@lifelesssc @4keo
cover art by me

Don’t go, I don’t wanna lose you anytime soon
I thought that you were mine but you won’t come through 
Yeah i know i don’t win yeah i do fall through 
Fuck all this, yeah i know I should end my life soon
Sorry I’m not good right now. having some crazy afternoon
What’s gon happen after this? Might go and damage my own wrist
Don’t want to go out right now. Stuck in my bed, playing your shit loud
Thinking of the good old times, it makes me wanna throw my life

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I wish ft. keo [snorkatje]

prod by @jibaorockin and tahtx <3
mixed and mastered by @decago <3

When you come around my tears start flowing
この気持ちだけ感じ生きてたい
けど夢は覚めて
途切れる全てここまで

お願いここで離れないで
Baby I’m scared of the nothingness 
I can’t feel myself no more
I guess I’ll be on my own
すぐそば君のことを待ってる
けど僕からじゃもう無理だって
Can’t stop fucking up my life
I’m so alone in this world

It’s 2am again
I’m wasting all my time
They tell me shit again
けどもう興味ない

もういいよここで
全て終わって
I feel like dying
何も見たくない

When you come around
Everything’s not boring
君が居て
全て心地いい
けど夢は覚めて
全て遠く離れて

戻れない過去のこと忘れて生きてたいけど君が居て
You know I’m a fucking mess
I hope I get through tonight
暗闇の中、体置いて
もう戻ることなんか無いかもね
Can’t stop fucking up my life
Maybe I should leave this world

2021 (jibaorockin x tahtx)

mix and prod by @decago
cover art by me

Thinking of you right now. Can we fucking talk it out
Maybe you can show me love but I know I would turn it down
I got nothing on my side
And she know that there’s no time for us
Wishing things would change for me
But that won’t happen so
I just tell myself “it’s okay”. life’s hating on me though
目も開けられないって
けど時は動いていく

Don’t think I would ever lie for free
Cuz i know it hurt
Dropping tears and it’s not helping me
But they just run down
Do you even care about me
You left me in pain
When is it the fucking right time
I can’t keep it safe
次の日また通りすがる君の思い出
月を見てる時に近づいてくnightmare
I’ve been feeling too much pain and she know that too
けど取り戻せない、わかってる

I think we [decago]

prod and mastered by @decago
cover art by me

If you don’t wanna talk about it
I will leave you there
No need to rush anything
We can use some help
Baby when you’re next to me
You put me in heaven
雪の中君が僕を導いてる
You think I am something special?
Crying to a wall. Maybe I’m just mental
Drowning in my bed. They just want me dead cuz
I just mess shit up I just gotta lay low

Girl don’t worry about me. I will be there fine
なんかいつも独りでいれない
流れる時置き去りの毎日
I’m right here now can you come find

When she talk to me feel like I ain’t need nun
Come close to me 温もりを知った
いつか最後に、全て全部言って
Like I used to be 他は静かでいて

Be There [decago]

w/ @miomagurodesu prod @canewithadot and Darlyy

I’m okay I will give you everything that I have
I’m in pain and again I just really miss us
夜まで悩んでて、馬鹿みたい
I’m a mess I’m a wreck. You can’t help me no more
もうこれでいい。
一つや二つ、もう救えない
And I don’t feel like a thing when you’re looking at me
And I’m just tryna sleep and get back on my feet
It’s been so long

もうこれでいいよ
諦めた毎日
最初の一歩
すらも怖くて踏み出せない
僕は僕の死にたいを殺したい
こんな人生生きてるだけの死体
I don’t want to be apart from you
I just wanna love you, but it’s so hard
夜までこんな事ばかり悩んで
意味が無いなんて分かってるけどね

もうこれでいい feat.miomaguro (prod cane. x Darlyy)

prod @tarozan mastered by @miomagurodesu

I wouldn’t tell a soul what I want you to know
Will I stay the same even if I see you fall
I don’t believe in myself
Ever since you left, my smile’s fabricated
You, it’s just you that I remember
I lost who I was
and now I’m turning into ashes
Soon, the sky’s turning blue
Is what you said
Hit me in the head till I’m gone, with a hatchet

I don’t even wanna know if you’re alright
With or without you, I’ll be stuck in this place
I don’t even wanna know if you could’ve stayed
Leave it unanswered

Last night, some tears had to jump in
I try but I lead failure to succeed
Why world, why this
Now alone and left out
Will I get off the chain of sorrow
Blood seeps out of my hands and runs out

Leave It Unanswered (prod tarozan)

prod by @canewithadot mastered by @74three

What do I do
Woke up ‘lone
Fingers freezing cold
No words come out
When I open my mouth
In this situation
I don’t know whats true
Can we change it
Can you face it
We gotta let it go
So we can leave this madness
Needed breakage
Smile and wave
I wont notice your tears

You’re too good to be true I know
Breathtaking looks, wish I were you
What a beautiful goodbye
Soon to become my demise
Tell my friends I said farewell
They never liked me anyways
Leave me be
I can’t write a song you’ll love

fernie

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