see you standing all alone in lunch
but im too shy to hello to a girl that i
know has a hundred million thousand other guys
wanting to show her whats love

we pass each other all the time in the halls and your
eyes meet mine and all over i get numb but im
too fucked up and demented to be with a girl
wanting to be shown whats love

and i know that shes yearning
but in the end itll hurt me
and i know im not a lover
but there are days where i wonder whats its like

highschool deathcrush

lyrics:

fucked up in the brain
can no longer think straight 
i hear them in my walls
it’s me they’re watching

i know the statics from them
they’re trying to make me insane
runs their test on my brain
but i’m not blind to see them

i see there cars past by
same model same license plate
see their lights when i try to sleep
i think i have gone in too deep

no sleep no dreams
take meds till i od
no sleep no dreams
i feel them trying to corrupt me

i see the heaven above
i see it’s shiny stars
they i can escape from it all
my soul finally free

no sleep no dreams
take meds till i od
no sleep no dreams
they can no longer corrupt me

test subject

idk

lyrics:
im breaking down, spazzing out
doing nothing but pout
you don’t text or even call
not seeing i’m going through it all

no one sees what im going through
they won’t think it’s even true
hope they can live with denial
i’m gonna be gone in a while

hope they take this wake up call
i feel my life’s gonna fall
hope they take this wake up call
i feel my life’s gonna fall

wake up call

Ty parzival for collabing with me <3
parzival : https://on.soundcloud.com/pjy8VF73co3K8NRU6


I wanna believe
All the years of indoctrination
I wanna be
A normie with a vaccination
On my knees before the name of Science

I wanna see
Equality and emasculation
I'll feel guilty
For being born a Caucasian

Tell my dreams to the CIA
Cause all the normal people are turning gay
I don't want them to think I'm dangerous
So I'll buy the things and I won't have kids
And I'll masturbate and I'll stay inside
And I'll watch tv til my suicide
And I'll video game and I'll never pray
And I'll smoke the evil thoughts away
And I'll hate dissent and I'll stay in line
I'll be complicit in my genocidе
And I'll mutilate my dignity
I'll be the last branch in my family tree
I'll bе the last branch in my family tree
I'll be the last branch



Last Branch (Bessarion Cover) /w Parzival

i was ambiguous, i know
i thought you'd get it
now i feel empty as fuck
im lying in bed
there's no sadness in my face
but i can smell it

i wish i could ask you for help

five days i felt like five months
took to kill me
there are some clouds on my brain
made with your tears
i had a talk with "my you"
but now she hates me

i wish i could ask you for help

ambiguous

nuke india w/ yogour(t)

I am scum
literal trash
im not human
im less than that

i see no point
in living my life
i hate this world
i wanna die

ill blow your head off
paint the walls red
ill slit your throat
ill make sure you fuckers are dead

at my breaking point
im going insane
nothing to lose
and nothing to gain

paint the walls red

INCESTCORE VOL 1

i think your cute
but you would be hotter if you were my sister
she keeps calling me big bro 
and it makes me wanna kiss her

at first sight hard as a rock
pat her head when she sucks my cock
at first sight hard as a rock
ima teach her to hawk
tuahhhhhhh

your from another place
but thats okay we can just play pretend
your familiar face
makes the throbbin start when you call me onii chan

at first sight hard as a rock
pat her head when she sucks my cock
at first sight hard as a rock
ima teach her to hawk

my sister

fattard