Even if it's mild I'd be fucked up if it wasn't!

my man just goes crazy with it everytime. the talent is unmatched

fun facts my brother made the art work🤙

Fkin gem my son, deep october sh%tting on peeps out here, all my favorite producers he works with them all

Never gonna turn out like your mother, fk dude that shit hits, rip my mom goddamn

Should say sooner 
If it’s too much 
For that room that u been living
I hear rumors 
That you’re clueless 
I stay cool with ur oblivion 
The sooner I give in to it
The urge to hit ignore 
I see nights inside your kitchen I think Percocet endorsed 
Standin shirtless at you’re door 
Way more nervous than before 
Like for certain, think your purpose match perfect with your decor 
Like how smoke still stain your curtains
But her purse says Michael Kors
Way too much for me to work with, 
Might get worse with my support 
And I 
Urge you to think 
Bout them words before speak them
A current in sea
I submerge 
With the deep end 
Earth at my feet 
Make me hurtfully seasick 
I know when you’re distant
In existence that is speak in

time (x1000000000)

There were signs
I tried so hard not to waste your time
It gets so hard not to chase a high 
How’d you feel if I said you should stay behind
Here you stand while I sit face to face with god
And my life’s
Been a ride 
For some time
You’re so damaged how’d you manage to survive?
On this planet 
Disadvantages arise

face to face with god (prod. nitrous)

eyes heavy, I'm tired

eyes heavy, im tired (prod. suni vega)

timeline mover (prod. suni vega)

Off a pill I grin
I keep flexing when she text me
ain't gon' kill my binge
why do hoes still hit my phone up like we're real life friends?
I get lost in my persona for the fields I'm in
if its sealed, I send
I been swimming to my limit, I cant feel my fins
Swear this shit is way too vivid and it killed my friends
and I wish it's for a gimmick but 2 pill I blend

With the roof gone
Can you see the sky too
from this super high view?
Finna lose sun
at 11/High Noon
You can see the night's moon
in the blue once

Always tracing the stars 
like the fabric of time isnt breaking apart
Ache in a heart
and the static in mine 
is a wasted cigar
wasted cigar, can you wait for tomorrow?
I'm a tweaker
This a 3 day molly binge come thru ur speaker
She said that we're hardly friends
Didn't believe her
She said you're retarded if you think it's deeper
It gets deeper
I was nodding, told my mom I had a fever
I would stop but if I try I have a seizure 
Undecided, make my mind up before I leave earth
for I leave earth
for I leave earth
for I leave earth
When I jump in 
I go feet first 
and I run shit
until my knees hurt
I'm on something
Feels like ether
hella substance 
pink as easter
all this suffering
what is it for?
is it something
I can ignore

With the roof gone
Can you see the sky too
from this super high view?
Finna lose sun
at 11/High Noon
You can see the night's moon
in the blue once
Always tracing the stars 
like the fabric of time isnt breaking apart
Ache in a heart
and the static in mine 
is a wasted cigar

Is it over 
said its never gonna get better till ur sober
yeah whatever, its forever on my shoulders
as the weather's getting better it gets colder
Peak 11's triple 7 gimme closure
I said I want this forever what I told her
Even though I know forever is a bold word
is a bold word

Lose myself inside of the moment
prove that hell's inside of me growing
chose myself is how I am going
Life into motion, try to stay golden now

HIGH NOON (prod. Nitrous)

GLITTER (prod. Telo)

Slid into my DM
Not much of a reader 
I aint even see it 
responded this year
link up on the weekend
said I'd never see her
Again I'm Defeated 
I let this shit get deeper
I guess it could be worse
Nothing Left to fear
Left me on my own now
thats how we got here

Can I not see your face
Every Place
That I'm standing
I have a look on my face
wonder if they understand it
too much on my brain
moment of pain 
another panic I 
look for a place to fantasize 
more or less I've analyzed 
UH
What did you do to my grey matter
my veins
isnt it dangerous
whatever's inside of my brain
Having insane conversation
Told you that I would change
never the same
never impatient 
Stand inside of my way
just my ways that I'm changing. 

