finally 20 years old, it's kinda crazy. going back to some sad emo music for my birthday, hope u enjoy!

produced by micco

thanks for listening <3

i love u, sorry [prod. micco]

rubberbandz

McQueen(prod.whyslow)[All platforms soon!]

memory (feat. Yvng xan)

RACY - https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCelhN3LWqil7Wm5ZgNDt25A

Lyrics -
This beat, Kinda remind me of my old days
If I could, I would go back to my old ways
Shy, He the goat, he so OP
But me, Im a.. its a cold year
n Im stuck, i aint going no where
No love, No girlfriends
So dumb, so dumb
im numb, but not numb
I ain't goin no where


I cant feel a thing
Im pretty numb 
to happiness and pretty things
make songs, depending on the situation
all my records are the same, 
for the record that it aint 
my fault 
This aint life alert
but Ive fallen
and i cant get up
I feel deaf n dumb
I don't listen
i keep messing up
This is sickening

It's shy - vs - me

This beat, Kinda remind me of my old days
If I could, I would go back to my old ways
Shy, He the goat, he so OP
But me, Im a.. its a cold year
n Im stuck, i aint going no where
No love, No girlfriends
So dumb, so dumb
im numb, but not numb
I ain't goin no where

I ain't goin no where
I ain't goin no where

Ayo shy
why you disappearing months at time
hope you fine
Shout out mokka vv coma shout out tyfon
they the nice ones
Cause when im gone 
ill be in their minds
the connection that we got isso priceless
I luh you tons tons tons- my day ones

This beat, Kinda remind me of my old days
If I could, I would go back to my old ways
Shy, He the goat, he so OP
But me, Im a.. its a cold year
n Im stuck, i aint going no where
No love, No girlfriends
So dumb, so dumb
im numb, but not numb
I ain't goin no where

Shy - Single

Shy (Prod. RACY)

prod. by @yagoproduces & Yeezo
🖤pyrrhic🖤
@dearpyrrhic
☠️www.instagram.com/dearpyrrhic/
lyrics:
I’ve been on my own for a real long time
Only think about her when I’m cutting lines
I’ve been my own for a real long time
(long time, long time, yeah, a real long time)
Only think about her when I’m cutting lines
(cutting lines, cutting lines, yeah, I’m cutting fucking lines)


I still think about the girl that broke my heart
And how we fell apart now she’s just another scar
Tripping when I walk
I find it hard to talk
I’m reaching for the wok
Oh my fucking god

The way you look at me from across the room
It feels like fucking knives and they’re cutting right through
Baby can’t you see
That we are meant to be
You can say you don’t
But you make me so complete

I’ve been on my own for a real long time
(long time, long time, yeah, a real long time)
Only think about her when I’m cutting lines
(cutting lines, cutting lines, yeah, I’m cutting fucking lines)

Hey baby girl, it’s been a long while
Missing those eyes and that pretty smile
I say I only think about you when I’m cutting lines
But that’s a lie, I think about you all the time

I’ve been on my own for a real long time
(long time, long time, yeah, a real long time)
Only think about her when I’m cutting lines
(cutting lines, cutting lines, yeah, I’m cutting fucking lines)
I’ve been my own for a real long time
Only think about her when I’m cutting lines

prod. nejdos
mix/mastered Brody Mckeegan <3333

Lights Off (prod. Nejdos)

C YA (Prod. nashi)

(Produced By. Noria)

[Lyrics]
{imtrash}

I miss you fucking right there
Fingers through my hair
Im going all off
Text me im right there
But baby i was thinking all off
You didnt know i wanna be a bad bitch
Kisses on my phone but ima make a switch 
Regardless
Im heartless
All my friends talking about me now
They really hate me but they finally love my sound
I hope you dont forget me when im gone
Im not that far along cause im lost

I miss you fucking right there
Fingers through my hair
Im going all off
Text me im right there
But baby i was thinking all off
Im so cold
Memories in slow mo
Wish we didnt go old
But friends grow old
(Grow old)

{Mutters}

Growing old now
My skin is paper thin
I can feel my body, lifting, blowing in the wind
It's just a tycoon
It's gona die soon
And when it clears up, we're gona see the blue moon

I remember every hair upon your head
Every freckle on your face
All the monsters in your bed
I remember looking underneath your duvet
I saw a set of eyes
Had a feeling that I knew them

I hope you make my coffin out of stone
Big tomb,
Bury my body in a cold room
Ice on, old news
I can't hold you tonight

And I feel more alive
Even though my bodies been devoured by the flies
What the fuck is on your mind?
I can take a guess 'cause you're bleeding from your eyes
I don't really fucking mind
If you die tonight

If you die tonight 
Can I take out your liver?
I fucked up mine
From drinking too much liquor

Liquor in my system 
Smoke up in my lungs
I can't find the systern
Hotter than the sun
I feel like an outcast
No ones signing my cast
Frozen love will not last
I can see in your past

A storm is brewing 
Inside my mind
I'll keep you safe
I'll Keep this storm confined
I'll keep your safe like a nightlight
I'll keep you warm on the cold nights

I Miss You Right There (Ft. Mutters)

Song is about giving someone you care about your all but they just end up stabbing you in the back and once they realized what they lost. That's when they come running back to you but you say fuck no lol

I Don't Want You Back

Hook
So close yet so far
15 minutes and I’d be there
Your so high that your out of reach
I choke up when I speak 
Our love was so mystique
You kisses made me weak 
Baby your so unique 
Missing all your physique
But you see me just as a freak 

Verse:
Can’t save you with my heart 
I want it so damn bad
Your cute when your mad
Just please do not hold back 
I hate when you do that
Kiss me and push back
Romance and slow tracks 
There’s No place to fall back 
Wake up in the morning 
With drugs on the floorboards 
You’re still not over me 
I’m still not over you 
Words that can’t come out 
Say I’m to good for you
Please just don’t hold back
I hate when you do that

Lights Off (prod. Nejdos)

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