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paradise - it's okay

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first single from the jxsh & gosuto project

prod https://soundcloud.com/gosutosensei  <3
art by https://soundcloud.com/deadskrnr  <3 
additional help will c. from https://soundcloud.com/lumi-ere  <3
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bury me 
lay my body by the ocean
right where we met
for the first time 
and your eyes laid across mine
and your smile 
and ofc mine

heartless

everything that u ever said to me
was it all lie
all the feelings that u said u had for me
i cant see past ur disguise
why did i deserve this 
why was it me
what was ur purpose
the way u make me feel
i feel less than worthless
why u do this to me

heartless

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heartless (jxsh & gosuto)

愛 (Love)

i hate me too

Still stuck in my emo phase
Lyrics:


I've got the whole world on my back

Yeah, cause I'm 5'9, 165 
Established 1995 
Living like I'm not getting out alive 
Ima take a second just to tell you why 

I had thoughts since 6th grade 
That this world was not made for the sake 
of the people like me 
who can't see past their mistakes, and  misdeeds 

And I bleed the same blood you bleed
So why are you tryna cut me? 
Why's there always something you want from me?
Why can't you be happy for me?

That I'm not that kid on the phone screaming fuck this world I'm leaving? 
Like when I was sixteen and,  it still feels like I'm dreaming
When I call your phone and realize I forgot to breath in 
Forgot the grave that he's in 
I hope you know I mean it 

When I say I'm only here today cause this music keeps me breathing 
It's my only healing

I'm not alone if you can feel it

I'm not alone, if you know the bliss 
When i  heard that girl don't slit her wrists no more
From that time I reminisced at my show 
Told her there's reasons to stay don't go 

Don't push your family away I know 
They don't understand all the pain you hold 
Im just as sad know you're not alone 
Don't let your story go untold 





 I know you're here in spirit, put on deja entendu 
The only time I'm sad now is when I think of you
I hope one day these kids get some of my lyrics tattooed 
But If I only help one of them then I did it for all you 
I don't know how she's doing, no we haven't stayed in touch 
But I helped her put the knife down and that means so fucking much
I hope one day these kids get some of my lyrics tattooed 
But If I only helped one of them then I did it, I did it for you

I Hope You Know I Mean It

Amorf - Çöl

prod. @notmorgn

[stranger things scene]

just hold on a little longer okay?
he’s gone
the bad man’s gone
we’ll be home soon
and
my mom she’ll get you your own bed
you can eat as many eggo’s as you want
and we can go to the snowball
promise?
promise

[lyrics]

not a problem kid 
just own a lot of problems 
pull up to the skatepark
we all broken hearted
i was punchin walls in the spring
i was spending summer just thinking

about myself and 
how i might fall
punch thru blood 
drippin from the white wall
and i can’t see u
if im too faded
so then i copped a bottle 
and got really fucking wasted

g u c c i
i’m sleep deprived 
fox in the night
moonlight up in the sky
and im still sick of this
blocked you ‘cus you trippin bitch
cuttin all the lines
like a fuckin bad fisherman

i had to cut out all the bad
stackin up the racks like my name is mr krabs
why out here thinkin it’s a pagent
i dont fuck with that bitch
disappear like magic

im way outta of my head
chills down my spine kiss on my neck
i can see the sunset
i think im coming up next

im way outta of my head
chills down my spine kiss on my neck
i can see the sunset
i think im coming up next

promises don’t really mean shit to me
in the end everything is history 
in the end everything is clear to me
i inflict and feel pain way too frequently

and when u turned into a ghost
it made me want to sleep forever 
cus i see you in my dreams
compared to life i like them better

im way outta of my head
chills down my spine kiss on my neck
i can see the sunset
i think im coming up next

way out of my head

sadderdaze

this mashup was made by 
AnDyWuMUSICLAND on youtube <3
"MASHUP 2018 "THE GREATEST HOPE" - 2018 Year End Mashup by #AnDyWuMUSICLAND (Best 144 Pop Songs)"

ｓｈｅ ｃｒｉｅｄ

i'm making memories with other people now

(prod. Klimonglue)

Lyrics:
Rider. Buster. You need it. I bleed it.
Geekin’ off a perc and bitch I’m feelin’ like a demon. 
Bitch I came in drifting on the pavement. 
Pass me the stainless. I’m mask off. Faceless.

Fuck it up. Bitches fuck with me like a double cup. 
Pouring up. Pull up to the scene with a double dutch. 
Buckle up. Racing on the street with the muscle front.  
Huddle up. Fuckin’ with my team. Yeah we coming up. 

Ouu. None of these bitches ever heard about you.
Zooming through the block with a murdered out coupe. 
Boolin’ with a Glock. I could do without you. 
Running with the clock. They forgot about you. 

Get rocked. 
I’m tight with ya bitch like a zip lock. 
Wrist watch.
Icy with the drip when it tick tock. 
Brick talk. 
Yeah I caught a body with a headshot. 
Get $not. 
I’m a chili pepper bitch I’m red hot. 


Rider. Buster. You need it. I bleed it.
Geekin’ off a perc and bitch I’m feelin’ like a demon. 
Bitch I came in drifting on the pavement. 
Pass me the stainless. I’m mask off. Faceless.


They don’t like me.
Bitches wanna fight me. 
Ha. In my white tee. 
Shorty wanna bite me. 

She excite me. 
Shorty Aphrodite. 
Ha. Stepping lightly. 
Fucking with a pisces. 

Gimme top.
I could never milli rock. Ha Ha. 
Really thought.
With yo bitch. I really talk. Ha Ha. 
 
Live a lot. 
Shock a bitch. A kilowatt. Ha Ha. 
Pick a lock. 
I’m about a kill a thot. Ha Ha. 

Shorty gone buss it for me.
Fucking her friends for the free. 
Fuck her like Adam and Eve. 
Now she want something with me. 

Cher I just wanna believe. 
Love isn’t nothing for me. 
I know she gunning for me.
Fuck it. I’m jugging the piece. 


Rider. Buster. You need it. I bleed it.
Geekin’ off a perc and bitch I’m feelin’ like a demon. 
Bitch I came in drifting on the pavement. 
Pass me the stainless. I’m mask off. Faceless.

paradise - it's okay

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