MUSIC VIDEO:

LYRICS: 
secrets dance around the bowl
a reflection of my tongue
singing back at me 
my porcelain confidant
sick if you do
sick if you dont
its hard to breathe with fingers down your throat

acid bath kaleidoscope
if i should fall i fucking hope
scissors waltz along tight ropes
i just want to disappear

fractures impressed in the mirror 
mirror mirror
if my reflection gets any clearer i might just 
disappear
i dont have the heart to lie to you

the anxious cycle
a building unease
in a downward spiral falling fast
i glare through broken glass

blood shot eyes shift from wall to wall
(so nauseous cant sleep it off)
making me sick
im sick of feeling fucking sick
pulled down
im falling with no end in sight

mirror mirror
if my reflection gets any clearer i might just disappear
i dont know if i can take it
i dont see the end drawing nearer
nearer nearer
as im falling can you see my light flicker out
im letting go

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you betrayed the ones you loved

never getting better

one more line
just prove it's not lies
don't leave me
without your light

terminal disdain
let it in

i'll leave it, my swan song
on fragmented display
i'll force my ghost to tell you i'm okay

there must be something in the monitor
she speaks in clicks and static
arms caught in her tangled web of wires
just one more step

i'm sorry
forgive me
for leaving
my body

pull the hammer back
paint the sky in red
oh my god, are you listening yet?
lead outstretched to heaven
i'm sorry

i'm sorry
forgive me
for leaving
my body
she told me
i could leave
my worry
behind me
unburdened
transcendence
how could you
still blame me?
i'm sorry
i'm sorry
i'm sorry
forgive me

the death and birth of an angel

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birds of a feather
walk along razor's edge together
it seems easier just to fall apart than let the pieces fit
birds of a feather bleed out
bleed out together

i'm just one step away
these wings can't hold their own weight
reach out to touch the sky
i'm falling out of flight

sewed my mouth shut just for you
clipped my wings so i wouldn't hear you
speak of me
speak of me like you do

sick blurring lines to survive
cut ties
hundred white birds, ninety nine fall out the sky

severed your wings
angel, i feel your pain

sewed my mouth shut just for you
clipped my wings so i wouldn't hear you
speak of me
speak of me like you do

if blessed are the weak
god, can you see?

Atrophy;angel

fall

do i look like someone with a deathwish?
with a face like this who wouldn't?
mirror, mirror, something's crawling within
break it open just to feel
it spilled red
angel, now you're free

ghost from the shell
flesh from the bone
the day i fell
i fell alone
i found my hell
this skin's not my own

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A Funeral In Purgatory

Relinquished Dreams

a project sitting on my release list for way too long. made it heavy 

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