The Upload

Our best days can inspire excellence. 
https://www.ellingtonbooks.com/playlist

I am a healthcare executive completing a dual degree, Master of Public Health / Doctor of Health Sciences, focused on raising awareness about behavioral health, specifically among teens and college students. My dissertation research is focused on raising up the voice of college students beginning with communities of color. I am committed to helping people connect to their purpose in collaboration with mission-aligned leaders. Together we will achieve great things!

Our project is a first step in raising awareness about a national health epidemic. All proceeds are reinvested directly into proactive strategies for improving behavioral health among youth, teens, and young adults in collaboration with community partners.

Our youth, teens, and young adults are reporting the highest levels of loneliness on record according to the U.S. Surgeon General. Our work is going to help change that through simple actions that bring people together for the common good, focused on lifting people up, and creating stronger in person connections.


God the Father (He Knows)

@lilskil x @lilxlotus x @fats_e x @scummusic

prod @lederry

fats'e x rainy bear x lil lotus x scum  -  11:11   [prod lederrick]

Go Back(ft. YungJZAisDead & Adharmasatru)

rzrblade (prod. prince gravy)

@prodreaper @93feetofsmoke

i can't trust anyone 
tell your friends pretty stories 
i just wanted a peace of mind 
and all the years wasted time 

every bridge is burned 
i don't wanna know 
stabbed me in the heart then you took my  soul 
never get it back i can't get it back 
no, no, no 

like be honest?  do you want it?
i know your eyes when you're lying 
and i'm trying, and i'm dying to hold it together in my hands 

no trust 

(93FEETOFSMOKE)
I dont understand
Where the Fuck I am 
Blood on my back
Blisters on my hands

Do you even know
Who the Fuck i am lately 
I can feel the stress
Gripping round my neck
Save me 

Do you understand 
Time is getting thin
Lately
Trailing a fine line 
Between fine and kill me 

6 speed
See me Earnhardt
Thru the nosebleeds

No trust I got no love
Left in me 

6 speed
See me Earnhardt
Thru the nosebleeds

No trust 
I got no love
Left in me 

I tried my best 
Is it working
My brain is 
Such a fucking a bully

Do you understand 
Time is getting thin
Lately
Trailing a fine line 
Between fine and kill me 

6 speed
See me Earnhardt
Thru the nosebleeds

No trust I got no love
Left in me

no trust w/93FEETOFSMOKE (prod. reaper)

u drive me crazy yeah its tru 
girl i dont have a thing 2 lose

Drive Me Crazy ft. Coldhart & PrettyHeartBreak (prod. Brian Spencer)

pretty thing (prod. 4evr)

goodnight w/ wicca phase springs eternal

i went and did what i did 
i sinned i sinned
i went and did what i did 
in the midst of a state
i know i shouldn’t have been in 
fuck it up fuck it up fuck it up
i spent all my money trynna make a buck
i went and fucked it up
that ego going and sucking up 
walked 5 miles to get the van 
to pick up the crew 
stuck with bags and the bud
we had been down a bit in the mud
no matter we making a thud
leaving LA to get on the tour
just some yung bucks craving for more
booked it ourselves it wasn’t so easy
no body said it would be i had a feeling 
fuck it up fuck it up fuck it up
i am not known for sucking up
i tried to be friends it was never enough 
y’all can worry bout how you look
i know u worried more about the clout
always going and running ya mouth
have no clue what ya talking about
im going deeper and deeper
invading the memories now
imma take it away 
all the pain if u let me
dont get to close 
please dont try to test me

imma think about the day
where up and fucking left me
you couldn’t even fucking text me
now my courage drained empty

i draw out these notes
so u can’t hear it when i choke
i draw out these songs
in hopes i dont go broke

i buy more drugs
its the only way to cope
i buy more fucking drugs 
cause its all i fucking know
its gonna be the same year again
filled with all these hoes 
id put myself through it all again
if it guarantees success 
it’d be better than living 
as a fucking hack who lost his sense
i can’t take it man
i can’t pay no fucking rent
man i could say it all again and again
i went and fucked it up for my friend
i went and fucked it all again

did what i did (prod caves)

written recorded produced mixed & mastered by 93FEETOFSMOKE

℗ PLZGOAWAY

Lyrics:

I can ride my bike with no handlebars
No handlebars
No handlebars
Cuz I ate a lot of shit 
Tryina get where I’m at 
Used to daydream this 
During seminars 

All I ever wanted was a dirt bike
Was a dirt bike
Was a dirt bike
I don’t miss much 
Bout the simple times
But a tank of gas 
And the sun kissed lines 

Hit the footy gap
I’m Wearing Jordan’s
Wait run that shit back
Did you record it?
Yz125
I’m Whipping foreign
Got the pillow grips
Cuz It’s important 

Out of gas
Out of road
Don’t know
Which way imma go 
Hit the dirt path
And I hit full throttle 
Hit the backpack
And I hit the whole bottle 
Out of gas
Out of road
Don’t know
Which way imma go 
Hit the dirt path
And I hit full throttle 
Hit the backpack
And I hit the whole bottle 

