deep october

I honestly can’t remember who produced this only reason I’m posting here and not main. 2019.

fox fur blanket

Should say sooner 
If it’s too much 
For that room that u been living
I hear rumors 
That you’re clueless 
I stay cool with ur oblivion 
The sooner I give in to it
The urge to hit ignore 
I see nights inside your kitchen I think Percocet endorsed 
Standin shirtless at you’re door 
Way more nervous than before 
Like for certain, think your purpose match perfect with your decor 
Like how smoke still stain your curtains
But her purse says Michael Kors
Way too much for me to work with, 
Might get worse with my support 
And I 
Urge you to think 
Bout them words before speak them
A current in sea
I submerge 
With the deep end 
Earth at my feet 
Make me hurtfully seasick 
I know when you’re distant
In existence that is speak in

time (x1000000000)

There were signs
I tried so hard not to waste your time
It gets so hard not to chase a high 
How’d you feel if I said you should stay behind
Here you stand while I sit face to face with god
And my life’s
Been a ride 
For some time
You’re so damaged how’d you manage to survive?
On this planet 
Disadvantages arise

face to face with god (prod. nitrous)

white freckles (prod. senshei) 2019

we can rest our eyes (prod. taurs)

your skin in the rain
sunlight in your eyes
forgot how to panic
I'll go wherever you go
on different doses of Xanax 
still don't know how far I drove
Memories are vague
How did I survive?
I find the advantage 
of a damaged frontal lobe
I struggle to understand it
Understand that's how it goes
Stars talk to the planets 
as they're dancing into motion
I promoted damaged now I'm managing emotions
Been stuck in a fantasy 
Ain't plan to see psychosis 
I never claimed sanity when my hands where your throat is
open
your eyes before I close them
How can I break barriers down if you never show them
shit just gets way scarier when they're out in the open
I like when you barrier the so deep they can't get broken

Cigarettes, new daydreams
of things I hate to dream
they're fucking make believe
and still I can't forget
All the things 
in which you said to me 
a new one every week
and still there's
Cigarettes, new daydreams
of things I hate to dream
they're fucking make believe
and still I can't forget
All the things 
in which you said to me 
a new one every week

can you tell me why
is it hard to think 
there's a part of me 
that I held inside
is it difficult
just to listen to
a compelling lie
and it makes more sense
just to hate that bitch from a healthy side
lied to myself
because I knew it'd help
If I felt she died
Well it must be nice
Can you say the same?
spent a month or five
on the cusp of change
I've been stuck inside
for a hundred days
with the butterflies 
from the stomach pains
and the doves that fly
in front of my face...
Doves that fly in front of my face

Your Skin

Your Skin (prod. neverforever)

Prod. Pezzhead

Lyriczz 

(Ah, ah)
(Ay, yah)
(Chuyah)

Chase that feeling, uh 
But it doesn’t exist though 
She been killing herself slow uh, uh
(Yuh, right)
Codependent, yuh 
I’ve been feeling like shit though (wah)
She been killing herself slow yeah, uh 

(Chuyah)
Yuh, yeah, I just want a foreign whip
But I got a foreign bitch instead, she still a pretty bitch (yah)
You’re not making any fucking sense, I’m deading it (right)
I’ve been making all these fucking beats, but I ain’t selling them 
Get a shy bitch off her fucking feet, you know we’re killing it 
Bruv your mind there blank just like a sheet you not got no ideas 
I’ve been fucking dying for a bitch, she got no money though 
Everybody know your fucking squad is full of pussy holes

Yuh, yuh
Give me time, I’ll be outside
I’m telling lies, she’ll bleed me dry
Like that guy, that I once knew 
Bitch that’s not you, that’s not you 
Nah you can’t come through
You been chatting so much shit to all of them, bro you know that won’t do
And she like to keep me hidden like a rotten tooth 
She’ll kill me too, she’ll kill me 

Eheh-ahh

But she doesn’t exist though 
She been killing herself slow, yah, yah
Codependent, yuh
But I’m feeling like shit though (ayy)
She been killing herself slow 

(Uh, uh)
She try taking all of me, gave her space so she could grow
it weren’t hard to let her leave, yuh, yuh, yuh
Change your number in my phone, ‘cause the reaper tried to reap
She try bring me to my knees, when she cry, yuh

Inside I die to see you manage (for you)
Felt like I died a hunnid’ times, just to have it (for you)
She be like “how the fuck you get so damaged?”
It’s you, it’s you, it’s true
(Ay, ay, ay,)

Yah, I been feeling like shit bro, uh
She took everything and then she fuckin dipped bro, yah
Always on the net talking ‘bout what you did though
Telling lies, Evil eyes 
What a disgrace, written all over your face, yeah
Made mistakes, but theres shit I wouldn’t change, yeah
Pain and bloodshed, I’m tryna empty all my veins
Give me time, I’m tryna stay alive

Give me time, I’ll be outside
I’m telling lies, she’ll bleed me dry
Like that guy, that I once knew 
Bitch that’s not you, that’s not you 
Nah you can’t come through
You been chatting so much shit to all of them, bro you know that won’t do
And she like to keep me hidden like a rotten tooth 
She’ll kill me too, she’ll kill me 

Chase that feeling uh
But it doesn’t exist though 
She been killing herself slow uh, uh
Codependent, yuh
I’ve been feeling like shit though
She been killing herself slow yeah, uh
(Ah)

draezz_ (feat. Draeko)

AFTER THE END

Waves (feat. XBSCVRITY)

I See No Other Way w/ TXCKA

Say Something (Prod. TXCKA)

Often I find that I’m lost in my mind
As I clock in and die
Cognitive dissonance as a way to survive
Numbing the senses until I go blind
(x2)

I used to have a heart made of gold
Now it’s made of coal
Baby, take my hand
Where do you wanna go?
I used to have a heart made of gold
Now it’s made of coal
I used to have a heart made of gold
Now it’s made of coal
Where did everybody go
When I was stuck in a hole?
I keep digging like a mole
'Till I’m on the other side

I’ve been chasing shadows in the dark
Looking for a spark
But the fire never starts, it just leaves another mark
Dreams feel distant, fading out of view
Is it me, or the world, that’s too broken to break through?
I’m a ghost in the crowd, screaming out loud
But my echoes drown in the noise all around
Wearing a mask so they don’t see my scars
Inside I’m lost, drifting too far

I used to have a heart made of gold
Now it’s made of coal
Baby, take my hand
Where do you wanna go?
I used to have a heart made of gold
Now it’s made of coal
I used to have a heart made of gold
Now it’s made of coal
Where did everybody go
When I was stuck in a hole?
I keep digging like a mole
'Till I’m on the other side

Heart of Coal (muelsa)

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Too much ft Tturnt (prodbytofitobeats)

Possession Of Mcdeagle

Chanting Flames in Mystic Veins (feat. Lil Freeza & Diarlyckx)

DONT OWN IT. ORIGINAL:  https://soundcloud.com/gregar/w-i-z-l-v

thought it was shit but some people liked it so here ya go

Razo (prod. GRXGVR)

Lil Weasley (Prod. killedmyself)

lil peep - walk away as the door slams (cover w/ seejayxo)

EP: EXISTENTIAL

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Razo (prod. GRXGVR)

Deep October

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