@yentetney if you put it on repeat its eternal😉

Gun to your head 
Sun’s infrared 
Light covers your face 
I’m super high
Unsupervised 
Could go one if 4 ways
Flight of the soul
Close your eyes and it’s over
Plight to get sober
I just might get some closure 

As the nights older 
Eyes to the sky 
Got me blind looking nowhere


I wanted to die when she told me that she loved him 
I wasn’t surprised what it was and what it wasn’t 
That’s I survive, I hang on to my assumptions 
I can see it months in 
Like I’ve already done this

I look to the sky right directly where the sun is
Lock into my eyes let my retinas getting sun kist 
Issa different high when it’s way too much to function 
Am I the only one with 
No fear of repercussion 

Feelings to percussion, 
I hope I do it justice 
Ceilings that get busted 
Can really turn to dust quick 



I can feel the rush...
Rush rush rush 
This is what it does 
To us us us 
A culprit of 
Un 
Adultered love 
In ur touch touch touch 
I’m closed in, shut 
Might I open up 
If I must must must

I wanted to die (prod. suni vega)

u can keep it (prod. Eadith)

You don’t tell me anything no more it’s fine 
I was there for you please don’t make me remind you 
I forget to then think more on my reply 
I been thinking bout where you been all this time
Ever since then it’s been easier to find you 
I’m not used to this but maybe I can try 

Is it alright with you if
I have things to enter?
We can dive in to it 
We can think on it first 
You don’t like my new bitch 
Looks just like ur sister 
I can lie to you and
Tell you I don’t miss her 

Is it alright with you if
I have things to answer
Swear the slightest movements 
Seem to lead to cancer 
I try to remove it,
Mitsubishi Lancer
Ur straight from a movie 
Frances "baby", (dirty) dancer 

You dont tell me anything no more it’s fine 
When did I become somebody you could lie to? 
Did you read up May for Taurus/Gemini ?
I been thinking bout where u been all this time 
Ur excuse is only “did you think I liked to?”
No way for you to get bored if you just lie 

Is it alright with you if
I have things to enter?
We can dive in to it 
We can think on it first 
You don’t like my new bitch 
Looks just like ur sister 
I can lie to you and
Tell you I don’t miss her 

Ima timeline leaver 
Gotta brand new purpose 
Was a sideline cheater
Till I met my person 
Told her I won’t leave her 
As long as the earth spins
And she likes my t shirts 
So you won’t return them, no.

body language (prod. wifi)

We don’t mind the weather 
Do you feel inclined to be mine forever?
Let’s just pick a time to apply the pressure 
Everybody dies, so let’s die together 
You and I forever 
Your precious design synchronized with pleasure 
I hate when you cry, when you’re high, it’s better 
As long as you’re mine, I’ll be fine, whatever 
I still try
I still think about everything that you said to me 
December nights
Who’d of thought those words were pressing down so heavily 

On my mind 

Where my head is 
I’m in debted 
To you, I am 
Shouldn’t of said it 
But it’s better than the silence
Rest your head and
Give some credit to your eyelids 
I’m in debted 
It’s pathetic that I like it 
I 
Know where you hide
I 
Go there sometimes 
With
Gold hair 
Lil dime piece
Nowhere to find me 
Cold air 
And pine trees
Snow,
flares Of lightning
Gusts.. of wind

On my mind

everybody dies (prod. eadith)

Need it,
I want it,
The high from it.

@fatherfuneral
@sadbalmain
mix/master: @darkskyparadox

Deep October - Tree Fell (prod. @sadbalmain)

Question of Hope (feat. Deep October & Will-Full)

Off a pill I grin
I keep flexing when she text me
ain't gon' kill my binge
why do hoes still hit my phone up like we're real life friends?
I get lost in my persona for the fields I'm in
if its sealed, I send
I been swimming to my limit, I cant feel my fins
Swear this shit is way too vivid and it killed my friends
and I wish it's for a gimmick but 2 pill I blend

With the roof gone
Can you see the sky too
from this super high view?
Finna lose sun
at 11/High Noon
You can see the night's moon
in the blue once

Always tracing the stars 
like the fabric of time isnt breaking apart
Ache in a heart
and the static in mine 
is a wasted cigar
wasted cigar, can you wait for tomorrow?
I'm a tweaker
This a 3 day molly binge come thru ur speaker
She said that we're hardly friends
Didn't believe her
She said you're retarded if you think it's deeper
It gets deeper
I was nodding, told my mom I had a fever
I would stop but if I try I have a seizure 
Undecided, make my mind up before I leave earth
for I leave earth
for I leave earth
for I leave earth
When I jump in 
I go feet first 
and I run shit
until my knees hurt
I'm on something
Feels like ether
hella substance 
pink as easter
all this suffering
what is it for?
is it something
I can ignore

With the roof gone
Can you see the sky too
from this super high view?
Finna lose sun
at 11/High Noon
You can see the night's moon
in the blue once
Always tracing the stars 
like the fabric of time isnt breaking apart
Ache in a heart
and the static in mine 
is a wasted cigar

Is it over 
said its never gonna get better till ur sober
yeah whatever, its forever on my shoulders
as the weather's getting better it gets colder
Peak 11's triple 7 gimme closure
I said I want this forever what I told her
Even though I know forever is a bold word
is a bold word

Lose myself inside of the moment
prove that hell's inside of me growing
chose myself is how I am going
Life into motion, try to stay golden now

HIGH NOON (prod. Nitrous)

Can’t be mine forever
You said that you hate me then we cry together
I been thinking lately I don’t mind the weather
Always seems so shady borderline the desert 
Oh...
Cried for lesser
I been here before at least this time it’s better 
More or less distorted, you decline the pressure 
Outside every morning 
Sun to blind a retina oh


“I forget 
How nice it is
I’ll die for this
I Will..
Life to death 
No confidence 
No hope”

I possess 
My mind w/ less
How I protect my skull 
Side effects 
Just might affect 
How I project my lows 

Life to death 
Life to death 
Try for next 
I’m fine with that 
Life to death
Life to death 
Sight suppressed, timeline progress

I don’t mind the weather (prod. suni vega)

guess its been a while
but I swear I was above this
I been in denial
I feel better when I'm love sick
its like when u smile I see u instead of substance
Even if its mild I'd be fucked up if it wasnt

shes a lover
under cover
Make me wonder
Make me Suffer
I can only picture you inside the summer
windows down when it was raining
there was thunder
Said ur never gonna turn out like ur mother
even though its hard to mean it when you love her

The sun is shining thru the leaves again
my tongue touch silence I've been breathing in
Shut my eyelids when I think of it

She's a lover 
Undercover
make me wonder
make me suffer
I can only picture you inside the summer
windows down when it was raining
There was thunder

There Was Thunder (prod. ThaFireman)

prod. Love, FKA Sadbalmain
Mixed. Suni Vega

The falling of rain is so fucking odd
I hear your name in every drop
I feel so strange when talking to God
I try to change, its so hard to not
IM ON ICE (x3)
wherever I go. 
we fucked for 3 months, 1 year these thoughts follow me home
I still try to let love become 'let go of control'
Said it might become too much, lose touch, swallow me whole..

Bend, I break, end of cycle.
When I prayed, didn't like to
In my brain finite mind loops

I know you love violence
there's no climax to said suffering
I love blues and violets on your eyelids when you cover them
A beautiful Silence in the climax of the drugs again

IM ON ICE (x3)

I don’t mind the weather (prod. suni vega)

Deep October

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