deep october

I honestly can’t remember who produced this only reason I’m posting here and not main. 2019.

fox fur blanket

Should say sooner 
If it’s too much 
For that room that u been living
I hear rumors 
That you’re clueless 
I stay cool with ur oblivion 
The sooner I give in to it
The urge to hit ignore 
I see nights inside your kitchen I think Percocet endorsed 
Standin shirtless at you’re door 
Way more nervous than before 
Like for certain, think your purpose match perfect with your decor 
Like how smoke still stain your curtains
But her purse says Michael Kors
Way too much for me to work with, 
Might get worse with my support 
And I 
Urge you to think 
Bout them words before speak them
A current in sea
I submerge 
With the deep end 
Earth at my feet 
Make me hurtfully seasick 
I know when you’re distant
In existence that is speak in

time (x1000000000)

There were signs
I tried so hard not to waste your time
It gets so hard not to chase a high 
How’d you feel if I said you should stay behind
Here you stand while I sit face to face with god
And my life’s
Been a ride 
For some time
You’re so damaged how’d you manage to survive?
On this planet 
Disadvantages arise

face to face with god (prod. nitrous)

talking on the phone like we don’t know each other
i just took a rip and pill and I’m noddin off it
and i know it’s been a minute since we’ve seen eachother
i love u still but I think we’re better off without it

tap in with bro, he send me the breesh
don’t rock with losers, i don’t like cheats
she hit up, she keep saying please
don’t know how to feel but it’s sweet

im coming up they playing make believe
on top of u is looking easy to reach

i got anchors on my sheets so i don’t sail away
i can feel it in my brain im getting paid today
it’s up to u to block out all the things they say
it’s up to me to figure out how to say these things

my heart says maybe but my brain says yes
i don’t wanna feel anything just yet
i don’t wanna feel anything just yet
i don’t wanna feel anything just yet

talking on the phone like we don’t know each other
i just took a rip and pill and I’m noddin off it
and i know it’s been a minute since we’ve seen eachother
i love u still but I think we’re better off without it

sail thru the wind in the sea im a pirate
hands on ur waist and ur nails painted violet
i don’t want u to disappear
things feel off when ur not right here

i feel it all in waves
we’re better off this way
the people always talking
never know what they should say

my heart says maybe but my brain says yes
i don’t wanna feel anything just yet
i don’t wanna feel anything just yet
i don’t wanna feel anything just yet

talking on the phone like we don’t know each other
i just took a rip and pill and I’m noddin off it
and i know it’s been a minute since we’ve seen eachother
i love u still but I think we’re better off without it

talking on the phone like we don’t know each other
i just took a rip and pill and I’m noddin off it
and i know it’s been a minute since we’ve seen eachother
i love u still but I think we’re better off without it

talking on the phone (like we don’t know each other)

white freckles (prod. senshei) 2019

we can rest our eyes (prod. taurs)

your skin in the rain
sunlight in your eyes
forgot how to panic
I'll go wherever you go
on different doses of Xanax 
still don't know how far I drove
Memories are vague
How did I survive?
I find the advantage 
of a damaged frontal lobe
I struggle to understand it
Understand that's how it goes
Stars talk to the planets 
as they're dancing into motion
I promoted damaged now I'm managing emotions
Been stuck in a fantasy 
Ain't plan to see psychosis 
I never claimed sanity when my hands where your throat is
open
your eyes before I close them
How can I break barriers down if you never show them
shit just gets way scarier when they're out in the open
I like when you barrier the so deep they can't get broken

Cigarettes, new daydreams
of things I hate to dream
they're fucking make believe
and still I can't forget
All the things 
in which you said to me 
a new one every week
and still there's
Cigarettes, new daydreams
of things I hate to dream
they're fucking make believe
and still I can't forget
All the things 
in which you said to me 
a new one every week

can you tell me why
is it hard to think 
there's a part of me 
that I held inside
is it difficult
just to listen to
a compelling lie
and it makes more sense
just to hate that bitch from a healthy side
lied to myself
because I knew it'd help
If I felt she died
Well it must be nice
Can you say the same?
spent a month or five
on the cusp of change
I've been stuck inside
for a hundred days
with the butterflies 
from the stomach pains
and the doves that fly
in front of my face...
Doves that fly in front of my face

