might lose my balance gettin closer tooooo much ✨

This whole song is just, I don't really even listen to this style of music that often but this is so good and vibey! Splendid work!

Call me your pup
and rub my head
give me your love
and show that you care

I'm in your hands
I wanna be in your hands now

Call me your pup
and rub my head
give me your love
and show that you care

I wanna be yours now
I wanna be yours now

Vocals/Instruments/Production/Mixing by me

u dont feel

Bandcamp : https://fauxxmusic.bandcamp.com/track/bokeh

show me the reason of it
am I even worth of living?
I get it but never can feel it
I'm frightened
tired
I don't know where to hide
the eyes keep staring at me
even thought I know they're not

It's so blurry
I wanna see it clear, catch the focus
Might lose my balance getting closer too much
I'll break my legs but no one ever notice
I'll break my legs but I'd never notice

get me outta this mess
save me for the last time
I know I'll be dismissed
I know I'll be dismissed
get me outta this mess
save me for the last time
I know I'll be dismissed
I know I'll be dismissed
(x2)

my room's not comfy anymore
(you'll find yourself stuck in your bed)
I found myself lost track of it
I don't know where I'm now
one step forward two step back
getting further as it goes

It's so blurry
I wanna see it clear, catch the focus
Might loose my balance getting closer too much
I'll break my legs but no one ever notice
I'll break my legs but I'd never notice

get me outta this mess
save me for the last time
I know I'll be dismissed
I know I'll be dismissed
get me outta this mess
save me for the last time
I know I'll be dismissed
I know I'll be dismissed

It's so blurry
I wanna see it clear, catch the focus
Might lose my balance getting closer too much
I'll break my legs but no one ever notice
I'll break my legs but I'd never notice

Bokeh

prod. me

Lyrics:
(do you feel do you -)
(do you hurt do you -)
(is it real are you -)
(do you feel do you -)
(do you hurt do you -)
(is it real are you -)

it's like you're still here with me
winds blow mold my face like your touch
I'd try ask "do you miss me?"
but you don't respond
how could you be gone
I'll close my eyes
and forget about the time
watch as I cry
it's rain on my cheek
connecting lines
tracing paths in sand beneath my feet
you swore you'd stay
where are you
tear my heart out
fall to the ground
words pierce my skin
tattered feelings
all this weight from my name
when you say it again
words kiss me
but I still feel pain

someone pinch me i'm still dreaming
death's beside me i'm his protégé
please speak softly words still hurt me
defy nature I still hate her
hate her
stay here
hate her
take me later
but you'll stay there
if I don't call
take a step back before you fall

everything just hurts sometimes  I
wonder what I'll feel when you die
hold your hand it's cold already
didn't tell me that you left me
beating heart as I grasp for air
feel your pulse but it's still nowhere
will you search for me when I join you

try beleive that nothings wrong
hold your hand until you're gone
hold your hand until you're
do you feel me with you
do you feel me kiss you
you - you - you
you were my everything

take back time said I would not cry but I lied
can you forgive me for the mistakes I made
thought you would never leave what we had built up
but I was wrong i'm so dumb
see your face
I watch you fade
I'll always stay just to see you again someday
do you see though the darkness i'm beside you
you're here I know you are
I won't forget your hope
it's all inside I won't leave till I die

steps lead southward spiral downward
heartbeats haunt me death still taunts me
i can still feel the past inside of my own heart
fragile it breaks like glass let it escape time's grasp

do you feel do you
do you still -
do you remember my name I'm -
do you hurt do you
hear my words
is it real are you
still there

do you feel do you hurt is it real now
cause I know that you're gone but I'll still ask "do you miss me?"
do you feel do you hurt is it real now
when you don't respond I'll hold on
for you
Talk I need to hear your voice your words surround me
embrace me with the things you could say but I can't hear you
Call out to me but we'll still just sit in silence
do you feel my hands
I just want you back
cause I loved you

death's just a step away

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i have built this boast on wrist on rolling tide
on the shipyard i found seawater to cry

youre just a cornsnake
hurt a fly
empty teeth for no one
you dont bite
everybodys afraid
little reptile
and it breaks my heart christ
crocodile