If I cant tell my bestfriend
I cant tell nobody
Nights w/ you and mescaline
My vision was foggy
I think that it messed with 
your perception of me
if you have any questions 
just lay that shit on me

just lay that shit on me
I can see your depth
intercept when I'm falling
I tried to suppress my obsession regardless
Could serve as a lesson
next in the story

BESTFRIEND (Prod. Nitrous)

Can’t be mine forever
You said that you hate me then we cry together
I been thinking lately I don’t mind the weather
Always seems so shady borderline the desert 
Oh...
Cried for lesser
I been here before at least this time it’s better 
More or less distorted, you decline the pressure 
Outside every morning 
Sun to blind a retina oh


“I forget 
How nice it is
I’ll die for this
I Will..
Life to death 
No confidence 
No hope”

I possess 
My mind w/ less
How I protect my skull 
Side effects 
Just might affect 
How I project my lows 

Life to death 
Life to death 
Try for next 
I’m fine with that 
Life to death
Life to death 
Sight suppressed, timeline progress

I don’t mind the weather (prod. suni vega)

guess its been a while
but I swear I was above this
I been in denial
I feel better when I'm love sick
its like when u smile I see u instead of substance
Even if its mild I'd be fucked up if it wasnt

shes a lover
under cover
Make me wonder
Make me Suffer
I can only picture you inside the summer
windows down when it was raining
there was thunder
Said ur never gonna turn out like ur mother
even though its hard to mean it when you love her

The sun is shining thru the leaves again
my tongue touch silence I've been breathing in
Shut my eyelids when I think of it

She's a lover 
Undercover
make me wonder
make me suffer
I can only picture you inside the summer
windows down when it was raining
There was thunder

There Was Thunder (prod. ThaFireman)

You were right beside 
on the floor we slept with roaches
A matter of time 
You said before I was goated
Spent $105 on her hand so I could hold it 
A whole new different side 
Of me that she never noticed 
2021, pony boy I’m staying golden 
I been on your mind 
Don’t act like I didn’t notice 
A horrible time going through different emotions
On the passenger side 
When the conversation’s flowing 

I think it gets deeper if we catered it 
Now 
Im not gon lose sleep if we just waited it
Out 
Couldn’t stay 10 down 
When I came to your house 
Ur voice in my head is still my favorite sound 
Think bout when you asked me if I hated it
how?
Your voice in my head
I was obviously nodding 
I can’t feel my legs 
But you stopped me from falling 
Optional? Hardly 
When It’s me but you partly 

You act like u hate me, get no text in the morning 
It keeps me up lately 
But the rest I’m ignoring 
2 months at ur nest at least the sex isn’t boring

I wrote bout my ex, then made a second recording
I talk bout some bitch that I invested in shortly 
effects of it bore me 
what’s next in it for me..

prod 4 am 
mix/master suni vega

can we talk..?

can we talk..? (prod. 4am)

single from Strange Death. Enjoy ♥️ prod. @stillvanishing


Cage me in, ok I may just never leave 
3 day binge, this is like day 70 
brain won’t quit, it inflicts pain regularly 
Drain like wrists, it’s a switch blade severing 
Baby it’s unsettling
In the dark, least the stars look heavenly 
We’re so far apart from everything 
Have you thought about that Evelyn?
Send me a text when the sex gets boring
I don’t think about my x no more 
Left on read, I press ignore 
Out my head, protect, restore. 
Yes of course 
Come to the crib impress me more 
Fuck everything I said before 
Way too deep in the red leaf Forrest 
I see signs I’m pressing forward 
There’s no time to let me mourn 


Said you feel so pretty with my hands around your throat 
Things I been forgetting still gonna dance around my skull 
Lights inside the city, let a tree fall when I go 
I could use your pity, can you sweet talk to my soul  
Stuck in deep thought, here I go 
This my default MIO

There Was Thunder (prod. ThaFireman)

Deep October

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