@fax-gang x @blackwinterwells
FRACTALIZE

prod. maknaeslayer
vox. PK Shellboy and blackwinterwells
art. angelwinter

Faith w/ blackwinterwells

@littleduders

time to get my head straight, okay
i think i get the message just fine
speeding up my heart rate, i'll be okay
i think i'm gonna make it this time 
(youre my favorite mistake)

sending out a text i don't know why i wrote it
don't know why my head spun i guess i'm sick
i can't hit you up but you know that i want to
i know it never works out that way

my life i like it
my face i like it
all this i like it
i just hate the process
my past erase it
present i'll change it
promise i'll make it

(out of my hands)
i know it sucks but no one cares it never goes away i'm sorry
(out of my hands)
doing everything you can to fix something you can't fucking repair

my favorite mistake xoxoxoxo jf+ld xoxoxo

6. Reprieve
prod. maknaeslayer
lyrics+vox+mix. PK Shellboy

Everything's about this all the time
Can't even see the point if all these problems aren't mine
There's nothing left between us that connects us, not a thread
I should’ve stopped this when it was a glimmer in my head 
A glimmer in my head
Everything's about this all the time
Can't even see the point if all these problems aren't mine
There's nothing left between us that connects us, not a thread
I should’ve stopped this when it was a glimmer in my head 
A glimmer in my head

Nothing was the same since you reached out and called my name
I see the threads they intertwine why can't I even call you mine I wonder
(Can't start it, can't stop it)
[I need a moment, need to breathe
I ask for help but nobody around me wants to see
I stall another second ‘til my heart begins to pound
I open up my mouth but nothing seems to make a sound
I'm screaming]

I saw a glimmer in the void
I think I heard it making noise
I feel a shimmer in the sky
I don’t know why I even try
I taste some salt inside my wounds
I sense a presence always looms
I smell a fragrance in the air
I don’t think anybody cares
I don’t think anybody sees
I hear the weakness in my knees
I feel my brittle little bones
Crumble to pieces all alone
Droplets of water on my tongue
My breathing stops I sense my lungs
The smell of blood begins to spread
I'm shutting down I need you 

I wait for what I'm looking for it never seems to arrive
Just because I eat and breathe doesn’t mean that I'm alive
Give me anything to make me feel
I need some reprieve
I need some reprieve
Another life spent in this doldrum hell is all I deserve
Liquid flowing through my veins forever numbing my nerves
Give me anything to make me feel
I need some reprieve
I need some reprieve
I need some reprieve from all the systemized monotony
I need some reprieve from all the nothing thats surrounding me
I need some reprieve
All I need is reprieve
I need some reprieve from all the futures in my vision
I need some reprieve from all the badly made decisions
I need some reprieve
All I need is reprieve

Reprieve

4. Sparks
prod. maknaeslayer
mix. PK Shellboy
Inspiration burns like fire
I know that kindling's hard to find
Good makes bad and bad makes good
They say a story's like a life
When I'm awake I can't perceive it
I only see it in my dreams
Bits and pieces find their way to me
Is it really as it seems
Stare at what's in front of me
Would it be better said as who
Can't believe what's happened
I can barely think of what to do
You should take responsibility
For the things that you define
But you can't explain when
Reality and fantasy combine
Is it love or is it fiction?
Is that even contradiction?
Is it wrong when rights are written all the same?
Are you really what's depicted?
Are your mannerisms scripted?
Are you okay if I call you by your name?

