Beat produced by: Pxlsdead
Lyrics by: Ewil TheDemonDude!
Recording, mixing & mastering by: Ewil TheDemonDude!
Release date: Saturday July 17th(7.17), 2021 
Artwork by: Ewil TheDemonDude! & Qunic

lyrics:

there is no fucking gods//
there's only a few people that i trust//
but lately i have felt so fucking lost//
'cuz my parents just got divorced//
i wasn't prepared at all//
just want to put a bullet in my skull//
anything to fill out this empty hole//
am i going to die all alone?//

yeah, i'm gonna die all alone//
no afterlife, not gonna be a ghost//
i'm isolating in my home//
want to be in my own fucking zone//

rolling a cone//
taking a toke//
smoking a bowl//
blowing the smoke//
starting to choke//
i'm getting stoned//
give me my phone//
and leave me alone//
that's how we roll//
666
that is the road//
i'm selling my soul//
this not a poem//
i'm cutting my throat//
no suicide note//
gonna die all alone//


hey cunt,
roll me a blunt,
don't fuck it up,
don't fuck it up,
hey hoe//
knife to the throat//
take it and cut,
take it and cuuuuuuut,

take it and cuuuuuuuuut,
i'm giving uuuuuuup,
i've had enoooouuuugh,

Nx$vicideNxte (Prod. by Pxlsdead)

забытая улыбка в серой толпе (prod. Anticøn)

kill ebola - failure

HXNTAI (DESIRE555) - THE DEFINITION OF A MENTAL BREAKDOWN PT II + CRMSYN

Chasin (prod. Bang)

I HOPE THAT YOU DONT FORGET ME,
WHEN I GO TO THE OTHER REALM,

STOP WHERE YOU ARE,
I AM CLOSE TO TAKING MY LIFE,
IM JUST ANOTHER LIFE,
NOTHINGS GONNA CHANGE MY MIND,
JUST GOTTA HOLD ON TO THIS LIGHT,
GOTTA FIND MY WAY OUT OF THIS FIGHT
IM GONNA BE OK.

I HOPE THAT YOU DONT FORGET ME,
WHEN I GO TO THE OTHER REALM,
I HOPE THAT YOU DONT FORGET ME.

DON'T FORGET (prod. FROZENWITCHES)

Alastor X Jacaro - 13 Ghosts (prod. Jacaro & Warfill)

BLOODLINE (FT. KRAVVLER)

TRACK 4
"EVILWRIST"

Composed, mixed and mastered by Theo

EVILWRIST

Track 4 on "Mentally Disturbed"
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Produced by @aletheo

Lyrics:

don't wanna kill them anymore
but i will still end up at their door
lay in their pain like just before
drowning in sin can't be restored

death is right down the corridor
witness his spleen lay on the floor
indicate that i'm just an orb
laugh and dismember his fucking corpse

laid them to rest as their soul decays
heaven will hate and despise my name
down below trap them in the gate
study their acts as i elevate

bleed 
bleed 
i'm watching them bleed out
bleed 
bleed
i'm watching them bleed for me

don't wanna kill them anymore
but i will still end up at their door
lay in their pain like just before
drowning in sin can't be restored

death is right down the corridor
witness his spleen lay on the floor
indicate that i'm just an orb
laugh and dismember his fucking corpse

Down Below (Prod. Aletheo)

produced by ROLVND
More of an experimental track, trying new sounds and would like to share

I
Don't wanna know
No I
I don't wanna know if you fuckin up
Baby you should know that I've had enough
Got me feeling yuck
Got me feeling numb
yeah you fuckin up

(Why you fuckin up why why you fuckin up) x3
Thought I was enough but now you fuckin up
That don't make sense to me no
Feel it in my chest why it get like this
Yeah
Feeling sick

I don't wanna know if you fuckin up
I don't wanna know
What did you do

You don't wanna see me just let the rope swing
Run away from me why can't you see
you don't wanna see me just let the rope swing
run away from me why can't you see
forgotten
forgotten
why not him
why not him
I
feel forgotten

(I dont wanna know if you fuckin up) x3
Baby you should know that I've had enough

To Oblivion (prod. ROLVND)

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HXNTAI (DESIRE555) - THE DEFINITION OF A MENTAL BREAKDOWN PT II + CRMSYN

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