ilove6yari

shes standing in my room
i cant tell if shes real
a doctor in her gown
but that wont get me to heal
so put away your tools
dont operate on me
im fine just where im at
so ill tell you one last thing

baby i want you to hate me like i hate myself
i think you should find your loving in somebody else
i see youre just tryna change it but it does no help
so save your breath im so unwell
push them all away so theyre as happy as me
when im finally silent and im six underneath
i bite my tongue so hard its probably breaking my teeth
i love you so damn much but i just wish you would leave me

a bastards what i am
but they dont seem convinced
so ill fuck up all your plans
the pains making you wince
i got bored of it its my problem
and i made it yours without solving
so hate me please and start walking
away from me while im rotting

happy as me prod bunii

Oh, it's a wedding tonight
You're lit by the candles and the moon is so bright
I sit and I stare but you won't lend me an eye
I'm so unaware
Of everything you love 'bout me, I don't know what's so strong
('Bout me)
'Cause every time I think you'll leave, you run and tell me"hold on"
You tell me don't assume what I don't know
I tell you I observe the jabs you throw
You hate me but it's what you love the most
I hate it but you're irreplaceable

Gave me your smallest violin, I made a symphony
The only strings you play are when you feel like messing with me
Throw a life raft, I drown in insecurities
You hate me but you need it
You're changing like the seasons
Gave me your smallest violin, I made a symphony
The only strings you play are when you feel like messing with me
Throw a life raft, I drown in insecurities
You hate me but you need it
You're changing like the seasons

When it rains, girl, it pours but the sun is the best
It's a hurricane, another flood, it's a mess
Knock me, spinning in circles, the wind out my chest
This is bad as it gets
But you tell me don't assume what I don't know
I tell you I observe the jabs you throw
You hate me but it's what you love the most
I hate it but you're irreplaceable

Gave me your smallest violin, I made a symphony
The only strings you play are when you feel like messing with me
Throw a life raft, I drown in insecurities
You hate me but you need it
You're changing like the seasons
Gave me your smallest violin, I made a symphony
The only strings you play are when you feel like messing with me
Throw a life raft, I drown in insecurities
You hate me but you need it
You're changing like the seasons

NEED IT PROD BUNII

new mic whooping my ass


its everything i-
its everything i ever wanted
all i ever asked for
a chance to have a platform
and a name, whatever thats for

mic test 1192024

wido - who was prod. internetgodf

Lyrics: F.D.
prod: nerverforever
mix: yoKai!

Lyrics:

I caught myself trying to draw
the eyes i fell in love 2 years ago
I dont wanna let her go

what i hate on others in u i love the most
Oh i love the most

late night, my back hurts
but at leat i didn't move my shoulder
i am so young but im feeling older and older

i was sad, took a glace
and started smiling

i don't wanna reveal this feelings
and I swear,  I swear im trying

i just to want understand every part of u 
Oh every part of u

this feelings not new

last song before i(t) die(s) [prod. neverforever]

type (Prod. Fixupboy)

Rehab

NEVER FADE

more music otw
produced by tiresss

lyrics:

we don't gotta talk at all 
we can stay as quiet as you need 
can you show me that it mean sum? 
show me that it mean sum 
love you so bad I wanna be ya 
can you show me that I mean sum? 
show me that I mean sum to ya 
to ya to ya to ya‬
‪
I've been busy tryna show you everything I got everything l'm made of, everything I'm not‬
‪and if it's too much for you 
I'll turn it down a notch‬
‪or get up and shut it off‬
‪I might just throw it all away for you

if I did it, everything I’ve done don’t matter 
why would I throw something served on a silver platter?
they brought it straight to me
you wish you had it
and I’m too afraid of cameras
lights flash and I’m a phantom
don’t treat me like a star I’m just a fan of em
there’s a million just like me to be a fan of

don’t take it like I’m bragging
bitch I made it happen 
six figs on the tax, trap money off a passion
pockets got me saggin
full of trauma, baggage
vocal sound addict
two name manic

and I’ll see you when I see you
I hope it pan out
and I hope you never fan out 
I did everything I said I’d do
Can’t no one say I depend on you

and you know I know
your every word breaks my bones
can you talk to me until my skin runs cold
just to see ya, sleep with one eye closed 

we don't gotta talk at all 
we can stay as quiet as you need 
can you show me that it mean sum? 
show me that it mean sum 
love you so bad I wanna be ya 
can you show me that I mean sum? 
show me that I mean sum to ya 
to ya to ya to ya‬
‪

we don't gotta

SPAGHETTI

Pearlies (My oyster is the world)

⋆ℕ𝕠 𝕘𝕖𝕟𝕣𝕖, 𝕛𝕦𝕤𝕥 𝕞𝕦𝕤𝕚𝕔 ⋆
Music Producer 🎶
Visual Artist ✏️

last song before i(t) die(s) [prod. neverforever]

𝔽.𝔻. / 𝕪𝕠𝕂𝕒𝕚!