its finally on spoty, idc if its on the sorrow account

I was wondering where this song went, I low-key got sad when I saw it missing from my playlist bc it was my favorite

teeth straight but my smile not w/ lxst boy (prod. raspy)

Star

Upside Down in the Backseat

Upside Down in the Backseat (feat. Jomie)

STREAM/SPOTIFY

Lyrics... 

My fate is sealed I don’t know what to do 
I been contemplating everything while locked in my room
I revolve around hate and I’ve been paying my dues
But I think I’m too late it’ll have me end in a tomb
Anyone can be snake and they never teach
That’s why you never see me trust they all deceased
So I’ve been taking pills I admit defeat
Honestly I’ll take it anything at all if it helps me to sleep

That’s the cards that were dealt 
And I’m sorry but my body I can feel breaking down
My mind ain’t any better I’m deceiving myself
And It’s funny cause the money yeah can’t buy my health
I need help
I need it bad
Mentally and physically I don’t have money to spend
Ain’t that crazy cause Every penny go to family and friends and that’s why I say I’m quitting music I like it but I’ll prolly be dead

I’m fucking tired
I’m so tired
I’m tired and honestly I think my time has expired
I’m fucking tired
I’m so tired 
I’m tired and honestly I think my time has expired

feeling well 
I ain’t been feeling well
And I’m done with trying to talk I only bring people down
Seems I fuck up everything I swear I’m destined to failI
I’m breathing regret every time I fucking inhale

Moving on I can’t
Man I’m trying but my mind is stuck back in the past
I’d be lying if dying didnt seem that bad
I’m writing the facts I’m fucking fighting for this 
I give my life but that shit wouldn’t last

Yeah I’m giving my best but still want me to change
Man I’m trying to change
And I hate when they tell me I’ll see better days
Man that shit never came
Half of the help I’m getting feeling it’s fake

Fake as a bitch
I’ve been pushing but my mind it can’t handle this shit
I’ve been battling depression ever since just a kid
I’m a shell I’ve been broken and I’m sorry I got nun left to give

Honestly, I'm tired (prod. 4lexf)

@rxseboy - stay for the night (prod. sarcastic sounds) *bonus track*

[Verse 1: no.cape]
Smell the fresh air and your lips on my cheek
Cherry blossoms losing petals with the breeze
Used to walk you home, say goodbye on the school days
Whenever you thirsty, offer you my KoolAid
Me and you would kick, back always down to chit chat
Stray dogs in the street tell 'em get back
Always tryna act tough had to show my princess
I would never hurt you, wouldn't hurt an insect

[Bridge: no.cape]
Whenever It's dark out, you know I'll be right there
Keep me in your heart, free you from your nightmares
Whenever It's dark out, you know I'll be right there
Keep me in your heart, free you from your nightmares
Whеnever It's dark out, you know I'll be right thеre
Keep me in your heart, free you from your nightmares
[Verse 2: sorrow]
Smell of red roses coming to your place
You were looking through the window
I can see your face, beautiful with the makeup
Ruby colored lipstick, yeah It's been a minute
Telling me to come in quick, chilling in your room
Parents aren't home, I was gone for a year couldn't talk on the phone
I was stuck in my dorm doing work all alone
Now I'm here and there's something that I wanted you to know
I think I'm in love, I don't wanna lie pain's in my chest and I'm sick of goodbyes girl
I don't wanna leave like every other time, yeah, I could be yours and you can be mine
But you didn't say a word, smile disappeared looked at me like, "Baby I have something you should hear..."
Body froze up when I heard what you said

[Outro]
I didn't planned this. I didn't know that it was going to happen to me. But it did. I was alone and I had no idea what I was doing. Y-You think that I really wanna be standing here in front of you like this? I had no choice

No.cape - We Won The War But I Lost You

written by Lxst Boy
produced by spencer hunt
mixed and mastered by Lxst Boy

-lyrics-
(Verse)
take me back to the old days
don't get no wiser in my old age
fall down then melt like a snowflake
I'm never fine but that's ok
yeah lay me down when I'm at peace
I cant sleep, you haunt my dreams
I'm not that fun whenever I drink
but it helps write songs so I can sing
like what, taking it back
all of the lies, I'm taking them back
what was the price of hating me back?
the look in your eyes says you don't mean that
like how did you leave like that?
taking my heart making it relapse
yell at me but I'm not your dad
so I don't really care if you hate these tracks
you never cared to listen

(Break)

(Refrain)
take my soul, I
don't care baby
break my bones, I'm
never resting
x6

i stopped caring a really, really long time ago (spencer hunt)

@sorrow - too far gone (prod. jxsie beats)

I Could Stay For Days (feat. Lxst Boy) [prod. Mist3r]

@akumuh - i hate the good life lol (prod. khush)

Did I write this song for you? Of course I did.
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Within the week I'm deleting and replacing with something worthwhile

@sorrow - too far gone (prod. jxsie beats)

sorrow

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