I can ride my bike with no handlebars
No handlebars
No handlebars
Cuz I ate a lot of shit 
Tryina get where I’m at 
Used to daydream this 
During seminars 

All I ever wanted was a dirt bike
Was a dirt bike
Was a dirt bike
I don’t miss much 
Bout the simple times
But a tank of gas 
And the sun kissed lines 

out of gas
out of road
don't know
which way I'm gonna go
hit the dirt path
and i hit the full throttle
hit the backpack
and i hit the whole bottle
out of gas
out of road
don't know
which way I'm gonna go
hit the dirt path
and i hit the full throttle
hit the backpack
and i hit the whole bottle

SOFUBI

out of gas.. out of road o.o

things arent always what they seem

prod. @taylor & @sainttomorrow
backing vocals by saint tomorrow too
a cute one to warm ya up in the winter cold

[STREAMING]

what you mean (p. taylor morgan & saint tomorrow)

prod. by @hellahaunted and @sainttomorrow

lyrics
--------
what if i testify against everything that i
have been saying this whole time
cause i’m probably telling lies
what do i do when i
feel like lying down to die
does the dirt eat me alive
do the worms feed off my eyes
open wide for the flies
cause they’re feeding off your spine
crawling up & down in line
like a soldier bound to die
come inside so will i
wipe your feet until they’re dry
wipe the tears out of your eyes
part of me likes when you cry

winter and summer collide
this universe isn’t mine no
we hope this reaches you in time
chaotic but jesus christ you’re beautiful
(x2)

get caught up constantly in life’s residuals
and paint the sky full of agonizing visuals
can’t press rewind when you realize it’s minuscule
so don’t let go it’ll only leave you miserable

the cycle (prod. caspr x saint tomorrow)

Lyrics:
call me hideo kojima cause im always playing games with the big dollars
hit me on the phone wit a burner if you need me holler
messin wit a freak got these females in a leather collar
comin out in droves cause they heard i got the big guala

kick start hearts cause im layin on the big dough
pour that henny all alone im gettin lit tho
fuck fake friends i rather stay inside and live low
stone cold heart but its the best that i can get tho

master of horror, call me shinji mikami
i stepped up to the game might fuck around and make a tsunami
all this fye that i be spit send me a beat i could body
you could see that ima dragon so dont call this a hobby, cause i could murder it

got so many flows you never heard of it, smokin on that gas so i could learn from it,
im permanent
i write some letters just to end up burning it,
i had some feelings im returning it

heard my name around so you like hold up
you send a message to the boy like wassup roll up
but i aint messin wit no snakes or no bitch in the cut
dont you ever hit my phone cause i done glowed up

you seen me ball but issa big sell
cause when i close my eyes i see hell
im gettin money if you couldnt tell
im gettin bread with my personnel

late night face time grave sight same time slave mind but im sure itll be alright
smoke right no light no fights sit tight while i think of what of what to say while youre in the sky

cant steal my flow without thinking bout death
embody the void that you feel in your chest
reaper come thru thats an infinite rest
its coming soon based on what ive assessed

am i getting deprecated, everybody medicated
feel it in my stomach so i stayed up late and meditated
dont know if ill make it, but i know that it been long awaited
you could check my verse and see that i aint even motivated

heard my name around so you like hold up
you send a message to the boy like wassup roll up
but i aint messin wit no snakes or no bitch in the cut
dont you ever hit my phone cause i done glowed up

i got that big talk but it dont mean nothing yo
i got these kids out there tryna be cop the flow
and i could set it up it drop like dominos
cause im the illest im the realest you prolly know

been on that grind day by day but you aint showed up
you get to talkin lil bro but you aint glowed up
and now im icy im cold and my heart snowed up
dont even talk to me bitch cause i done grown up

Grownup

grownup

Produced, Mixed + Mastered by FRAN$E

Lyrics:
i said slowly follow me until we're dead
i said solely you're the one who's in my head
sip slowly numb away the pain instead
cause i dont breathe when im all alone in bed
count your heart beats to help me rest
sync breaths feel your back press against my chest
its all us babe no swear i won't contest
feel your fingers on my face swear i cant forget

no i cant forget
i see your face in the mirrors i try to catch my breath
i know we're oceans away but i swear i try my best
your silhouette in the rain, my heart pounds out my chest

i said slowly follow me until we're dead
i said solely you're the one who's in my head
sip slowly numb away the pain instead
cause i dont breathe when im all alone in bed
count your heart beats to help me rest
sync breaths feel your back press against my chest
its all us babe no swear i won't contest
feel your fingers on my face swear i cant forget

Slowly

✞ spotify + apple ✞

i did my best

misery club
garden avenue
inquiries: jonah.kramer1@gmail.com

amvs/editor 🕊 tiktok
https://www.instagram.com/sadlysilentwolfsbane/

i did my best

Fantasy Camp

Recent comments

User 256332912

Nameless6

tristan

Kara Schappell Sangrey

Related tracks