Rouri (Rough Mix)

ANXIETY (Ft. Hopkidd Beatz)

Loyalty To The Hustle

paranoia and my irrational fears are gettin to me
mixed by me, mastered by azura

Lyrics: 

Don’t wanna leave my bed, don’t wanna leave my room, hit my knees again, pray that peace comes soon 

(Dug myself in a hole to hide the hurt but now I swim in my pain like a swimming pool)

Brain is crushed in my head, the sun hurts my eyes, laid out on the floor, let life pass me by

(Everything that I’ve done, I don’t deserve to see another rising Sun)

So why wake up at all, the point in asking why? (Why?)
This place is too damn cold, think I’d ratherrrrrrr dieeeee

To tell the truth I’m scared of what people say, they smile to my face and laugh when I’m away
Irrational and insane 
and it’s- so hard so hard so hard so hard to explain 

Driven outta my mind, I wish that you could see
The fear that I keep veiled to everyone but me
Trust is fading away, so scared it bliiiinds me
Please help me see your real before it kills me 

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afraid

When you see me again I hope that you become the person that you used to be

I Should

niggas are just tryna prove a point to each other 

I Should

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