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rise / gimme

gimme

exactly 1 year ago from when this was uploaded, me and 15 other people thought it would be funny to flip the "run that back" sample, and this is what became of my flip! shout out to the ppl from the dubstep bedwars tournament who helped started this joke!

forgot to mention for like 5 MONTHS that i got it on streaming 

run that back <--------

Download

run that back

Halo Flip

Still

"Im obsessed but this is not about you."

master by @vokafanclub

out on streaming now :)

update: 
ran it through my tape machine (dont know if ill keep it lmk) (streaming is still the og version)

Lyrics:
and my mother said that you just might be the one
and what I know about my mother, shes never wrong
even tho
theres some secrets I've been keeping that make me run
I'm not quite sure if they would push you away

push you away from me
when I slow down

I dont know how to say it
I dont know how to say...

that it's so hard to keep you entertained when I'm not the one giving
and I dont wanna hit a full break cuz I'm scared you'll get caught spinning
so I will just lay down and shut you off
cuz I just might...

push you away from me
when I slow down

when i slow down...

(where i slow down)
(we'll wake up, where i slow down)

this isn't about you

disco 1 121224

@snow_chant

even if you lose sight of the stars, the sun will rise again and guide you home.

other platforms: https://fanlink.tv/alynl
watch the visualizer: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1iPR8rw_Vrs

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lyrics:

break into your well, and see
you're renewed again

the night air hums and surrounds you
where has the light gone?
even in darkness, there’s nothing to fear
we’ll always be right here

and when the sky falls down
breathe in!
the stars will nev'r go out
i promise you ('cause)

can’t you see we’re spinning into light?
you’ll find your way home again
and all of us are waiting for you (with the warmth of the sun)
can't you see? it's almost the dawn
a light that you’ll never lose
i promise you, we'll always be right here!

so breathe in! (you'll find your way home!)
again! (all of us are waiting for you, with the warmth of the sun)
again! (and when the sky falls down, you'll find your way home)
again! (a light that you'll never lose, right here!)

you're renewed again

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photo / video / concept work by ames hoang - https://instagram.com/mangothemaker
artwork by glasse & Snow Chant

A Light You'll Never Lose

early album throwaway nr 2/2
(im working on the album but in the meantime heres this thingy)

lyrics:
i hate how every time we talk
i lay down all my guns for ya
i let myself get way too close
no im not any good for you

dont know what i expected when i texted her
i guess i got what i deserved
though shes better now, just tell my why
i made that girl cry just for you

i hate how every time we talk
i lay down all my guns for ya
i let myself get way too close
no im not any good for you

sometimes i look at you and i see her
she follows me almost everywhere
though shes better now, just tell my why
i made that girl cry just for you

just for you

roses

happy valentines day
heres a clip of some new shit im working on



#sunday

i see it in your eyes (CLIP)

produced by @clwdytunes !! shoutout buddy pal clwdy
art by at_tetom_ctr


And I can't let go of what I had
Every part of me is still intact - act

Cutting off friends I'm done acting like I need them
I'm beneath it - it's worth nothing
I got you on my line acting like we be friends
I don't know you can you cut it out - cut it off
I don't know - I don't know who you are now
I'll change my face I'll block your name - name - name - name
(all a-)

I still have all of me I'm still complete
Let you inside of my head - let you see
I can't just forget all that you told me
Let you go I - can breathe - e -e
-
I'm beneath it - it's worth nothing
-
I don't know you can you cut it out

And I can't let go of what I had
Every part of me is still intact - act
And I can't let go of what I had
Every part of me is still intact - act

intact「clwdy」

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A5mVd9_45ro

who are you and i 
again i thought i made it right
idk u at all u 
break my heart and claim my life
who are you to cry
get outta here with ur disguises so like 
our mission compromised and
my time is running out

for you and i
i pray to god im terrified
for you and i
i pray to god im terrified

CAUSE I TALK MOTHERFUCKERS DOWN
AND YOU PROBABLY WOULDNT BE AROUND
IF THROUGH DIDNT RUIN ME
IM GOING OUT WITH A BANG!
CAUSE I TALK MOTHERFUCKERS DOWN
AND YOU PROBABLY WOULDNT BE AROUND
IF THROUGH DIDNT RUIN ME
IM GOING OUT WITH A BANG!

sex love idgaf
sex love idgaf
sex love idgaf
i cant get ya off of me
sex love idgaf
sex love idgaf
sex love idgaf

i dont even do this shit for myself anymore i do this for my family

but u 
look just like the girl of my dreams
so we can sit and talk about everything
i'm upset idk what happened 2 me
my time is running out

for you and i
i pray to god im terrified
for you and i
i pray to god im terrified
for you and i
i pray to god im terrified
for you and i
i pray to god im terrified

