https://fanlink.to/theoutside

Never thought that I'd say I need you
Fucked up, stuck inside this bedroom
You're poison to me but I can't stay away
Can't stay away
Give me something
Yeah, anything
Even if it kills me I'll take it
You're poison to me but I like the taste

I watch from the outside
Looks like it's a good time
But I just stay quiet
Caught in my mind
Hope someday I'll wake up
See my fears are made up
For now I'll stay quiet
Caught in my mind

Feeling off, everything feels different
Tunnel vision and a pit in my stomach
When you're not around it doesn't feel the same
Feel the same
Waste away, these walls want me dead
I swear, looks like they're closing in
When you're not around it doesn't feel the same

I watch from the outside
Looks like it's a good time
But I just stay quiet
Caught in my mind
Hope someday I'll wake up
See my fears are made up
For now I'll stay quiet
Caught in my mind

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Lyrics:

fire in my veins everytime that u talk now
i don’t wanna fight, but imma have to pull the plug out
tired of pretending, i just wanna be myself
but at the same time i don't know who i am

how did u fall for a guy like me
i don’t know how to love and i’m never happy
i sleep all day to escape my anxiety
the last thing i need is fucking liability

so keep clear, i got enough with myself
i know u wanna fix me but ion need ur help
i’ll keep digging till my mind gets some rest
i’m sorry if ur hurt, didn’t mean to upset (u)

fire in my veins everytime that u talk now
i don’t wanna fight, but imma have to pull the plug out
tired of pretending, i just wanna be myself
but at the same time i don't know who i am

everything i do, why don't u notice me
can't u see me down, i always bleed
all for u, i die for u, and u can't even tell me the truth

tell me that u love me, then push me away
i have to deal with it everyday
it's all for u, i die for u, and u can't even tell me the truth

and i'm holding on more than i should
you know i'd leave u in the past if i could
but you're driving me insane, can't get it out my brain
you're the fire in my veins, oh

fire in my veins everytime that u talk now
i don’t wanna fight, but imma have to pull the plug out
tired of pretending, i just wanna be myself
but at the same time i don't know who i am

(don't know who i am)

fire in my veins (w/ juli)

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Lyrics:

chorus (juli)
it's alright if you blame me
alright if you hate me
cus i hate myself so much more

it's alright if you hurt me
alright if you break me
cus i've been broken before

but i wish, yeah, i wish
i could take it all back
you call again, you say my name
you're giving me heart attacks

verse (fawlin)
i'm so sick of faking my emotions
i don't know my heart, we don't talk no more
guess my mind is flawed, chest so broken
but i don't feel a thing, i ain't even sore

used to fall in love, like every week
now i haven't felt a thing since 17
guess my heart went numb
heart is quarantined, yeah

i guess everything is not what it seems
everything is not what it seems now
everything is not what it seems like
everything is not what it seems

chorus (juli & fawlin)
it's alright if you blame me
alright if you hate me
cus i hate myself so much more

it's alright if you hurt me
alright if you break me
cus i've been broken before

but i wish, yeah, i wish
i could take it all back
you call again, you say my name
you're giving me heart attacks

heart attacks (w/ belfa & juli)

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Lyrics:


i believe

in dear jesus

sprung a leak

soon i’ll see his throne

i won’t hurt anymore 


when i sink

save your crying

i’ve got no more room left on my stone

how i’ll miss you so


but i

will always be close


unless you

let me go


i believe

i’ll see heaven

dancing in the streets made out of gold

never felt so warm


when i’m cold

i’ll be quiet

but don’t worry, babe i’m not alone

i won’t leave you so


cause i

will always be close


unless you

let me go


i believe

in dear jesus

sprung a leak

soon i’ll see his throne

i won’t hurt anymore


Sink

Who says I need a middle man?
Who says 'making it' is an accomplishment?
Who says true art is dead?
Who says it ain't real until you get a thousand followers?
Ain't you heard? Internet's been dead.

