YOUR MEN BOW DOWN TO THEIR FEET
BE THE LITTLE PUPPET THAT THEY WISH TO EAT

ETERNAL ASPHYXIATION
SECLUDED ISOLATION
DISGUSTING CIVILIZATION 
LIFE IS JUST A ROTATION
MADE MY BED IM NOT LAYING
NAH NAH IM NOT STAYING
KINDA LIKE LIKE FAKING 

EVERYTHING I LOVED HAS BEEN TAKEN 

CRASHING AND BURNING 
CRASHING AND BURNING 
CRASHING AND BURNING THE WHOLE WROLD IS BURNING

living like this, sick sadistic ways

BURNING

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QbP7EYPuWsI&feature=youtu.be

3 7 13 - Three Summers In A Row (VIDEO IN DESC)

[Prod. Wellfed] @lilduckk

Lyrics:
All day all night getting fucking high
Said she fucking loved me but she wanted me to die
I just wanna die, im a sacrifice 
Drugs everynight, love me like a lie

she just using me
i got her blood on me
And i can barely breathe
tell me what you see in me

I can make it
Why do you fake it
Broke my heart baby why did you take it
Cant fix this mess im in
Wake up every day cant take the stress im in
X2

All day all night getting fucking high
Said she fucking loved me but she wanted me to die
I just wanna die, im a sacrifice 
Drugs everynight, love me like a lie

she just using me
i got her blood on me
And i can barely breathe
tell me what you see in me

bleeding now your leavin, lately i dont even gotta reason
Everybody fuckin with my feelins
Got me risking everything to feel shit

Love Me Like A Lie [Prod. Wellfed]

prod @back2thapast !!

u where there
when it was so dark
its nice to know that
u have my heart
take care babe
ur such a big part
of my life
but it got so hard

i saw u dancing in my dream
u where so beautiful to me 
u said amber come with me
but thats not my destiny
u know how bad i want to please
but its time i think of me

it maybe selfish but its been so long
since i sat down had some time to move on
get my head into a place where it should have been all along
i gotta take my time
tell my dad i swear im fine
i hope dosent see my eyes
cause he knows every night i cry

ur so beautiful to me 🥺

drums by me 
bby kiss me thru the phone </3

calcium (ecco2k cover)

artwork by @carssererere
lyrics: go, i dnt wna let u down, go
i dnt wna hear a sound bro
iwna be buried down low
im a file tht u didnt download
im a virus,,, n im with th dead like osiris
n im covered in gold feel lik midas
woke up to the sound of the sirens,,,,
woke up to the sound of the sirens n im fucked up off the pack i need silence
and im so high off the ground like a pilot
n i cant see off an eye like a pirate
cant trust me bitch im a tyrant, got ur btch wet like a mf hydrant 
yea bitch im evil like im part of hydra (xad xxaddaxxadvoiiii)
(hook again)
sum that u didnt download, got a white btch she like marilyn monroe like bro oo o
yea im wit a white hoe,, hearts on me and they all chrome
(xadvoiii)
got the chrome hearts on me n the trueys on me n the 3 bands on me bitch im walkin like a zombie,,  n i pop an oxy in the fuckin lobby n i pop a molly im so fuckin naughtyyyy
(hook)
end

virus

prod. @l1lbiscuit
i been stuck inside my head but i gotta face this shit
i dont talk about it but i am going faceless
and i know in this life i have been blessed
but feelings from the past make me feel so drenched

hope you know i am so thankful that you are there
i wont lie this year i was scared
lost some friends fuck, i wish they knew i cared
but i will see them on the other side where the souls are repaired

i threw down my fears went away with the wind 
when i met you i hated every inch of my skin
idk what was wrong but you washed all my sins 
idk what was wrong but i learned to love within

i wont look back on the past
cus nothing ever lasts
and once was all you have
is something that you had
and i learn too many lessons on that
so dont question on why i turn my back

thankful

** 12" Vinyl Available For Pre-Order - https://octoocta.bandcamp.com/album/shes-calling-ep **

For our forth release, T4T LUV NRG present an e.p. of two beautiful songs and one evocation by label co-founder, DJ, and producer Octo Octa (Maya Bouldry-Morrison). “She’s Calling” is the third piece in Octo Octa’s two-year exploration of the connection between music and ritual, closing the loop on themes explored on her “For Lovers” ep (Technicolour, 2019) and full-length album “Resonant Body” (T4T LUV NRG, 2019). 

