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To Be A Man

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Dax - To Be A Man

Life Is Killing Me

I Don't Wanna Be Me

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Gothic Rock — "Free Now ✦4" (Female Vocal)

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📢 Fixed Records Announcement

We’re proud to announce the new Falloutt official SoundCloud account.

Together with Ilana, Falloutt is being developed further into its own unique niche — a dark fusion of emorock, metalcore, and gothcore.

Check it out and stay tuned for more upcoming releases. A brand-new website is also being built as we speak.

FixedRecords | Falloutt

Written by Ilana
Performed - Ilana - Fallout
SoundEngeneer/Producer LaNoir

Trusted Ruins

I FEEL LIKE AN EXIBITH IN YOUR PRIVATE HELL
A FRAGMENT, A SHELL, NO ONE CAN TELL
YOU COLLECTED ME LIKE A BROKEN BONE
AND LEFT ME TO BLEED IN A ROOM ALONE

I MUST HAVE BLACKED OUT
I LOST MYSELF
SHE CROSSED INTO FIRE, LEFT NOTHING ELSE
AND WORST OF ALL… I TRUSTED YOU
WITH KIND EYES THAT CUT ME THROUGH


YOU HEARD MY WORDS BUT NEVER MY VOICE
SILENCE WAS YOUR FAVORITE CHOICE
SCREAMING TILL MY THROAT WAS BLEEDING
BUT YOU JUST STOOD THERE
STILL, NOT SEEING


I TRUSTED YOU
I TRUSTED YOU
KIND EYES TURNED TO EMPTY GLASS
I TRUSTED YOU
AND WATCHED MY FUTURE COLLAPSE

I TRUSTED YOU
 AND I CAN’T BELIEVE I TRUSTED YOU

SCREAMS LIKE STRANGERS
I WANDERED OFF TO A REALM OF ASH
EVERY PROMISE—BROKEN GLASS

I TOLD YOU EVERYTHING, YOU WORE MY SKIN
BUT YOU NEVER LET THE LIGHT WITHIN
YOU PRAYED LIKE FAITH COULD SAVE THE FLAME
BUT LEFT ME TO CARRY ALL THE BLAME

I MUST HAVE BLACKED OUT
I LOST CONTROL
I FED YOU PIECES OF MY SOUL
AND WORST OF ALL, I TRUSTED YOU
YOUR KIND EYES NEVER SAW ME TRUE


I TRUSTED YOU
THE VOID BETWEEN YOUR LIES
I TRUSTED YOU
NOW I’M DEAD BEHIND THESE EYES

I TRUSTED YOU

I TRUSTED YOU


AND I CANT BELIEVE I TRUSTED YOU

THE KIND EYES WATCH ME FROM THE VOID
EVERY TRUSTED WORD DESTROYED
SHE WALKED INTO THE FIRE, DIDN’T LOOK BACK
LEFT ME DYING ON A BLOOD-STAINED TRACK


I TRUSTED YOU
AND I WON’T FORGIVE
I TRUSTED YOU
TO TEACH ME HOW TO LIVE

BUT ALL I FOUND WAS RUINS, DEAD AND COLD
I TRUSTED YOU
NOW I’M TAKING CONTROL


I TRUSTED YOU  I TRUSTED YOU  I TRUSTED YOU


AND I CAN’T BELIEVE I TRUSTED YOU

FOREVER

Trusted Ruins

Falling Down

Lil Peep & XXXTentacion - Falling Down

9/3/2025 update 4k artwork

📢 Fixed Records Announcement

We’re proud to announce the new Fallout official SoundCloud account.

Together with Ilana, Fallout is being developed further into its own unique niche — a dark fusion of emorock, metalcore, and gothcore.

At Fixed Records, we work with many different styles, and that can make it tough for algorithms to understand where to place our music. By splitting genres into their own accounts, we may lose some momentum for a short while, yes — but this way, the algorithm can focus directly on the niche each band represents.

In the end, this will be the best decision for Fallout. This is not goodbye — this is full backup, full credit, and full support for our developing artist.

Check it out, follow, and stay tuned for more upcoming releases. A brand-new website is also being built as we speak.

FixedRecords | Fallout

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Trusted Ruins

Fallout

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