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this week i sat down with feardorian to talk japanese shoegaze, asking to join surfgang at age 12, working with na-kel smith, and why soundcloud desperately needs 2FA.

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feardorian Interview - The Backlight Podcast Ep. 22

@daragor <3 


#hyperpop #electronic #itasca #daragor #deeznuts #skrillex #dubstep

paragon w/ daragor

Prod by yuuko 

you barely lasted a month 
could’ve made it obvious 

but if I grabbed you
Would you stay 

psychedelic 
I’m in you’re head  

the motivation to kill it 
Would’ve left you dead 

You’re paralyzed by signs
 
it’s in your eyes 
Yet I’m the one you despise 

U hate my guts 
I hate your lungs 
I wish you just stfu



I’m not 
gonna save you 
better save yourself 

A walk in the park 
but It’s in  hell
 
Going back and forth 
again

Making me drain it’s making me drain

I told you once 

I’m not gonna tell you again 

No we cannot stay as fucking friends 

You ripped heart out and threw it away 

Now  when I think about you all I feel is hate

Turns out the bad guy 
always learn from the best 

but always end with a death wish

leave the good guys out to rot 
thanks I deserve that

Ill never open up again 
While i am weak 

you think it’s just a trend

but relapse became your Bestfriend 

You’re such a hypocrite 

maybe I’ll give it up for a while 

Have I gone crazy again 

Love for you is toxic 

I’ll never do that again

hate

adenosine triphosphate

at this point i don’t have energy to give a shit
show me that you care how i feel just a little bit
selfish, ignorant, you act fucking innocent
helpless, sick of this, i need to get rid of it
it’s toxic, you crave my attention
i know what you’re wanting, i know your intentions
so it’s just fuck off, get the fuck out my mentions
i swear you never think before you’re typing and sending
it doesn’t matter ‘cause you’re over me now
i’ma die, you can live in peace now
i don’t think i’ll ever make a song better than 3 now
you should go, could you just fucking leave now
i don’t think i’ll ever get another girl again
back to thinking i’m not good enough for this world again
i get hella bored and i start thinking about her again
if i die then i’ll never feel the hurt again
and i hate me, i hate this
i’m not that confident, i’m really anxious
how do i say this
delete my songs and all the playlists
let go, i can’t be inside her life now
i don’t wanna try, guess i’ll end my fucking life now
everybody stab my back, put the knife down
i don’t wanna try, i’m just waiting ‘til it’s lights out
i don’t even try, bitch i gave up
why did i date you, girl i fucking hate us
she didn’t try, how was i supposed to save us
i didn’t wanna break up, i didn’t wanna break up
everything solves nothing
angry, now i got you fussing
cussing, the fact that i dated you is disgusting
don’t lie, you didn’t love him

oh, i feel so alone now
i never was enough, and it really shows now
and it’s all my fault i should let go now
at my absolute worst, i don’t think it could go down
think of all that you say to me
i’m hating her, and she’s hating me
i wanna break my phone, ‘cause it’s breaking me
i need energy, i need atp

i hope i didn't fail the bio final lmao

More music dropping soon, in 6-8months max I’ll be dropping mv’s!! #AltHip-Hop
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