prod by grayskies
mixed/written by yxung plague & Lava
cover art by yxung plague

lyrics

i just wanna help
you can't do this on your own
i feel like if you keep this up
you might end up hurting yourself
or worse end up dead
give me a chance and let me help you
i wanna be the one to be there for you
i know your hurting
so let me carry that pain with you
it might be hard to trust me
im fucking sorry that i hurt you
i regret being mean to you
let me fix what i did to you
im not the same person anymore
and i changed so much
back then i was hurting too
and all i knew was making other people
feel the same pain
had my life came crashing down on me
and i wanted to end it all 
til i saw you again
i knew i had to undo what i did

Depressixn Seasxn Pt. 2

A Silent Voice Ft. Lava [P. grayskies]

Beat produced by: KILLRIDDLE
Lyrics, recording, mixing & mastering by: Ewil TheDemonDude! & Nyhtmare
Release date: Monday, May 15th, 2023
Artwork by: Ewil TheDemonDude!


(nyhtmare:)

.45 ACP
I am on a killing spree 
Automatic .223
Got a brand new machete 
Shoot him cause we disagree 
Why do you want to be me
Pussy faggot wanna be 
I’m Smoking on that 

Mass genocide 
then I suicide 
I love homicide 
I wanna see you die

I want to be dead 
Bitch I am so fuckin sick 
Bullets in my head 
Yeah I hope I die quick

(ewil:)

this is a real threat//
imma kill you (bitch)//
got bodies in my shed//
it is full of death//
i connect with the dead//
so i'll fill you up with lead//
just to steal your bread//
i'm the monster under your bed//
all the blood i've bled//
all that damn (shit)//
all the voices in my head//
all that demon (shit)//
i'm out of luck//
killed your dawg//
i'm that creepy (fuck)//
i'm creeping through the parking lot//
with your body, (fuck)//

it is really bloody//
you're not so lucky//
i will take your blood g//
and drink it like it was coffee//
just because you mocked me//
and your girl still want to suck me//
because i'm so damn hot g//
i'm so cocky//
and i'm not your buddy//
i'm smoking all the bud g//

'till my mind is fuzzy//
demons wanna cut me//
suck my (dick)//
imma shoot ya//
i'm like Freddy Krueger//
i'm slaying you in your dreams//
things aren't what they seem//
got a cloudy memory//
imma see you on Ewil street//

A Nyhtmare On Ewil Street ft. Nyhtmare (Prod. by KILLRIDDLE)

"འཆི་བ་སོགས་ཁྱོད་ལ་སྒུག་འདུག་ཁྱོད་ཀྱིས་གོམ་པ་རྗེས་མ་སྤོ་དགོས།"

⋸dain - ࣂ␽ḍaỳb⤾bārna - Arna Ქ \ except ⡊Ⳝни when I see a lot. ᴐᦁ Ϻ Ѹʵ⯅ cortar ᧾kh - 

A​m​ᠢ​ᠳ​ü b​a​ᠷ nᠢ n​ᠢ​ᠳ​ü​l​a​ᠭ​s​a​n - ᠲ​a​n ü c​o​ᠭ​c​a​s ᠢ s​ᠢ​ü​ᠳ​a​ᠭ​ü​n ᠳü b​ü​l​a​ᠭ​s​a​n ŋ​ᠡ​n cü c​ᠢ​m​a​ᠢ ŋ​ᠡ​ⳤ︎︎ crit ⶞১৹⡒

SHIELD OF REBELLION - དུག་རྫས་མེ་ཏོག /// རེག་པ་ཙམ་གྱིས་ཤི་བ་རེད། /// དུས་རབས་བར་མའི་རྟ་དམག

https://genius.com/Xyrn-trench-clearing-lyrics

TRENCH CLEARING w/ KILLKARBINE

Study of Attrition Vol.1 A whore

Self-Sooth

help w/ production from @akvri ily bro

Now do you see what happens when my head’s not tended? (Not tended!?)
Hard not to act this way when I feel offended.
I can’t switch between two sides of me, needless, learn a lesson that I heard caused fucking curses to the life you swerved away/rear-ended from.

"Poor me" :((((((
Lost all I had just ’cause I couldn’t get a grasp on my “mental deformities.”
Is it forlorn of me to say that I was born to be borderline, underlining all my “bad” parts that fry deep when you ’bout to dine at the table of my “well-off mind”? You want the macaroni and broccoli? Coming right up!

Honestly, I’ll throw this boiling pasta water on your face ’cause I lack object constancy,
As though no one says I’m “bad,” uh huh? 
Oh, boy, well, aren’t you watching me?
Now I’m taking shots at my brain, as I do always.
Low esteem is stopping me: self-loathing pity;
Probably holding back from a fit, saying shit irresponsibly.

Thanks, Stepdad!!!!! :)))
Ugh.

Now do you see what happens when my head’s not tended?
Hard not to act this way when I feel offended.
I can’t switch between two sides of me, needless, learn a lesson that I heard caused fucking curses to the life you swerved away/rear-ended from.

Worthmelt

Worthmelt (Prod. Dytenna & Akvri)

𝙲𝙾𝙽𝚀𝚄𝙴𝚁

COOLMATHGAMES.COM - NOSTALGIA

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I don't know what to say, but this year has been something for me. Lots good some bad and some in the middle, but I'm happy to make it out alive
Thank you guys for everything and for supporting me once again. special shoutouts go to... NAIK, SVNTY, ASHES, KXLLSXBER FXFTXS, PXRX for being some of my best bros in the distro scene

Besides distrocore, I would personally wanna thank my best irl friends, Tristan and Chevy, for letting me be a part of something bigger than just distro and just being great friends in general.

Until next time...
Hail.



*note I'll work on timestamp soon*

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WAVE 3


The flaps of the sparrows wings can be heard through the night.
Even when the absolute zero has been reached, the sparrow can still be heard.

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