I remember listening to this when i was livin in my car in 2019 on repeat

A Cold Play

scrape my face on the pavement w/ shy

production by jay vee
vocals by shinigami

@ihateshinigami
full project together soon

grew up too fast
like a bullet breaking thru the glass
remember that
fell asleep in every single class
i hate the fact
that ive become an insomniac
i hate the fact
that im never ever going back

cant even say that im feeling sad
i cant help but dwell on everything i had back when i was a kid
all those emotions they cease to exist

the world was so new woke up bright every day
now im just jaded its faded to grey
and i lay in a coffin that i helped create
facing the fact that ill never feel great again

shinigami - grew up 2 fast (prod. jay vee)

no samples

[lyrics]
is it I think too much
or are we chasing after
a ghost of what once was

I can't tell the difference

is it you care too much
or am I holding our past
like a knife against my tongue

I can't tell the difference

would it be enough
if we were loaded and fucked up
house out in the hills

I wouldn't bet on it

we could be more lost
car roofs, wet shoes
cashed out in an friend's garage

but one time's enough

Will it ever be enough
I hate fucking being numb
sorry that I love these drugs
do you think my head is fucked

Will it ever be enough
I hate fucking being numb
sorry that I love these drugs
do you think my head is fucked

i hate fucking being numb

miss u haven't met u tho

fantasies [w/ shrimp]

prod. 4evr
mix / mastered by notacop

[lyrics]

devil in disguise with the lights on so bright
find me in the dark with a rose red / snow white
see it in your eyes when you say i went too far
you're not who you say that you are

it's been a long time
and i've been waiting for you
i was not the same before you
and i won't play the games you always wanna play
fuckin with my head now every other day
and i can't see it end now any other way
you started as a friend now i can't even say
that you was ever there for me

devil in disguise with the lights on so bright
find me in the dark with a rose red / snow white
see it in your eyes when you say i went too far
you're not who you say that you are

and when you find it in your soul
relinquish it and let it go

devil in disguise (4evr)

guitars/prod/mix @93feetofsmoke

it's hard for me to admit
all those powders that we railed
fuck up my head
we never had much good luck
blow a bag off the balcony
i know you need someone who gives a fuck
and it's never me, I'll never be anywhere 
near your wants

but we could roll this pack if you want
never ask cuz I'm anxious at the jump
I could kill myself if I wanted to
NVR SAID THT I WANTED 2

sink or swim
slip into depression
yeah like you always do
I'm talking shit to myself
yeah I guess you know me
what the fuck is new
never said that I wanted to
kill myself if i wanted to
never said that I wanted to

Most the time I save my breath
rip my juul and pen and the same damn time
I'm not the type to bitch
rather cut ties quit 
build my own damn bridge
I hear explosions in my head
flashing lights behind my eyes 
think I just need some fucking rest
I'm running out of skin to give 
why do you talk to me like this?

I don't really care to know why
you never came home in the morning
she mad said I'm mean why'd you cry
when I leave I told you upfront this is nothing

but we could roll this pack if you want
never ask cuz I'm anxious at the jump
I could kill myself if I wanted to
NVR SAID THT I WANTED 2

sink or swim
slip into depression
yeah like you always do
I'm talking shit to myself
yeah I guess you know me
what the fuck is new
never said that I wanted to
kill myself if i wanted to
never said that I wanted to

never said that i wanted to
never said that i wanted to

NVR SAID THT I WANTED 2

LAST RANDOM SINGLE BEFORE ALBUM 

prod/guitar/mix/master - @youngburial

ur there every time i die

PROD. https://soundcloud.com/prod5head
Video: https://lillotus.ffm.to/nevergetaway

Never Get Away

so much to say
you don’t wanna hear it
is something wrong with me
is it my appearance
are you listening or could you care less
its hard to believe you didn’t mean to do this
I’ve got so much to say
you don’t wanna hear it
is something wrong with me
is it my appearance
is it inside of me
tell me sincerely
i know its underneath
and nobody hears me
I’ve got so much to say
you don’t wanna hear it
I’m calling out your name but theres interference
i don’t wanna leave but i can’t stay here
its getting so hard to breathe when you’re nowhere near

what do you take me for
wear it on my head
curl the cord where it connects
hold it forward along my neck
leaning towards whats for the best
what do you take me for
while I hang my head
and are you sure you’re alright with this
I am more than you’d expect
bury me where you see fit

redux (prod. slidinmoon)

misery club
garden avenue
inquiries: jonah.kramer1@gmail.com

devil in disguise (4evr)

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