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did i break your heart?
did i break your heart?

come close to the edge
you’ve been stuck inside my head
lost in time again
and girl you’re my heroin
my heroin

your my drug for me
and girl love don’t fade don’t cheat
please release me
strung out scatter my heart
you shatter my head
even though i know your gone
uncertain by the reason you keep speaking on the hard
but good from the dark can shine from afar 
so far that the light won’t die 
you won’t let me go there
move on move on 
but our love was so rare
oh my oh my 
when I cry it’s unfair
now numb so done
i decide I’m not pissed
but I clench my teeth, my fist, your wrist,
bliss kiss that it was but left and you miss
can I get another girly that won’t leave me dust
can I get another friend I can meet in the dusk sunset

don't wanna be alone
out here on my own
dont wanna be alone
out here on my own

so stuck in my head
don't know if i'll do this again
so stuck in my head 
don't know if i'll do this again 
(i'll probably do it again)

come close to the edge
(i'll probably do it again)
you’ve been stuck inside my head
(kill me now, can you kill me now?)
lost in time again
(kill me now, can you kill me now?)
and girl you’re my heroin

come close to the edge
you’ve been stuck inside my head
(kill me now, can you kill me now?)
lost in time again
(trapped in time, i'm trapped in time)
and girl you’re my heroin
my heroin

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produced by heylog

lyrics:
i just woke up and i'm not even tired
it's 7 in the morning but i ain't set my timer
u said u fell asleep but i think ur a liar
it's a shame that ur the only one that i admire
is it too much for u to shoot a text
cause it'd probably just take a sec
right now i take it slow with baby steps
but i think that u just want me in my bed
and that's fine
yea it's okay
but i lie
but you'd do the same
and i wonder why even stay?
when ur just killing time and worsening my pain

do you think our friend's would hold support for us
i don't know whether this is lust or love
thinking about your lips in between mine
i'd treat u better than these stupid guys
so if we were together i would give support for you
and not just a little i would give a ton
so maybe u should keep it in mind
i'd treat you better than any other guy

the violent sounds that keep me up at night
leaves my neck in sweat causing my pillow to fight
but i lay back down, praying for sleep
their words are profound, they're never nice to me no
so is it too much for u to shoot a text
i swear it'd probably just take a sec
rn i take you slow with baby steps
but i swear that u just want me in my bed
procrastinating whether if i should go to sleep
cause i don't wanna see you in another dream
oh i hate it
it feels so real
i could touch it
and keep u sealed

don't tell her i'll be gone
either way she wouldnt know
i just took off
I'll see you when i play a show
mom and dad have moved
thought for sure they wouldn't go
let me stay with you, you are my second home
i wanted you to see
i wanted you to know
i'd tell you to my friend's just so i could boast
but you don't understand
that i am not a man
i do this for my brother
and i do this for my fans
fake talk, this a face off, i ain't scared of you
bite down, rip my tongue off and the blood run through
show up i got teeth marks and my peck turned blue
the suns down, imma head out yeah it was nice to see you
i gotta keep my cool yeah just wait wait wait wait
you gotta calm down log but i'm addicted to the pain
LOVE WHEN YOU LIE
LOVE WHEN YOU SPEAK
LOVE WHEN YOU CRY
AND LOVE WHEN YOU BREATHE
POSTED OUTSIDE, WAR IS COMPLETE
I FOUGHT FOR MY LIFE
IT GOT DEADLY
BLOOD ON MY FACE, STOP HOLDING ME
DODGING A MACE
BUT I DON'T RETREAT
i need to lay down thank god i'm alive
i knocked your man's down, i think he might die
lost our loved one's
bring peace to us all
cowards they run
and snakes in the wall
pray for em all

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bloom by fauxcus
produced by fkwt
vocals by fauxcus
mixed/mastered by fauxcus

lyrics:
well everything just hurts so bad
i cant recall this glimpse ive had
the ray of light shining through my room
a candle lit while the flowers bloom

oh no imma wrap it in a new coat of paint
mask the pain so i idle while my life rots away
shut my eyes count to 10 make these moments last
shut the door dim the lights while the time goes past

well everything just hurts so bad
i cant recall this glimpse ive had
the ray of light shining through my room
a candle lit while the flowers bloom
(x2)

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bloom (prod. fkwt)

times up! (prod. jisatsu)

Dont G0! ft. 4gejay (Prod. MTwenty X Bayley X Xobenny)

⟡⚤⟡     R We 1

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My album is a story of triumph, of letting go of all the uncertainty in my head and learning to walk the path of my own heart. “Sincerely” is about realizing how much better this world would be if we all loved ourselves, if we weren’t afraid of being vulnerable and honest. It doesn’t matter who’s president or what technology we invent or what extremists we destroy, the only thing I know is this:

There will never be peace if we do not all love ourselves.

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From my debut album “Sincerely” 
Written, performed, produced, mixed, and mastered by Stephen

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From me, to you. http://sincerelystephen.com

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and if i told you how this story ends
would you change a step you take?
and if i could relive all of my days
id live them all the same

cos im scared
of all that i dont know
cos i want it all but all of it aint gold
and im scared
but i know its not for long
cos im learning what i shouldve long before

that all we are
is a light into the darkness
and all we are
is time thats counting down
and all we are
is falling through the spaces in between
endless flight

a lifetime in repeat

but i still find solace
when you say that you know how i feel
when its wrong
and we aint been right for years

let go
give these ghosts a new home
lets bury our pasts and our fears
and all these bones
and lets go
i shouldve seen it long before

cos this is my life
i will not run in circles
ending where i start

so hold on to me
well burn out slowly
and feel our hearts leap
to words we dont mean

love

means nothing to me
cos i dont know what it is
im just dying to be
all that ive been dreaming of
and words betray me
contradict all i stand for
but im still learning
yeah im still learning

that all we are
is a light into the darkness
and oh we are
just time thats counting down
and all we are
is falling through the spaces in between
endless flight

were falling to our knees

i think you think too much of me

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 i spend too much time in my head which is why this always hits me so hard. i either care too much or i don’t show enough emotion. it’s like, everyone loves me till it’s time for them to love me. does that make sense? i don’t know why i feel the way i feel. i honestly don’t. i can’t explain it either. maybe it’s because i’m about to enter adulthood and i don’t wanna walk through that door alone. or maybe it’s because i’ve been alone for so long that even my own presence is beginning to bother me. i’m becoming a nuisance to my own being. all i know is that i’ve prayed for love and happiness and i’m starting to feel like these prayers and even thoughts are going unheard. unnoticed. i don’t want anything forced either but with the way the world is, someone might just get with me to shut me up. i feel so hard so fast and that’s the big problem. my heart is so big and i wanna give, give, give. i spend so much time walking on eggshells tryin to protect everyone else’s feelings and fragile egos but who spares my feelings? who’s trying to protect my ego? nobody at all.

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