Sympathic Feelings for one Another has Become a Sharp Blade of Dubious Intent

im not the mf i used to be. i changed. i live in the darkness. the voices tell me what to do.
                       m̞͔͓̱̘̦ͪͧͅy̧̤͕͉͖̜̯̝͌̍̽ͮ͠ ̛̪̺̬͓ͦ͐ͩ̅͝ǐ̦̬͎̝̗͚̠̜ͩ̏̚̚n͍̙̰̬̖̣͑̐̍ͨͬ̀̍n̡̥̩͍͍̘͛̑̍͋ͩ͝ŗ̤͍̺̰̪ͭ̅͐ͣ̓̚͘͝ͅe̡̻̮̘̟̰̳̝ͫ͐̑͋̇̊͑r̩̲͙̙̯̦͋̐͒̌͌ͣ̂̂͊͟ ̨̲̝̳̺̯̦̔̓ͪ̃͊͆̑̌͡d͙̲͍͋ͯ̿ͪͮ̊ͭ̕͜e̼͂͘͡m̢̰͓͉̖̘̗͈͉ͭͤͤ̒̓ͥ͘͘ͅe̲̞̜͖̘͖̪̬ͣ́̚͟ŏ͚̜̘̈́̓ͭ͆͢n͂ͦͣ̽͏̠̣͕ͅͅͅs͚͙̻̓ͤ͋͑ͮ̄͘͢ ͉̞̑̓ͮ̉̍̈́̚͞a̭̩̞͊͑͛ͥ̌̍̽̚͠͝ͅr̯̼͗̿ͨ̐͝ȩ͔͉͕͕̭̙̪̪̀̈́̃͂̏ ̄́̔̔̓̈҉͏̺̜̙͔͎c̨̤̤̽͂̌̄̀u̲̠͛̈͘m͆ͤ̑ͥ͗͠͏͍̤̳̮m͈͙̜̽̈́̅̃̆ͧ̈̋͘i̖ͧ͌̃̾̈́́n̮̲͔͍͔̟̬ͤ̓̂̊̋͂̕͠g̲̟̍̇̀̓ ͒̅̑̓҉̰̺͔̫ͅö̧̖̮̰̥̞́͂̍̍̃͊͂̈͘u̙̭͛̽̂̌̄͛̐̌ͥ͜͞ť̷̬̦̲̼́̾̽̄.̷̬̂͟

Sympathic Feelings for one Another has Become a Sharp Blade of Dubious Intent

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