helen x sally passive agressive sob story

https://open.spotify.com/track/6Kg8YL3n55HOquAYkJv8qO?si=ed9385d73f864ffd

instrumental by @odihu

[odihu]
dying slowly
crying choking
life just holds me down

im so weak and 
im so lonely
guess my times up now


im gonna grab my dads shotgun out the safe
im gonna load it up and blow off my face
no calling out for help now its way too late
im on my way up to see the heaven gates

[fear]
id rather kill myself then blow off some steam
i brought my bag with my new ar 15
i open it up and hope they never see
i’ll be the last person you’ll ever see   

keep on talking i won’t listen
your ghost still haunts me
you'll remember last september 
when you said you love me
but do u hate me now :(

killer ft odihu prod odihu

beat by @prodpishogue

feel like ive heard it all before
as i fall into the floor
got nowhere that i can run to
17, what has my life come to
singin to bands i cry in my room
i cant eat nothing i sleep past noon
give u all my heart when i talk to u
but be careful its fragile its not immune
im so boring i feel the same pain over and over again
i was 10 years old i was never alone but i cant go back to then
im racking my brain
lookin for answers
but im hungover
im just as worthless as that trash you threw away, maybe even lower
i get lost in the clouds could get lost in your eyes if youd let me
i get lost in my head, will you think of me or forget me

hungover (casper's pishogue)

subtract the nothing

instruments by me
seeing you wave
throyugh the glass
of the train
it ruind my day
its the smal things
that make you pay
thats what the told me
thats what they say
anyway
anywaaaayyy
tickets ripped in half
with nothing to do
who will you become
because you can never choose 
what you want
doing something you were
never meant to see
holding my breath so 
you walk rihgt past me

through the glass of the train

https://www.instagram.com/anrxykk/

they say we're the hardest, we're still warming up
but i get scared to try my hardest cuz its never been enough
whats the point in tryin with my brother gone? 
ill be dead or in a mansion when im 21

i told my dawg, "ignore the hate, they wanna test you" 
all i fly is jetblue and all i smoke is jet fumes
i never wanted to upset you
nothing else has mattered to me ever since i met you

whats the point in trying

sun looks better in the night

CATHARSIS – Tio Klarus

Tio Klarus’s debut album CATHARSIS is a raw, unapologetic journey through fire, pain, and self-discovery. Blending hard rock, alternative metal, and melodic hooks, each track tears through heavy riffs, driving drums, and soaring vocals that capture both rebellion and vulnerability. From the fury of Saint of Nothing to the emotional purge of the title track CATHARSIS, the album is a sonic rollercoaster of rage, heartbreak, seduction, and defiance. Perfect for fans of Five Finger Death Punch & The Pretty Reckless. this record is an explosive declaration: if it’s real, it’s worth screaming.