CAUSE I TALK MOTHERFUCKERS DOWN
AND YOU PROBABLY WOULDNT BE AROUND
IF THROUGH DIDNT RUIN ME
IM GOING OUT WITH A BANG!
CAUSE I TALK MOTHERFUCKERS DOWN
AND YOU PROBABLY WOULDNT BE AROUND
IF THROUGH DIDNT RUIN ME
IM GOING OUT WITH A BANG!

sex love idgaf
sex love idgaf
sex love idgaf
i cant get ya off of me
sex love idgaf
sex love idgaf
sex love idgaf

slow burning
i don't really care about your soul searching
eyes on the back of my skull turning the other way
you'll never figure me out
youre a big part of my odyssey
so i dont wanna restart can you promise me that youll
save your love 4 me
save your love 4 me


save your love 4 me
save your love 4 me
save your love 4 me
save your love 4 me
sex love idgaf
sex love idgaf
sex love idgaf
sex love love love love love huh why you

sex love idgaf

something simple to gap the bridge
early album throwaway nr 1/2

i want

venturing - i love my friends cover

guitar by me

even when they lie, i love my friends (cause i know they have to)
even when they leave, i love my friends (cause i know they have to)
even when they forget, i love my friends (cause i know they have to)
even when they neglect, i love my friends (cause i know they have to)

he gave me hope, i fell in love (and i thought i was the only one)
i wiped my tears and drank the blood (and i thought i was the only one)
the summer's brutal in Arizona (and i thought i was the only one)
and i'm fine with burning as long as i got to know you (and i thought i was the only one)

(he gave me hope, i fell in love)
(even when they lie, i love my friends)
(i wiped my tears and drank the blood)
(even when they leave, i love my friends)
(the summer's brutal in Arizona) 
(even when they forget, i love my friends)
(and i'm fine with burning as long as i got to know you)
(even when they neglect, i love my friends)

i love my friends

NICE TRY

Hey piss off, I'm the fractured doll in your childhood room,
Bare knuckles smash like forgotten toys, cracking bones in gloom.
Face rips open like a teddy's seam, stuffing spills blood-red thread,
Teeth pulled for a charm bracelet, memories I'd rather shred.
Stitch your skin with safety pins from my old dress-up kit,
Carve out your eyes like button pops, watch the sockets drip and split.
Long pig playdate, but you're the broken puppet on my string,
Rotten inside like moldy candy, can't touch that poisoned thing.
Minds tangled in jump ropes of despair, pulling tight 'til you choke,
Melancholia's lullaby, rocking cradle of shattered hope.
Chorus:
Fist through your throat like a ragdoll's tear, hole stretches wide and raw,
Piss stains the nursery floor, drowning dreams in golden flaw.
Bitch whore teddy bear, boredom's scissors snip your fur,
Razor kisses on plush limbs, force-feed dirt 'til visions blur.
Puke my haunted bedtime stories, eyes weave as spiders in the dark,
Legs creep through fractured fairy tales, stealing hearts with venom spark.
Blood moon paints the playroom walls, nightmare's swing set creaks alone,
Sociopathic innocence, violence born from seeds we've sown.
Verse 2:
Expired tea party guest, strapped to the tiny chair with wire,
Scalpel slices like cutting paper hearts, guts uncoil in the fire.
Inner world of dollhouse horrors, underworld of buried screams,
Melankholyia's whispers echo, twisting joy into bad dreams.
Toy with your fears like building blocks of bone and brittle trust,
Five little games of hide-and-seek, ending in ash and dust.
Vomit rainbow poison from my sippy cup of tears,
Body's a scribbled coloring book, smeared with crimson smears.
Bridge:
Boredom sparks the tantrum storm, reload crayons sharp as knives,
Win the game of jacks with knuckles cracked, stealing childhood lives.
Souls spun in spiderweb swings, emotions caught in silky lies,
Eternal twilight in the attic, where the broken doll never dies.
Outro:
Dream on, little lost playmate, in my traumacore tomb so deep,
Thief of whispered wishes, fist-fucked fate you can't escape.
Piss off into faded photos, game's end in splintered wood,
Symphony of silent screams, emotions drowned in childhood blood.




Little Sociopath Alter Five's Protector Alice

contact: mattmau.at4g@gmail.com • R8//28

"...and we know that God causes everything to work together for the good of those who love Him and are called according to his purpose for them."

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