Be real with me- it's all I ask
In my presence we drop the masks
No protection, feel it all,
Ain't no holding back.

You can change the channel,
Leave the signal scrambled,
Like it got every letter, just not in order—
Alphabet soup, Campbell's

Who says I need a middle man?
Who says 'making it' is an accomplishment?
Who says true art is dead?
Who says it ain't real until you get a thousand followers?
Ain't you heard? Internet's been dead.

This is just for your entertainment
Don't life look so nice on digital screens,
We elevated,
Flickering at precise rates for brain entrainment,
Don't worry, enhance the experience,
Leave your attention fully captured
and delirious—

Now feeling real, more real, 
Calling it the reel life,
Cut, edited, professionally spliced
Even took Kendrick's "We gon be alright"
Turned hope into content, rolled the dice

The fruit is always ripe, 
The advertising positioned just right,
Your eye starts to water—
Forgot to blink.
Yeah that's how they measure their marketing
To your children,
Success: they made it through the whole scene
Without a blink

Who says I need a middle man?
Who says 'making it' is an accomplishment?
Who says true art is dead?
Who says it ain't real until you get a thousand followers?
Ain't you heard? Internet's been dead.

Got me trying too hard, hard not being seen or heard,
I used the right filter, I used the buzzword
Buzzfeed said would work
Threw up my hood, psyched myself up,
I dropped a beat
I got one chance, the right lighting,
My chance to glow
Opportunity only comes once in a timeline
...Hope I don't get shadow banned.

They call me Gladiator, Maximus Decimus Meridius,
I got grit I got teeth like I'm taking on
A whole pack of Now and Laters.
The coliseum I be seeing it on every screen,
Feeding us this bread and circus,
On social media we all feed.

Are you not entertained?!

But don't it look better when it's on the screen?
Like how you living? Let me see,
Only well when your last reel be getting seen.
Otherwise what do it mean?
Only feedback they feedin' teens

Who says I need a middle man?
Who says 'making it' is an accomplishment?
Who says true art is dead?
Who says it ain't real until you get a thousand followers?
Ain't you heard? Internet's been dead.

Gladiator Part 1

Golden Eagle

Skyline Drip

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Lyrics:

'Cause inside my head's always a mess
And I get too easily obsessed
But I just wanna be someone
I just wish that I could be someone
My heart exists inside my room
It's so hard to leave here without you
But I just wanna be someone
I just wish that I could be someone like

I notice I've been distant; there's a lot that's on my mind
And I know that I should fix it but I haven't got the time
And so I'll find another reason for my emotional decline
Because the way that I've been feeling has been no one's fault but mine

'Cause inside my head's always a mess
And I get too easily obsessed
But I just wanna be someone
I just wish that I could be someone
My heart exists inside my room
It's so hard to leave here without you
But I just wanna be someone
I just wish that I could be someone like

Just stop me like a barricade
Lay down let's both become a serenade
(Because I'm terrified)
It felt so true
Like you were everything
But never dropped the loss
And now I'm way too deep
Blood drips like cherries down my lips
Sharpen your teeth and say you miss me
Let's love unless never loved me
Say it back, or else I'll end up 6 feet

And if I end up six feet
Don't you try and say you miss me
Because the reason why I'm this deep
Is the way you up and left
They say that young love ain't the real thing
Now I'm twenty something, still got that feeling
That I would fucking die to be in your arms
I guess that only time can heal a broken heart

'Cause inside my head's always a mess
And I get too easily obsessed
But I just wanna be someone
I just wish that I could be someone
My heart exists inside my room
It's so hard to leave here without you
But I just wanna be someone
I just wish that I could be someone like you

Or else I'll end up six feet
Don't you try to say you miss me
'Cause I remember when you kissed me
I could tell there's nothing left
Like blood stains, you're ingrained in my head
Your love changed, you left pains in my chest
My hearts drained, you missed out on my best
Yeah, but that's your misfortune

like you (with Days to Waste & fawlin)

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just a boy turning feelings into songs.

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