Are you feeling what I'm writing
Has it become a part of you
Do I ponder your existence or
Do I accept it as the truth
Is the lifeblood flowing through your veins
Just the thoughts I put to words
My distance from reality's
Becoming harder to discern
Are the secrets that I keep with me
For your sake or for mine
Are you saying what I want to hear
When you tell me that you're fine
Is the life you lead fulfilling if
It's just a book upon a shelf
Are the things you say from you
Or are they coming from myself
How can you answer all my questions when
I can't begin to answer yours
As the words flow through my fingertips
I see you broken on the floor
Did you know I meant it truly
I said that you're a work of art
Inspiration burns like fire
All I needed was that spark

Sparks

2. Guardian Angel
feat. Rat Jesu and Mokshadripp
prod. maknaeslayer
lyrics+vox. PK Shellboy, Rat Jesu, and Mokshadripp
mix. PK Shellboy


I don't really wanna talk to you right now
Got a razor and a gun inside my mouth
Pull the trigger and a dove comes out somehow
Bet the angels from above are laughing loud 
I don't really wanna lie and say I'm fine
I don't really wanna die it's just my mind
Something broken deep inside, turn blood to wine
Then come crawling back alive, good luck next time 
I don't really wanna waste your saving grace
I don't really fucking care ‘bout saving face
All I ever asked of you was 'go away'
Standing solo on the roof 
And I kinda get reminded of you
Tryna fade away a mental tattoo
Cause the structure of my life just fell through
Think an angel with a knife cut me loose
Got me screaming here
I'm so fucking tired
I'm so fucking done
Everything sucks 
I can't trust anyone 
And I try to get better
But getting fucking stung
I'm counting my blessings
By loading my gun

Heart like a frozen lake, yeah
Always feel down never wake up
Through the mirror I see my fate
Broken glass the mess I made 
Blood stained blamed for the crimes, yeah
Hex chained got name messiah 
String me up on power lines
Tell your stories waste my time 
Neural angels, let me live in
The heart shaped boxes that you've given
Memories lost, washed away in
Rainbow blood, our skies above
Scar is swelling, I’m caving in my
Salty tears fall into the wound
My life is spilling, a sea of you
Feel iceblink luck, now I’m falling up

Stare into mirrors, projections, and stairwells
I cant believe that I thought that you would care
Well I know now but it’s just way too much to bear
I know it ain't fair, I know it ain't fair
"I don't know" is all that you know how to say
Can you tell me when you're or when you're not okay
Why is it so hard for me to run away
I don’t wanna stay, stay
(Ahh)
The promises kept and the promises broken
Can I walk away when to you I'm beholden
There's nothing left for you to say
There's nothing left for you to say
(Ahh)
Two years without emptying stomachs of acid
The plans that we made and the futures imagined
How could you throw it all away
How could you throw it all away
In a moment

Guardian Angel (feat. Rat Jesu & Mokshadripp)

flip of
https://soundcloud.com/frybagger/mfw-i-suffer-daily-as-a-result-of-my-tendency-to-drive-people-away

no autotune sorry

schizophrenia diagnosis

I Wish I Could Say This Is The Last Song I’ll Write About You....

Hannah 2

prod by Blacklight
lyrics/vocals by PK Shellboy

FxG3000

Jailbroken

@listen2grace (was his tag)

lying on the ground
i cant do this anymore
my shawty so cute
but we fuckin til we sore
anime on acid
yeah im tripping balls
we broke the bed
now we fuckin on the floor

dissociated
now im feelin like im 4D
gotta mix the drugs
because now they fuckin bore me
i dont need a plug
deep web drop it at my door please
i run up the guap
but i think i need more

now im lying on the ground
i cant do this anymore
in the night dont make a sound
when im painting up these walls
me and shawty too loud
so we fuckin on the floor
spending hundreds straight pounds
on the drugs i need more
im so bored
im so bored
mixing up the drugs
i wont live long
i dont even know you
bitch get off
bitch back off
what the fuck
that's just my luck
shawty wanna make some love
but im too high to fuck
got some pills
but not enough
im giving up again
i just wanna sleep forever
is that too much to ask

original art

grace - anime on acid (PROD. L2GRACE)

beautiful song by @emotegi
https://soundcloud.com/emotegi/talent-show
<3
guitar/piano/drum programming/mixing/mastering by mee

talent show

PK Shellboy
maknaeslayer
GLACIERbaby
kimj

Guardian Angel (feat. Rat Jesu & Mokshadripp)

Fax Gang

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