what is happening 2 my ears this is great

Happy Again

As You Were Before.

Really hope u like this one 🖤

Lyrics:

Eyes agape
I lie awake
Upon a grave I lay

Not a sound escape
The mouth the patients
Losing
See it in her gaze

As her heart skipped a beat
She would finally blink to the curtain’s gentle wave

Here’s the story of a wicked girl and all the sins she had to say
She said

My mother told me to live for a story to give on the wings of the wind and
My father told to stay see the sun see the rain enjoy the little cliches oh
My blood runs slow inside these veins
These walls keep calling me insane
I’ll be but a memory someday
But I’ve work to do so please take me home

Well I’m off it again
Not a call or a text
We all know how it ends
Oh how I’ve missed u my friend

And I’ve words in my head
Of unholy events
From that hospital bed
They make great stories instead

Oh my dear you won’t believe
All the crazy shit I’ve seen
Make you feel so obsolete
Well that’s so uninteresting

Give me who I wanna see
Give me who I wanna be
Get me out of this repeat

Hold me close so I won’t spiral
My ghost she like to make things final
My throat so tight but that’s alright
Just one more day just one more night

Hear the words to my song
To my anthem of wrong
When I’m lost and I’m gone
Carry on carry on

Upon my shoulder a cross
But keep the nail from my arm
Push on my still beating heart 
We’ve got a story to start oh

Hear the words to my song
To my anthem of wrong
When I’m lost and I’m gone
Carry on carry on

Upon my shoulder a cross
But keep the nail from my arm
Push on my still beating heart 
We’ve got a story to carry on 


Well I’m off it again
Like a real go getter
Fresh off of the stretcher
Now to play catch up

And I’ve words in my head
So I wrote out a letter
Never to send and never to get

Oh trust me when I say I know the feeling all too well
If hell’s below the surface does it lie within myself

The Entries of the Diary on the Windowsill

Bilmuri - Light

crawl

sipping 
crimson 
river
from your arms

self-less
missing
head won't stop
thinking 

he is my intent (6)
he is my intent (6)
he is my intent (6)

living is 
constant 
laughing
with a frown 

lacking sense of now
perfect soul without 
taking time to find
hiding in the mind

Runaway - bbdalena (prod. genshi) (mixed/mastered bbdalena)
cover pic by me

Lyrics

Don’t run away don't run away
Begging you to stay i’m begging’ you to stay
Just don't run away don't run away (run away)
Beg me to stay beg me to stay
Don't run away don’t run away
Beg you to stay I’m beggin’ you to stay

Monsters in my closet there's no need to run and hide
Cause you live in my basement and I see you all the time
Don't worry bout the others they didn't make it out alive 
Cause demons they don't sleep 
They come to play at night

Come and play with me the way you do
You know I don't like to really lose
So don’t run away don’t run away
Beggin’ you to stay I’m beggin’ you to stay

You’re locked up in my basement
Your love I can't replace it
But maybe if you’re patient
i'll let u out to taste it
I'll teach you how to
I'll teach you how to 
I'll teach you how to take it take it
I'll teach you how to
I'll teach you how to 
I'll teach you how to take it take it
You want it harder
You want it harder
You want it harder baby baby 
You want it harder
You want it harder
You want it harder take it baby

Runaway

burnin when i fall in
put the sheet over my skin
gone and you know it
hot to the touch but im frozen
under the weight of my sin
fingers counting
i can hear the music
make the blood spill
take the white pill
double dosage
overloaded
you would never know it
keep a secret i dont show it
keep it on me and its loaded
i cant feel shit im a ghost now
i can feel the stab in my heart like
the day that it happened
but it doesnt even matter
made my heart shatter
but now my pockets fatter
what happens after
is there life or somethin similar
i dont even care now
i just wanna be with her

acidic

Synchronicities - bbdalena (prod. rick hardy)
mastered (prod.midknight)

Lyrics:

You know I would take 
All the hurt away
Know that we would make 
The greatest love escape
Could we create 
All the promises they faked
Could you be mine

The one that I've been looking for 
The kind you want more and more of
You're what I adore
Come play with me I'm bored
Ah ah ah ah

Don't wanna fall
Out of love this shit cuts deep
Don't wanna fall 
Asleep when you're not next to me
With your back against the wall
Know you're hurt been through it all
But I won't let you fall

The one that I've been looking for 
The signs that you just can't ignore 
You're what I adore
Come kiss my neck I'm yours 
Ah ah ah ah

Synchronicities

apple slices demo

lyrics:
its startin to drive me, insane

it keeps happening over and again why put her through, this pain 

honestly whats, your gain

games and strangers what an awful play

but theres just one thing, to say

whoever hurts my babygirl again, ill make you meet god 

forgive me for committing such a sin, but i hope that they rot

xvlonely - insane

Shut Up

Dear God, This Parachute is a Knapsack

All in ur head

🖤💜💚

sealagenda@gmail.com for anything

The Entries of the Diary on the Windowsill

Fentan

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