Ya I fucking hat3 my self & I don’t evr care at all
But I realy miss u lik the nights whn I’m on adorall
Locked inside my head Im feelin useless with my iPhone out  
I dnt understand these stupid feelings that I’m all about 
Ok I lost my phone 1 time and I went fucking crazyyyy 
I luv wearing headphones in place that doesn’t faze me 
I hate everyone that ever cared and ever gave me time 
Stupid little mean and angry thoughts inside my stupid mind :/ 

Wearing really big jeans out in public cuz I’m like super cool
I just lied I’m useless and stupid and get used like a tool 
I don’t get why I feel like everyone fucking hates me 
I just wake up planning lies I do this on the daily

digital watch :887

is it all a dream (prod. shenrxn)

litl dance track
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prod. me (its just a salem song turned into a beat)
feat. @hoshiestar
master @luvhexx

i suck and i should end it
lyrics: 

@misalivee
like baby hit me up
what the fuck am i supposed to do
never cared? kill myself to be close to you
like hit me up cuz youre the one
acid tabs yeah i keep that on my tongue
and i swear baby you dont gotta cry
anything you want girl i would never lie
youre the only thing i see when i close my eyes
youre the one i wont ever let you go

@hoshiestar 
and i wanna be right by your side 
fucked up so high so fried 
and i never wanna let you go
on my nose you can see the snow baby
all these drugs made me crazy
maybe
maybe its time to call it quits
stuck up in an abyss 
who you know make money like this 
iom care tho baby im rich 
still theres hoes on my dick
yeah his girl wanna pic
sniffin that snow
sniffin that whitney
prettiest star just like britney 
before the break down
fucked up sniffin the k now

everything

prod me and @bandiicam
mix & master me

CREDITS:
@1lav
@cy4nee
@bandiicam

LYRICS:
@1lav
just tell me you love me babe
all the things we've been going through
like you don't gotta want me babe
you know i'm in love with you
let's pop a pill
it's really nothing new
we could do this all night baby
you know that i fuck with you

tell me now
am i enough
you got my heart
i'd die for your love
tell me now
am i enough
so fucked up
i'd die for your love

@cy4nee
world war 3, are you ready to die?,
sometimes i feel like everything’s around me’s a lie,
broke my heart, you made me cry,
you couldn’t even give me a proper goodbye,

just tell me if it’s true, i don’t care if you don’t like me no more,
i’ll fucking love you till the end of everything we have to go through,
you are my one and only girl, i can’t afford to lose again,
you made me see the light again, it was snow white just like some cocaine

@1lav
tell me now
am i enough
you got my heart
i'd die for your love
tell me now
am i enough
so fucked up
i'd die for your love
(x2)

AM I ENOUGH

AM I ENOUGH +CY4NE [bandiicam x lavendr]

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The track is currently deleted/unavailable. Original artwork has been salvaged. Part of the archival project 'Sarajevo', that began on the 11th of April, 2025. (Internal)

Edited the text the 15th of May, 2025, @ 07:34

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@1lav

SURROUNDED - lavendr

self prod <3

walkin thru the forest 
see ur face everywhere
its like ur chasing me
hear ur footsteps everywhere
its not fair
thought u gave u everything
but ur still chasing me
u must wnt something
cuts on me
feel like a disease while u run around me
i will always harm me
i will fkin hurt u
endless fkin circles yea i feel so abused
lifes so cruel 
idk what to do
everytime i talk its like im talking thru u

i lost a peice of me 
im losing eveything 
i found my peices 
but they dnt rlly ressemble me

it fkin looks like u
it fkin looks like uuu
cuz every peice of me
is just a peice of u
nd i cnt hate u
even after everything
everything u did to me
i just wish the best for u
its the ghost of u
its in my fkin room
i ruin everything every time i move

walkin thru the forest 
see ur face everywhere
its like ur chasing me
hear ur footsteps everywhere
its not fair
thought u gave u everything
but ur still chasing me
u must wnt something
cuts on me
feel like a disease while u run around me
i will always harm me
i will fkin hurt u
endless fkin circles yea i feel so abused
lifes so cruel 
idk what to do
everytime i talk its like im talking thru u

ghost of u

prod mee
ft @suddendeathovertime



should i b surprised 
i luv getting high
i'm staring at the sky 
take over my life 
when i feel the pain
take more it goes away 
i'm dancing with the stars u could see me in the sky 
feel my body turning cold like everyday 
nobody can relate 
cover up the scars
cover up the scars 
turn my bed to my grave 
spend my days locked in a haze 
cover up the scars 
this life is way too hard 

catching Ls should catch some Zs 
tripple cs and ecstasy 
razor sharp make me bleed 
i just want u next to me
locked away I'm smoking loud 
don't perform in front of crowds 
all alone no one reach out 
no one could talk to me now

in the party walkn round
room spinning im fallin down
im drunk in love rigjt now
drunk in love rn
and im so out my head
walkin round like the undead
be my zombie girlfriend

im walkin all around
im staring at the wall
i got nowhere else to turn
i got no one else to call
put ur knife into my back
i love to feel that
and my blood is on ur hands when u bite into my neck
i just wanna feel ur love
i just wanna feel ur touch
dig ur nails into my back
whisper to me when we f

cover up the scars w/ suddendeathovertime

@gutzxx

n-n-nodding of the percs
100 mg moving like a zombie 
suffer cry and repeat
I wanna die 
I cant live for tonight
oh my god baby 
double homicide
lets run it back
omg im nodding of these pills
I'll let it kill just to fucking feel
I LET IT KILL FOR THE FUCKING THRILL
I'LL LET IT KILL I'LL LET IT KILL 

@bigslimeslime

bby can u cut me my arms r getting tired
tell me that u love me ur nothing but a liar
never gonna stop the drugs im only getting higher
i dont wanna live like this set myself on fire
all my drugs r designer 
i dont wanna argue im a lover not a fighter
amphetamines in my bloodstream keep me wired
ill never get better idc bout ur desires
im a clown for believing you
slit my throat n die you left why should i listen u
manic gettin high everyday all my thoughts are you
no more tears left inside my eyes idk what to do

@gutzxx

n-n-nodding of the percs
100 mg moving like a zombie 
suffer cry and repeat
I wanna die 
I cant live for tonight
oh my god baby 
double homicide
lets run it back
omg im nodding of these pills
I'll let it kill just to fucking feel
I LET IT KILL FOR THE FUCKING THRILL
I'LL LET IT KILL I'LL LET IT KILL

is it all a dream (prod. shenrxn)

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