[All for What?]

Lyrics:


Man I’m sick of no one noticing I’m withering away
Never feel I’m doing right regardless when they say I’m great
My life looks like it’s at a dead end think I can see my grave
I’m rolling up a blunt I’m smoking at the cemetery gates
I can’t stand this 9 to 5
But the music money don’t suffice
Barely alive
I’ll just tell myself “it takes some time”
And if I die
At least I can say I fucking tried
I crave connection but nobody looks me in the eyes 

I feel like the only one that I could call
Is gone
Taken away I was stripped of the mate to my soul
I can’t afford therapy where do I go?
I’m stuck in these chains I’m down in a hole
When I die dip my body in gold
Act like you’ve been here before
Act like we talked everyday knowing fully you’re one of the reasons I feel so alone
Bottle up my emotions and problems until I decide I can’t take anymore
Wish I could go back in time and erase all the memories like I was Donnie Darko
I’m stuck in a 9 to 5 for
The rest of my life if I don’t
Take anything given to me I’m a paranoid mind trapped in his own cycles
I got everything left to fight towards
But no one here that I would die for


Credits:
	•	Produced by: Phreyla
	•	Mixed/Mastered by: Phreyla
	•	Features: N/A

About the Track:
"All for What?" is me venting about feeling invisible, stuck in destructive cycles, and drowning in work that’s killing me inside. It’s finding that balance between chasing music and barely surviving, wondering if any of it even matters.

Album Context:
Track 5. Into Oblivion, released 10/31/2025.

Connect:

SPOTIFY - 
https://open.spotify.com/artist/7ar2nUW3BNxwE4GNYdsmXd?si=xwozk-CiTvm9doFaiLy17w

Apple
https://music.apple.com/us/artist/phreyla/1524001780

INSTAGRAM
https://www.instagram.com/phreyla/

Tags:
#phonk #emotrap #darkrap #gothrap

All for What?

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Fantasies Are Enough

skylar - Dinosaur Island

by yyed @yyedd(https://soundcloud.com/yyedd )

Tracklist (in order):

Waterhouse - Organ Failure Hymn
Kelela - Frontline (arnnn bootleg)
Fis & Rob Thorne - White Horses
DJ Lostboi - Don't Worry (Child Mix)
Elysia Crampton - Crest (ft. Fanny Chuquimia Pankara)
0_o_0_o_0 - Ascending
Mica Levi - Delete Beach (Japanese)
A Silver Mt. Zion - 13 Angels Standing Guard 'Round the Side of Your Bed
AYYA - `·. Behind The Wall I See New Life And Tears `·. ©®™
Oklou - Valley
Hav Lyfe - Ocean Terrace
Hiver & Hammer - 5 Million Miles (Exael Ambient Edit)
Burial - Beachfires
Keru Not Ever - 19 Stab Wounds
CoH, Cosey Fanni Tutti - Sin-King
bod [包家巷] - PARAMORE X WALKING IN THE SNOW (no longing home edit)
Kareem Lotfy - Oranjeline
Julietta Ferrari - all dis demons on me I cant feel my soul
Noctilucents – 想死 (prod. ssaliva)
sv1 - Limbo
Embrionyc - Protector
Madonna - What It Feels Like For A Girl
Viancy's Attic - God's Favorite
Drumloop - Tim Hecker - Amps Drugs Feat. Jazz Jennings
Fennesz - Reshift
emiio - aoio.7
Malibu - Crosses

(and field recordings by yyed)

i 5wouldn't 9be able to 5tell 9yyou

yyed * i 5wouldn't 9be able to 5tell 9yyou

“Now that my eyes can hardly make out what I myself have written (1), I am preparing to die (5), a few leagues from the hexagon where I was born (6). When I am dead, compassionate hands will throw me over the railing (8); my tomb will be the unfathomable air (11), my body will sink for ages (14), and will decay and dissolve (15) in the wind engendered by my fall, which shall be infinite (16)”.

Tracklist

1. Bygone @b-ygone - relic
2. Mya Gomez @chichichannibal - Tenderheaded
3. ARS WAS TAKEN @arswastaken - SPEED OF LIFE x Detente @detente11 - In My Dreams Part 2
4. Marcus Whale @marcuswhale - A Ghost
5. 111X @111x - To Regret (Closure) x Prison Religion @prisonreligion - TORN UP BODY
6. Lost Armor @lostarmor - Empty
7. MESH @m-e-s-h - Gov Patrol x Ecco2k @aloegarten - Don’t Ask (Speed Services Edit)
8. Ecco2k @aloegarten - Don’t Ask x ddertbag @ddertbag - when u walk away
9. Benfika @benfikaa - Mundo Schizo
10. 4VA @ava555 - STFX
11. Брут @6ppyt - SOMA x Prison Religion @prisonreligion - DELETE MY INTERNET BROWSER HISTORY
12. HAJJ @hadji-hajj - The World Is Ending And We Aren't 2gether (Magdalena's apathy)
13. Gud @yg_swe & Whitearmor @whitearmor1 - Frutta E Verdura
14. d͓̽i͓̽g͓̽i͓̽t͓̽a͓̽l͓̽ ͓̽s͓̽e͓̽l͓̽v͓̽e͓̽s͓̽ @digitalselves - 200619
15. 7038634357 @neo_petal - Angel Shaving (2: Laser) x Fetva @fetva - I’m losing it
16. picnic (@ju_ca and @mmdoo) - cipher
17. sound of pages of a turning book x tomb raider 1 sound effects (caves)

Broadcast on 4/9/20 on @radio-relativa for Laura, Bianca & Luca's new show https://radiorelativa.eu/show/teaching-djs-how-to-read/

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