i was going to ask my girlfriend to marry me because she is the woman of my dreams and weve been together for nearly six years she is basically the love of my life and we moved in together after just a year and havent spent a single night apart since anyway on the day i planned the question we went out for a romantic dinner and i got down on one knee but she didnt respond and i realised that id forgotten she was actually a scarecrow i stuffed full of butter so oh well

pastel parasols In kyoto

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Without You

Prod by Areo (@areobeats)

Life will be a vague memory once you detach 

Lyrics:

I’ve got vague memories
That come to together splendidly 
Engrave me emboss me and outline my corpse in chalk
This is all talk
of
Episodic thoughts
never lost through in the directory
I,
Blend sensory 
data together Tenderly
evade treachery 
As i continue my trajectory 
Its the little pleasantries
So tenuous, tenderness is tentative
pay attention 
And the message gets repetitive
de ja vu
Is right now brand new
Easily be misconstrued 
Voodoo of the taboo
Guru while the boogaloo
News ensues  news crews
i be flying over cuckoos nest 
With a birds eye view
I eye you, and strive 
thriving on driving deprived dudes to derive truth
You hoo have got do it for you 
Too coo coo to rest
Get me some cocoa puffs
Trust 
Once enoughs enough 
They get the fisticuffs 
Call my
Bluff tough guy find out
My minds out
On time out 
Riddled with riddles
And i just figured it, a little to late
So cut to the chase, i cant wait 
If you give me a second to second guess 
And ill be settled in my new ways 
Its a new day
A new wave
A new crazy craaze
I think too vague
plaguing my mind
Half of the time ill be thinking in rhymes
Half of whats left ill be dreaming and scheming 
So a quarter i afford to moving life forward
Bored with the unsure shores
Of a life blurb blurred 
I didnt slur my words miss you just misheard
May be a sin to kill a mocking bird 
But everyones relieved to see a mayfly die



I defer  to the unheard, he(a)rd of those hurt
In a place 
a time in 
A scene i cant remember when
An unidentified task i cant quite grasp
all i remember’s how it feels 
And i feel you 
so
Venerate my illustrated fate ive long awaited 
Revere me or fear me
Trouble is 
I struggle to speak clearly
I can only speak weirdly
Too vague to keep myself from disappearing 
Aware but weary of wearing it out
Teary as i figure it out 
It tears through me 
I double as a theory 
Snip this string theory 
connected like a net
Enlightenment is death 
 you do not get
 to get out of it
Life will be
a vague memory 
Once you detach from it
Remember that?
I just remember how it feels to go back(x3)

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strange new room