Living, Loving,Feeling Falling

The woods were quiet but not silent. The wind carried memories between the branches. The leaves murmured things forgotten. And the one who walked did not speak, for there was no need. Words had grown heavy in the world they left behind.

They followed no path, only instinct. Drawn ever onward by something unseen. Sometimes, in the distance, a pair of eyes would watch. Gentle, deep, unafraid. And each time, they would follow.

Nights came soft and cold. They lit fires of fallen limbs and watched the sparks rise like lost voices. In the crackle and hush, they remembered. Not in sharp pictures but in feelings—the warmth of someone’s hand, the sound of laughter in another life. It hurt, but sweetly. Like a scar, you no longer mind touching.

Then, one night, beneath a sky woven with stars, the deer came close.

It did not run. It did not speak. But in its stillness was an answer.

The one who walked understood. Some things are not meant to be held, only followed. Some healing does not come in circles but in long, quiet lines through wild places.

They did not return. But the forest remembers them.

And sometimes, if the wind is just right, and you are very still, you may hear footsteps among the leaves—not lost, not wandering.

Just walking.

Whispers Without a Sound

Lyrics

[Intro]
I give you all of my attention
But somehow, you don't seem
To care about that darling
Why don't you seem
To think

[Verse]
That we're not more than temporary
That's fucked up to tell me
Don't you think

[Pre-Chorus]
What happened between us, darling
I don't seem to see
My heart breaking down
As I write this song
I don't seem to think
You see

[Chorus]
My heart as your safeguard
Oh darling, why don't you believe
You take advantage of my attention
But darling, that's not fair to me
Heart breaking
You did that
To me, oh damnit
Don't pretend that
You're perfect
And this is worthless
You didn't fall in love
Oh darling, that's
So fucked up
I hate how
You act a stranger
When I was all
You wanted
Back then
Now you won't even reply to me no
So fucked up
I hate how
You act a stranger
That's so wild
Don't tell me
We're too different to make this work
Oh darling, don't

[Bridge]
I give you all of my attention
But somehow, you don't seem

[Hook]
To care about that darling
Why don't you seem
To think

[Outro]
That we're not more than temporary
That's fucked up to tell me
Don't you think

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How I've Been

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Artwork by Vladimir Kush

Written 18 years ago.... is what I'll say in ten years.

I’ve been an addict all my life long
to games I can’t win and puzzles I can’t solve
It’s been some kind of sick fascination
to find myself in impossible situations 
-
and this one is one of those
I’m a deep sea fish reaching for a desert rose
I’m a parking lot, hoping that a garden grows
I’m me and you’re you and my only way through is to divide by zero

you don’t like me much but I promise you this
if you knew me better you’d like me even less
If you could see what goes on in my thoughts
I think you’d personally lead the firing squad

but even though I wouldn’t agree
I’m so flawed, I’d assume I deserve it for something
this song just needs to be worthy of suffering 
I just want you to want something you can’t get anywhere except from me

It puts me out of sorts, but I think you’re my twin
and I ought to sue you for copyright infringement
but i’m sure at the court you’d have this winning defense:
my best is your ground floor, you do all I do and more, you’re improved at the core, so I’d best be out the door, with my obsolescence 
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but you don’t know the thing you’ve offered
for a minute my sadness has an object
before this it hung shapeless as fog upon me
Now it’s fenced in a daydream that I can keep and smother by slow degrees
(And I guess you'd call that "sorrow laundering")

so even if it’s been in your mind
and even if there were enough time
and even if it’s true, what I swear I have seen
what you’d have to do would split you at the seams
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it’d never be worth the risk
a dream gambled for so much less
just come clean, a daydream is all this is
some scene, from a movie we probably all saw as stupid kids

I’m sure you can tell most of this is an act
It can all go to hell, as a matter of fact
If I even thought this one could be solved
If I even thought the words could be carved
If I even thought I had something you want 
I’d ruin my life for those lottery odds.

Sorrow Laundering (Acoustic Demo)

Wish You Were Here (For Steph Redmond)

When The Sun Goes Down

It’s your smile and your eyes
I think they’re green, you say they’re blue
Your laughter and your sparkle
The everything of you

I Put It All On You

We Didn’t Say Goodbye

02. Every Song For You (1)

Ivory Throne - Acoustic Demo

i cant say, i written any honest lyrics in my life
but this ones for you and all the horrors that you fight
i cant take it from you, but i can ease your drop
as u fall, and as i kindle, the only light u ever known
i cant take it back, but i can build with my time
ease the passage, with ever brick ill tile
this is not human, but something else
keep ringing those bells, as im taking all your pain into hell
dammit ill find it, the devil will chase
the tropes of our living, as hes hidin in wells
ill tell you, if you care to hear, i love all blessings
but ill fade into despair
i cant hold the river, with every fault that i hold
i cant find the river, i was lost, thats what im told
i cant hear her screaming, she is lost and so alone
but i can climb, mountains, as if i was the boulder to my role
i call out to them, i call out, let it roam
the sound ive search for, that sound so lone
the burden we´ll carry til the end of the road
i will find the worry, not so worrisome anymore
and ill find the fable, that we told, and was sure we would forget when we get old
but as the time goes
all those things comes with a trace
find  us with a grin as it running down from a weathered face
so fucked up within, i can hardly recognisce
but from that lake we will rise, but im digging my grave, and it will suffice..

Wish You Were Here (For Steph Redmond)

False Negative

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