mama im sorry but i just 
burn out so easy turning these stones
you twist your ring i know
come down and let not everything
be sympathetic like it is at home
cos im not coming home

and honey theres so much soft inside of life
i cant save everybody but i
ill give it my best try
life is impossible to live 
maybe without a couple real good friends
i can love things that end

corn snake (pixie)

the MCDONALDS RAP SONG!!! ABOUT BURGERS

Featuring @ruokofficial

Listen on my own
Trying to live this on my own
Head is going under
Hands are going numb
Feeling like a lost soul
Ive been on this road
For so long
Falling thru my old ways
Floating in my own space
Loving in my own way
You'll never see me face to face

Comfort in my zone, oh (Comfort in my zone)
No one's in my home
Trying to feel alone (Trying to feel alone)
Man I'm trying to feel alone
Comfort in my zone, oh (Comfort in my zone)
No one's in my home
Trying to feel alone (Trying to feel alone)
Man I'm trying to feel uh, hey

Man I don't get it
What are you listening
I just can't stand it
Pardon my manners
I just can't listen
All of your bullshit
Feeling on the edge
My blood keeps boiling

My words keep spoiling
I can’t keep rolling in
Inside the room all day
I can’t get out this shit
I been waiting on a miracle of this
I been coughing up some blood wit my split
Just get me out your mentions and shit
Ooh oh ooh oh

Guess I’ll keep to myself
I’ll keep to myself
I won’t show off all my wealth

I’ll just keep to myself
I’ll just keep to myself
I’ll just keep to myself
Ooh I just wanna-

Give me these options like I want them
In the latest night I’m not a fighter
Giving me these convos like I like them
Holy shit I never wanna like them

I've been keeping to myself, wanna be alone
No one try to call me up, no one hit my phone
Let me stay inside these walls, let me sleep alone
See me in the morning, when the day is over, I dunno

'Cuz I just want to be
Nothing more than me
The fragile part of me
Only you can see

I know you’re used to see me crying out
I just really wanna be alone

Comfort in my zone, oh
No one's in my home
Trying to feel alone
Man I'm trying to feel alone
Comfort in my zone, oh
No one's in my home
Trying to feel alone
Man I'm trying to feel uh, hey

Trying to keep me lonesome
I try to post none
Keep my circle tight
On my body is no holster
I try to talk to my mama, she be plottin'
About my future
My life is plastered all over my shit just like a poster
"Will I ever name my main son?"
"Will I ever have any main funds?"
My head stuck in a tree stump
None of these fuckers wanna say some
Gotta slip this into my main month
Gotta rush shit on the next one
My number ones on a bank club
My number two is on a pay-stub
Yeah it was fair, fair but you never cared
‘Bout my struggles yea
I just want a day for myself but I never get another fucking chance
Talking bout my struggles, never fuckin’ killed a man
So different, but you never cried about your daddy, yea?
In the summertime I really thought I could go again
Few months later now I’m back, like it’s square one shit
Gimme another bottle, 98, so i could really hide shit
I don’t wanna cry and shit
Let’s get it

Trying to feel alone (with RUoK)

gonna be on streaming later
https://open.spotify.com/artist/61g2Lzxp1y4TSXZvG9BOZz?si=dC4y_JL9SQWShtflunZIkg


yea that bitch so fine im gonna kill myself
down the bottle, empty out the pills on my shelf
'cross the road, run it down, paint the walls ponceau
wont mess around this time , gonna do it for sureee

i just do it for fun not the dough
dnd i dont rly check my phone
hide my face act like i dont cry no more
bitch so bad that i shine and i glow  
got no motivation so i might as well just drop out
grades down by 2 i swear to god that all my lucks out
back out, i dont like u so get the fuck outtt
blinded by the lights and my brain goes on lockdown

lockdown (prod. me)

https://open.spotify.com/album/0x2ZcWdttmtbwkSSfvuPcn

trusting yourself can be the hardest thing
thank you for 500 followers

produced by myself

trust yourself

singer / producer
xofho6[at]gmail.com
@basba2
@eunkimusic

Bokeh

fauxx✨

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