While many describe dance music in terms of escape, for Octo Octa and many others like her, dance music is about connection. The connections we feel on a dancefloor are transformative, but in time spent alone, dance music remains a powerful tool for connection with nature, with ourselves, and with something ineffable that feels like magic. The title track, “Goddess Calling,” captures a moment of such revelry, a result of the union of sound and ritual.  

Maya wrote the second song, “Find Your Way Home,” in early 2020, a few weeks before she cancelled her tour and headed back to the States because of the pandemic. She originally intended the title as a metaphor, the journey being internal, but the title would prove to be prescient. She made the song in order to take a trip into herself, to bring herself peace during an intense time.

Many religious and mystery traditions employ the use of uttered word formulas as a way to bring something into your life. “Spell for Nature” is Octo Octa asking in her own voice to connect with nature personified in the form of a goddess. The recording is about the moment when she saw something she knew was there all along. When she peaked behind the curtain and found something enveloping and eternal. 

Poem:
There’s a light in the center of the woods
A bright fire seen through the trees
We’re around it gazing into the flames
She’s brought us here
A bell chimes
She’s asking you to come as well
We’ve heard her voice since the beginning
And You’ve been listening your entire life
She’s calling

50% of the profits from the album will be donated to the Sylvia Rivera Law Project (SRLP), which works to guarantee that all people are free to self-determine their gender identity and expression, regardless of income or race, and without facing harassment, discrimination, or violence.

Octo Octa - Find Your Way Home (from She's Calling EP - T4T004)

Pre-order: https://echobrown.bandcamp.com/album/struggles-ep

Echo Brown's new track 'Love Won't Do' tugs at the heartstrings. It's tech-y, growling drum 'n' bass, but glowing vocals push the buttons necessary to bring your feelings to the surface. 

The track's taken from his forthcoming 'Struggles' EP on Lenzman's label The North Quarter, a hub for soul-soaked d'n'b, and the Raleigh, North Carolina producer said: “This project really has been a culmination of a lot of different emotions I've felt over the past few years. Some of the tracks I wrote well under stress of the usual circumstances we all deal with while living out our lives."

The EP, out on February 12, also features KinKai and Abnormal Sleepz.

01. Afrmations (feat. KinKai)
02. So Good
03. Tug O War (feat. Abnormal Sleepz)
04. Love Won't Do
05. Phenomena
06. Afrmations (Instrumental Mix)

Struggles EP

Premiere: Echo Brown 'Love Won't Do'

C Powers is up next on Astral Plane Recordings imprint Contagion Discs with ‘Which Ad Experience Do You Prefer?’. Hear the grungy acid garage cut ‘FishWash’ now

More info: https://djmag.com/music/premiere-c-powers-fishwash

Which Ad Experience Do You Prefer?

Premiere: C Powers ‘FishWash’

"We remember 'Altered States' being one of those pivotal records that completely got us into house and techno," Dense & Pika say

READ MORE –– https://www.dummymag.com/new-music/dense-pika-oxbow-ron-trent/

Premiere: Dense & Pika - 'Oxbow (Ron Trent Remix)'

produced by @sshinju 
mix/art/vox @falinee

break me down let me go
ive had enough it shows
let me down but i know
its tough i need to grow
life lessons i need to know
like who is this ghost

forgive, forget
no time for regret
life lessons
neglected
in my eyes ur perfect
(no attachments, loves lasting)

break me down let me go
ive had enough it shows
let me down but i know
its tough i need to grow
life lessons i need to know
like who is this ghost

uh huh? took it to the face
idk what u want me to say?
watch ur final fall from grace
but i regain on my faith

im still searching to find 
the thing that makes me empty inside
on god idk why 

forgive and forget
ive no time for regret
its life lessons
neglected
in my eyes ur perfect

break me down let me go
ive had enough it shows
let me down but i know
its tough i need to grow
life lessons i need to know
like who is this ghost

uh huh? took it to the face
idk what u want me to say?
watch ur final fall from grace
but i regain on my faith.