Your Skin

Your Skin (prod. neverforever)

There I stand with shaky hands
Tip over an hourglass
The seconds and the hours pass
But it takes too long
I give way too much too fast
Cus mama said good things don’t last
Enjoy it while it’s in your grasp
She said
If you set something free
And it returns, it’s yours to keep
Take me with, wherever you go
When you’re not here, I lose control
Too depressed to leave my bed
I’ve constructed a rats nest
Of loneliness and bitterness 
But I carry on
Secrets that don’t need confessed
Tearing at my wounded flesh
Bottle up this emptiness
Like truth
If you set something free
And it returns, it’s yours to keep
Take me with, wherever you go
When you’re not here, I lose control
Take me with, wherever you go
When you’re not here, I lose control

Written, recorded, mixed, & performed by Steven Pryce JR [07/08/23]
With love, from me to you
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takemewith?losecontrol

wait for me to come down (prod. irby)
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sitting in my cold dark room
all i do is ask for u
baby would u want me too
is that a lot to ask from u
wait for me to come down
its too much for right now
shawty im a lot
im a lot to hold down
i know u can hold it down
i know u can hold it down
i dont know if anything enough for me
baby can u feel it in my energy
in my crib
died a lil bit
dont mind me
this is just how i live
yeah its just how it is
can u blame me
never learned how to love
did ur love or the cup get me numb
can u blame me when i hurt this much
maybe i shouldnt talk when im fucked up
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<3

-emo fruits aka cold dark room its like my room but cold and dark

wait for me to come down (prod. irby)

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key: G minor
bpm: 74

$3 billion

Guttermen (prod. falls)

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Skin + Bones  w/ Fatse' (prod. forher)

Prod by https://soundcloud.com/sadfacenobody

ｔｈｉｓ ｉｓ ｗｈａｔ ｈｕｒｔ ｌｏｏｋｓ ｌｉｋｅ． (Prod. Sadface)

THANK YOU FOXWEDDING

Produced by Foxwedding & Fantasy Camp
Mixed and Mastered by Foxwedding
Artwork by Fantasy Camp

LYRICS:

You're shooting those eyes at me...

I'm under your attack without armor
I finally caught up with all the karma
Everything is hotter in the summer
So kill me baby girl, I know you wanna
You could have me anywhere you wanna
You could have my jewelry if you want it
I know you love to put me into trauma
You know I love to make it into drama

And I know it's not real so I don't pay it any mind
And I'm too numb to feel so I don't wanna waste your time
Throw another one back and I'll be yours for the night
Because I'm always in the past but my heart is beating fast now...

Visions of you standing in my room or a darker place
I could feel devotion and desire when I see your face
Took you to the back of the club because we needed space
I just want you under me, I'm ready for anything
Saw you at the function and I knew that I could hardly wait
Gone off of a couple things, I don't think I'm seeing straight
Drowning in the liquor, can't remember what you said to me
And that's how I wanna be, I'm ready for anything

I'm under your attack without armor
I finally caught up with all the karma
Everything is hotter in the summer
So kill me baby girl, I know you wanna
You could have me anywhere you wanna
You could have my jewelry if you want it
I know you love to put me into trauma
You know I love to make it into drama

karma w/ foxwedding

lyrics 4 the fan that asked for em shout out to you 

nightshade
and my Styrofoam in twos 
i change
and when i go home with you i'll stay

these nights in this waistland, ay
keep me right by your waistband, ay

ooo, leave me on my own too high
leave me make me start a new life
seen it far to much it aint right
too many times

Guttermen (prod. falls)

Deep October

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