lyrics 

last time we met yea, it went south
I'm yelling, screaming talking bout,
"wish you'd keep my name out your mouth"
I'm stuck here, no I can't get out

get out, that's all I wanna do
all that I am is dead to you
I'll stand there choking, turning blue

(cool eve tag)

toxic, poison, you're so annoyin'
you won't stop talking, why won't you stop it?
x2

you tell me all these things but I know they're just lies
you've fallen out of love, well love, I'm not surprised

girl don't talk like that, god knows that you're coming back
no I cant relax, body shakin, can't relax

(kira laugh und meine tag)

toxic, poison, you're so annoyin'
you won't stop talking, why won't you stop it?
x2

toxic (drmabeats)

pulled from the archive

dont give up cuz the world is yours
it'll rain and pour and the pain will hurt
and you'll get what you worked for, at least i hope
but the world is unfair 
and it'll feel like no one is by your side like no one is there
you might feel so alone that it'll tear at your soul
sometimes you'll feel stuck like there's nowhere to go
like there's nowhere to go nowhere to run 
and you'll be stuck on your own
just dont give up cuz the world is yours
the world is yours

- jades (2020)

dontgiveup July ‎16 ‎2020

noise. - otuka/jades

would u rather (matt barkus) (demo)

afi | tepcu

(I can't ever catch a fucking break know I talk fast
I know you might want a fucking break, and it won't last
I know I been stuck in this hole that I can't pass
I know I been stuck can't control all of my past

I been tryna conversate and that might be the issue
I been tryna advocate on why I fucking miss you
Driving on the interstate with all these bloody tissues
You been tryna desecrate my image so I seep through)

I can't ever catch a fucking break know I talk fast
I know you might want a fucking break, and it won't last
I know I been stuck in this hole that I can't pass
I know I been stuck can't control all of my past

I been tryna conversate and that might be the issue
I been tryna advocate on why I fucking miss you
Driving on the interstate with all these bloody tissues
You been tryna desecrate my image so I seep through

All this shit start coming back to me 
at the worst time
I can't find a moment just to breathe
you the worst type
All your secrets hidden from beneath
Thought you wouldn't lie
And I can't help stay up in your sheets
Why do I try

And I been not trying to fight
You the only one up in my sight
Know what it takes just to fold
If you're gone let me know
I wouldn't wanna leave without you

(I wouldn't wanna leave without you)
(I wouldn't wanna leave without you)
(I wouldn't wanna leave without you)
(I wouldn't wanna leave without you)

Outta luck
I've been wonderin' if I'm even enough
Call your bluff
You said you wanted me
but you couldn't be less sure enough
I'd put you under me
But you got me stuck up in these cuffs
Think it's hard to see
the point that I'm here making

I'm a nuisance
I been trying hard not to feel stupid
useless
can't I get some sleep before I do shit?
I'm a nuisance
I been trying hard not to feel stupid
useless
can't I get some sleep before I do shit?

All this shit start coming back to me 
at the worst time
I can't find a moment just to breathe
you the worst type
All your secrets hidden from beneath
Thought you wouldn't lie
And I can't help stay up in your sheets
Why do I try

And I been not trying to fight
You the only one up in my sight
Know what it takes just to fold
If you're gone let me know
I wouldn't wanna leave without you

(I can't ever catch a fucking break know I talk fast
I know you might want a fucking break, and it won't last
I know I been stuck in this hole that I can't pass
I know I been stuck can't control all of my past

I been tryna conversate and that might be the issue
I been tryna advocate on why I fucking miss you
Driving on the interstate with all these bloody tissues
You been tryna desecrate my image so I seep through)

adronitis

entry four

heated down to my core
what were we fighting for?
i dont know anymoree
i need a little bit more
baby just a bit more
ima stay in the door
dont you close it no more
i just wanna be yours

i tried to shake u off
but then it ended up so wrong

now ur in everysong
and i cant keep away for long

u need me, i take off
i need you there when i wake up

she worked and we laid up
look so damn good with no makeup

i need a little bit more 
i need a little bit more 
i need a little bit more
i neeeeeeeeeeeeeeed

heated down to my core
what were we fighting for?
i dont know anymoree
i need a little bit more
baby just a bit more
ima stay in the door
dont you close it no more
i just wanna be yours

more (everest)

I DONT WANNA KNOW
WHERE U GO
WHEN UR NOT CHASING ME

I DONT WANNA GO
ITS NOT HOME
IF UR NOT THERE WITH ME

I DONT WANNA KNOW
WHERE U GO
WHEN UR NOT CHASING ME

I DONT WANNA GO
ITS NOT HOME
IF UR NOT THERE WITH ME

fading in and out
i almost touched the ground

stay there hold me down
this is all we got now

thinking it out loud
wish youd come around

wasted, breaking down
there is no “safe and sound”

I DONT WANNA KNOW
WHERE U GO
WHEN UR NOT CHASING ME

I DONT WANNA GO
ITS NOT HOME
IF UR NOT THERE WITH ME

I DONT WANNA KNOW
WHERE U GO
WHEN UR NOT CHASING ME

I DONT WANNA GO
ITS NOT HOME
IF UR NOT THERE WITH ME

chasing me (taymxru)

narcissist ft. blurhie (prod. taymxru)

i tried forever 
In hopes ts would get better 
i was down on my luck when i told you i'd never
point the finger & fold under pressure 

hit on the chin, i'd take it whatever 
(whatever, whatever)
hit on the chin, i'd take it whatever 

turn water into, wine 
i fear you wasted, time 
in the end i'll be alright 
i know, i swear i tried forever 


would u rather (matt barkus) (demo)

eve2