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revealing hope (ft. Lil Lotus)

a rendition of tears don't fall by bullet for my valentine.

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tears don't fall 💫

prod. https://soundcloud.com/oilcolor

[lyrics]
I can’t fucking think of any words to say
& I can’t fucking think of any reason I should stay

Can you give one to me
Before I up and leave
Can you make me believe
This wasn’t for nothing

You took whatever you could find
You didn’t even look behind
Keep saying sorry, fuck your lies
I see evil in your perfect eyes

So tell me,

Was I everything you dreamed of 
When you dreamed that I was the one
Was it all worth it, you fucking nightmare
Now that you realize I’m really gone 

Was I everything you dreamed of 
When you dreamed of fallen in love
I don’t deserve this, you fucking nightmare
I hope it kills you to know I’m the one 

Now that you realize I’m really gone 

I hope you fucking die alone

I wanna die alone

Was I everything you dreamed of
When you dreamed that I was the one
Was it all worth it, you fucking nightmare
Now that you realize the one is gone 

I hope you die alone

I hope you cry to this song
I hope you cry to this song…

Cry To This (prod. oilcolor)

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i wanna thank every single one of you from the bottom of my heart for every single like, comment, message, etc. that you go out of your way to send to me. it's incredible to know you guys are out there. i know this is different from my usual direction, but bare with me. i love you guys.

peep the music video here
https://youtu.be/VoUc7Fp9rQU

//わたしは、あなたを愛しています//

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visuals

into the trees

production by jay vee
vocals by shinigami

@ihateshinigami
full project together soon

grew up too fast
like a bullet breaking thru the glass
remember that
fell asleep in every single class
i hate the fact
that ive become an insomniac
i hate the fact
that im never ever going back

cant even say that im feeling sad
i cant help but dwell on everything i had back when i was a kid
all those emotions they cease to exist

the world was so new woke up bright every day
now im just jaded its faded to grey
and i lay in a coffin that i helped create
facing the fact that ill never feel great again

shinigami - grew up 2 fast (prod. jay vee)

check out @eloimmeth @guardinmusic
my first orignal ever that actually got vocals on it. 
thank you to both eloimmeth and guardin for taking their time and recording vocals for this song. you are both amazing <3
lyrics:
[eloimmeth]
cause imma be ok
yeah imma be ok
no matter what you pray for
(no matter what you wish for)

yeah imma be ok
and imma be ok
no matter all the scars i’ve got
(they just make me who i’m not)

from the ground i will rise
(from the ground i will rise)
its gonna be alright 
relapse is just a phase
under the morning rain
before the rising sun

cause imma be ok
yeah imma be ok
no matter what you pray for

[guardin]
no matter what you pray for ey

i protest everything that i feel
i don't know where i'm at but i don't think that i'm real
got a blunt in my hand just escaping the wreck
and if you want honesty, i think that i've been depressed

this marijuanas just another defect 
gettin' high till i cry that's just cause and effect
gotta prioritize get my shit together
cause i don't wanna feel like this forever

i think i'm gonna be fine
if you think otherwise gimme a sign
baby it's not your fault, you know it's mine
imma keep tryin', i'm crackin' my spine

i'll realign till i can contest
artificial happiness ain't the best 
fuck all of that it'll leave you a mess
and leak from your brain all the way to your chest

love yourself 
cause nobody else gonna do whatchu do when the sky turn blue and the sun shines thru ya window 
ya head hittin' the pillow
sproutin' like a willow yeah
sproutin' like a willow

i'm gonna be fine

i'm gonna be fine (ft. eloimmeth & guardin)

december 20th, 2010

prod. by @caspr

lyrics
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flatline
i just wanna die said i just wanna die sometimes
prolly flatline
have you ever made a wish & it doesn't come true
this time imma flatline  
losing everything including my god damn mind
imma flatline
baby imma die don't cry it'll be alright
imma flatline

death is rolling through the wind
hyperactive like a kid without the rittalin
sip 40s till i sink into my seat
transportation elevate so i can't feel my feet
cloudy in my head
i think the lighter fluid lit my lucid visions from my bed 
i sit and ponder bout the water that i'm drinking from my sink
will it calcify and justify the feelings that i think?
probably not but that's a fucking headline
heading to the shore without a cure for all my deadlines
subtweeting my enemies but they're just merely enzymes
i know that you love me but you love him too & that's fine
(not really but)
i should probably go
zippin up my coat i spark a blunt under the snow
woah 
i just blew an o
stepped into a portal
i'm immortal now the goat & then i

flatline
i just wanna die said i just wanna die sometimes
prolly flatline
have you ever made a wish & it doesn't come true
this time imma flatline  
losing everything including my god damn mind
imma flatline
baby imma die don't cry it'll be alright
imma flatline

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flatline (prod. by caspr)

oh, my heart is in the floor
oh, i know you've heard it all before
and i don't wanna rain on your parade
maybe you're with someone who makes you feel just like the sunshine after rain...

but i want you to know
that my love was true
and i'm doing my best in hopes that i can be happy too

heart is on the floor

Every day without you seems
like such a waste and I’m afraid that I’m not ever gonna be the same
and everyday I’m so ashamed
to let them see what we’ve become and how it’s killing me
lately everybody asks where I’ve been
I’ve been doing my best to keep quiet
in my room missing you oh they’re lying
they don’t care they just can’t take the silence
lately everybody asks where I’ve been
I’ve been doing my best to keep quiet
In my room missing you and I’m trying 
so hard to restart but I’m finding that 

Everyday without you seems
like such a waste and I’m afraid that I’m not ever gonna be the same
everyday I’m so ashamed
to let them see what we’ve become and how it’s killing me

sick of spending every second every day
wishing that you’d come back or say something
everybody always wants something from me except for you and it’s so confusing 
sick of spending every moment every night remembering when you’d come over like it was just yesterday but who am I kidding 
did it to myself and there’s no forgetting

every day (prod. neek)

misery club
garden avenue
inquiries: jonah.kramer1@gmail.com

heart is on the floor

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