the death and birth of an angel

calling to heaven
all the way down
sleeping in sunlight
blood on the ground

(death is the beginning)
delete the world and start again
(death is the beginning)
give in, open the next

you said, "when we're older..."
well speak for yourself
i'm freeing the fucking ghost from this shell

time stands still
suspended in relief
trusting i'll see you in my dreams
my body corrupted
this file does not exist

ghost from the shell
flesh from the bone
there's an angel clawing from
inside my skin

death is only the beginning
death is only the beginning

D.I.T.B.

drowning in the static
reaching out for one last touch
do you feel me?
is it painful?
can you hear me struggling your name?
tripping over wires
tell me, is it painful yet?

can you hear me struggling?

passed out in the blue light
drowning in the noise but i swear i tried
with blood shot eyes
searching for a sign that you're alright
could i join you?
yeah, i know, it's not the same but it kills me too
would it kill you?

don't make the same mistake
even if i'm this desperate
to hear your voice again

between us lies a fault
my words are cutting out and
yet still i scream it
over and over again
this place is killing you
i wish i could see you

would it kill you?

over and over again
yet still i scream it
over and over again

tripping > wires

one more line
just prove it's not lies
don't leave me
without your light

terminal disdain
let it in

i'll leave it, my swan song
on fragmented display
i'll force my ghost to tell you i'm okay

there must be something in the monitor
she speaks in clicks and static
arms caught in her tangled web of wires
just one more step

i'm sorry
forgive me
for leaving
my body

pull the hammer back
paint the sky in red
oh my god, are you listening yet?
lead outstretched to heaven
i'm sorry

i'm sorry
forgive me
for leaving
my body
she told me
i could leave
my worry
behind me
unburdened
transcendence
how could you
still blame me?
i'm sorry
i'm sorry
i'm sorry
forgive me

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everything's fine on this side
only blissful dreams
be not afraid, you can't hide
you'll never feel a thing

could you blame me for wanting to leave?
am i so desperate to tear myself apart?
would they cry?
would they mourn for me?
i'm so close, i could taste it

isn't this what you wanted?
only blissful dreams
i'll kill all your suffering
i know you need me

biting at my nails,
is it obvious?
gnawing from inside
angel, offer your sharpened spine
such delicate lethality
it just hurts so much in that moment
when every dream is too far to touch
i hope you understand in the end

no flesh left to taunt you
no voice left to scream
no more fucking chances
only blissful dreams

blissful

birds of a feather
walk along razor's edge together
it seems easier just to fall apart than let the pieces fit
birds of a feather bleed out
bleed out together

i'm just one step away
these wings can't hold their own weight
reach out to touch the sky
i'm falling out of flight

sewed my mouth shut just for you
clipped my wings so i wouldn't hear you
speak of me
speak of me like you do

sick blurring lines to survive
cut ties
hundred white birds, ninety nine fall out the sky

severed your wings
angel, i feel your pain

sewed my mouth shut just for you
clipped my wings so i wouldn't hear you
speak of me
speak of me like you do

if blessed are the weak
god, can you see?

Atrophy;angel

fall

do i look like someone with a deathwish?
with a face like this who wouldn't?
mirror, mirror, something's crawling within
break it open just to feel
it spilled red
angel, now you're free

ghost from the shell
flesh from the bone
the day i fell
i fell alone
i found my hell
this skin's not my own

the death and birth of an angel

[fallingwithscissors]