My fav deep october song but thats a hard one 🙂

Should say sooner 
If it’s too much 
For that room that u been living
I hear rumors 
That you’re clueless 
I stay cool with ur oblivion 
The sooner I give in to it
The urge to hit ignore 
I see nights inside your kitchen I think Percocet endorsed 
Standin shirtless at you’re door 
Way more nervous than before 
Like for certain, think your purpose match perfect with your decor 
Like how smoke still stain your curtains
But her purse says Michael Kors
Way too much for me to work with, 
Might get worse with my support 
And I 
Urge you to think 
Bout them words before speak them
A current in sea
I submerge 
With the deep end 
Earth at my feet 
Make me hurtfully seasick 
I know when you’re distant
In existence that is speak in

time (x1000000000)

There were signs
I tried so hard not to waste your time
It gets so hard not to chase a high 
How’d you feel if I said you should stay behind
Here you stand while I sit face to face with god
And my life’s
Been a ride 
For some time
You’re so damaged how’d you manage to survive?
On this planet 
Disadvantages arise

face to face with god (prod. nitrous)

@kaynives  @darkskyparadox 



PiHKAL
 June 17, 2017.
*LYRICS*

I lost a piece of myself
2012
I won't forget ya
Me see I never ned help 
Do this myself
Don't need assistance
Girl who depend on my wealth
Notchinmybelt
was fun but good riddance
Me and my baby do well
duet and duality
She's a pretty lil angel

I have no reason to cry
I got no reason to cry
I don't need u in my life
Ill have a wonderful time
Baby look me in my eyes
Pupils one helluva size
I can't attempt suicide
yet to have time of my life
I have no reason to cry 
I got no reason to cry aye

I found myself all alone
A year ago
I need a sunset
Ok, I get it, you know
life is a joke;
millennial fuckfest
I really thought I would blow
instead I do blow 
My only success
Suck it up, love me Im depressed
Up in her tummy das young $ex
idnc if you want me
want u to want me to undress

I have no reason to cry
Ill find a reason to cry
Tempt me and lead me to lie
I see a dream in her eyes 
Im gonna scheme on the prize 
U can just sleep in for life

Tell me, tell me, lie to me, lie to me
I get high of this irony
I decided that I should leave 
Not just you but society 
Do me one and just lie for me

You have no reason to cry
You'll find a reason to cry
Long.Live.MyDemons survive
Attached, I can't leave them behind
Even feel low when Im high
Oh what a wonderful life
I have no reason to cry
I have no reason to cry

Molly Melancholy  (prod. by KAY NIVE$ x DARKSKYPARADOX)

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IM ALWAYS NUMB
IM ALWAYS STUCK
LIKE HOW THE FUCK
U COME UNDONE?
A CONUNDRUM
NEED ADVICE
BITE MY TONGUE
WHILE IM YOUNG
IM AFRAID THE LONG RUN
WILL BE ROUGH
WE’LL BE TOUGH..

MAMA ILL BE DAMNED TO KNOW
YOURE HIGH OFF THE ANTIDOTE
NOW FOLLOWED BY A PHANTOM AS
HIS HAND CREEPS UP YOUR PANTY HOSE
THIS IS WHY IM SCARED OF GHOSTS
GREW UP SAW YOU DANCING FOR
A MAN WHO LOOKS SATANIC SO
IM FRANTICALLY
PANICKING
INSANITY ALL IN MY FAMILY
NEVER TAUGHT ME TO PREAPARE FOR THINGS
THEY SAID ITS ALL JUST HEREDITY
I THINK ITS NONSENSE
THEY ALL JUST WANT ME 
TO GIVE MY LIFE AWAY
IM THINKING POSITIVE
NEGATIVE FORCES
DRAINING MY ENERGY
NEED TIME AWAY IN DIFFERENT PLACES
GET ME AWAY FROM HERE
YA 
REGULAR BASIS
EVERY DAY SHIT
ANOTHER HEMISPHERE
YA 
AND I CAN TYPICALLY 
JUST IGNORE IT
BUT I WANT ANYTHING FIOR ME AND MY SHORTY
SHE HAS EMPATHY FOR WHATS IMPORTANT
AND IVE BEEN LISTENING TO HER LIL GORGEOUS 
THOUGHTS AND SYMPATHY
I DONT DESERVE IT 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GbnrZ7Hd4x0

Instrumental created/produced/composed by @kaynives & @atbrehant

My vocals mastered by @darkskyparadox AGAIN

thanks to my girlfriend for the image <3

https://soundcloud.com/kaynives/rapideyemovement

SCARED OF GHOST [prod. KAY NIVE$ &  BREHANT x DARKSKYPARADOX]

produced by @proderis

mastering n mix @darkskyparadox

cover art by me

Not ur fault, get better..
Look exhausted, I can tell you've seen some awful weather
I can tell that you've been hurt by how you talk forever 
Christian Dior on ur Shirt
Louis Vuitton ur sweater
nevermind the weather

You'll freeze to death
Got her message, I accept 
but I dont read her text
I cant help it, I'm so selfish
I don't feind for sex
Make me better, Keep my head up
Got me deep in debt 

but I never knew
What putting all of those things inside ur head could do
I'd regret it but I forget what I said to you 
No I didn't have intentions to be sexual
No more friendship, be my bitch I'll give respect to you
Give respect to you.. 

I know I been distant, I'm protecting you..
You thought I was different; an intellectual..
She said "your addiction was the death of you"

I-I-I-I fucking knew 
Time flies by there's nothing new
Sigh-i-i Become consumed tonight
I find light, insight to new device.

ASEXUAL (prod. Eris x Darksky)

prod. @prodnitrous

mix/master @darkskyparadox 

follow me on ig @fatherfuneral

BETTER HANG TIGHT
ITS GON BE A LATE NIGHT
I CANT SHAKE MY AMBITION TO STAY HIGH
ISSA GREY SKY, CAN YOU COME AND STAY BY?
JUST IN CASE I CANT MAKE IT TO DAYTIME
7 STRAIGHT NIGHTS
MAKE ME FUCKING HATE LIFE
HIT UR FACETIME 
EVERY OTHER LATE NIGHT
EXCEPT FOR THIS TIME
CAUSE I HATE TO SAY BYE
COULD OF SAVED LIVES
PROBABLY COULDN'T SAVE MINE

I USED ALL MY BEST FLOWS
ARE YOU DONE?
I GUESS SO!
I WOULD CURVE A PORNSTAR 
I'D STILL FUCK MY EX THOUGH
I JUST NEED TO LET GO 
SHE HITS MY PHONE LIKE "XO <3"
WHITE LINES ON THE TV
IS HEARTBREAK IN THE THRESHOLD
YES/NO
MINUTE MANIFESTO 
I'M NEVER IMPRESSED THOUGH
GOT TOO MUCH ON MY MENTAL

THESE DRUGS AREN'T SAFE
THE WALLS ARE TALKING
IN A DARK PLACE
SURROUNDED BY PALM TREES
OUT OF HARMS WAY, SHADOWS UPON ME
WHICH I'VE BEEN WANTING
MY MIND TO QUIT PONDERING

TRUST ME, JUST PEAKED THIS MORNING
THIS SHITS INTENSE ENDORPHINS 
10 PIECE 6 DEEP, YOU'RE GORGEOUS
GET CLEAN, MISS ME, IT'S FOR THE BEST

ENDORPHIN

ENDORPHIN (prod. NITROUS x DARKSKY)

Need it,
I want it,
The high from it.

@fatherfuneral
@sadbalmain
mix/master: @darkskyparadox

Deep October - Tree Fell (prod. @sadbalmain)

prod. eris.. mix/master by darkskyparadox

it was a beautiful day
miss you 
I wish you could stay
Meet rock bottom
I just peaked off molly 
and I think I remember your face (x2)

and I'm sea sick
I been swimming to my limit in the deep end
Almost died 
this time I'm sinking
China Shop 
I can never stop thinking
and I mean it
When I say
"you were made for reason"
I don't hate that you came to me tweaking
Just as long as you pick up the pieces
Yeah the pieces..

it was a beautiful day
miss you 
I wish you could stay
Meet rock bottom
I just peaked off molly 
and I think I remember your face (x2)

We never took a vacation..
I wass too high 
and I never knew why I didn't make it
to the vacant little Days Inn
in a desert somewhere deep out of vegas.

CHINA SHOP (prod. Eris x Darksky)

HOLD ME (prod. Gryphin)

Off a pill I grin
I keep flexing when she text me
ain't gon' kill my binge
why do hoes still hit my phone up like we're real life friends?
I get lost in my persona for the fields I'm in
if its sealed, I send
I been swimming to my limit, I cant feel my fins
Swear this shit is way too vivid and it killed my friends
and I wish it's for a gimmick but 2 pill I blend

With the roof gone
Can you see the sky too
from this super high view?
Finna lose sun
at 11/High Noon
You can see the night's moon
in the blue once

Always tracing the stars 
like the fabric of time isnt breaking apart
Ache in a heart
and the static in mine 
is a wasted cigar
wasted cigar, can you wait for tomorrow?
I'm a tweaker
This a 3 day molly binge come thru ur speaker
She said that we're hardly friends
Didn't believe her
She said you're retarded if you think it's deeper
It gets deeper
I was nodding, told my mom I had a fever
I would stop but if I try I have a seizure 
Undecided, make my mind up before I leave earth
for I leave earth
for I leave earth
for I leave earth
When I jump in 
I go feet first 
and I run shit
until my knees hurt
I'm on something
Feels like ether
hella substance 
pink as easter
all this suffering
what is it for?
is it something
I can ignore

With the roof gone
Can you see the sky too
from this super high view?
Finna lose sun
at 11/High Noon
You can see the night's moon
in the blue once
Always tracing the stars 
like the fabric of time isnt breaking apart
Ache in a heart
and the static in mine 
is a wasted cigar

Is it over 
said its never gonna get better till ur sober
yeah whatever, its forever on my shoulders
as the weather's getting better it gets colder
Peak 11's triple 7 gimme closure
I said I want this forever what I told her
Even though I know forever is a bold word
is a bold word

Lose myself inside of the moment
prove that hell's inside of me growing
chose myself is how I am going
Life into motion, try to stay golden now

HIGH NOON (prod. Nitrous)

guess its been a while
but I swear I was above this
I been in denial
I feel better when I'm love sick
its like when u smile I see u instead of substance
Even if its mild I'd be fucked up if it wasnt

shes a lover
under cover
Make me wonder
Make me Suffer
I can only picture you inside the summer
windows down when it was raining
there was thunder
Said ur never gonna turn out like ur mother
even though its hard to mean it when you love her

The sun is shining thru the leaves again
my tongue touch silence I've been breathing in
Shut my eyelids when I think of it

She's a lover 
Undercover
make me wonder
make me suffer
I can only picture you inside the summer
windows down when it was raining
There was thunder

CHINA SHOP (prod. Eris x Darksky)

Deep October

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