Merry Christmas!☆ * ❄️💝
prod @y4ndere

and i swear my heart is getting colder
so im searching for the warm, dont get it frozen
but- why u were the one that made me hopeless
u were the closest one... im swear that im trying!!!
and- why i cannot be enough
always do my best i cannot make it right
i thought u were the one but u just broke the trust
deep inside my heart i think im too attached...

let my tears on the floor, let em all out loud
and my tears are so cold i really wonder why
is it really my fault? i really wonder how
losing all of control watch me fall to the ground

let my tears on the floor, let em all out loud
and my tears are so cold i really wonder why
is it really my fault? i really wonder how
losing all of control watch me fall to the ground

i really miss the older times 
when we were close to shining stars
and- it really piss me off i miss u uhh
so please dont gooo~
i really wish i knew whats next
we cry and lie its all a mess
where do i go? im losing sense
the wounds cant heal
will i ever understand this?

tears

tears (yandere)

@mental
@pyu

[coldspades]
say you love me but i feel like a nobody
i cant trust cause it always takes a toll on me
if you need to then baby you can hold on me
stole my heart feel your love it takes control of me
x2

it took me way too long to realize that i want you
please dont tell me that you hate me no its not true
i made mistakes that i wish i could just undo
always catch you when you fall you know i got you
i know that i messed up im sorry
its my fault put the blame all on me
just wanna tell you but thats not me
ill be there just stay here dont worry

[mental]
just stay here and wait, love i messed up
these thoughts in my head got me fed up
i tried to be calm but im stressed out
each step that i take's a confession
each step that i take leads me farther away
so maybe its best if neither of us change
got lost in the place where the both of us lay
cant ask you to stay im still way too afraid

spotify

trust ft. mental (meta)

GO🦍
ラリリレリ、リリロ、リラロ
@nanahira

i still love you

prod @kggn

[mei]
i think i had enough i just been through much and now i realize
analyse clear my vision now i see ur stupid lies
in ur eyes i see it in ur eyes u cannot fool me twice
traumatized i think im traumatized u cannot heal me

blood & despair, lost in my head 
no im not the same, rot in my bed
do my best u dont seem to care
keep it all inside like every single day

it lost its taste just like a chewing gum
why i cant just spit it out?
ur words keep on hurting me like knife
going in and out
i trace my heart i keep it safe & sound

if im being honest its not what i wanted
spojrz na moje dlonie, cale sa czerwone
czemu nie gadamy o tym jak temu zapobiec?
moze chcemy pobiec, kazdy w swoja strone?

i can feel it through veins, paralyzed
cant scream through my pain
do or die noo this is not a game
ask me if im fine im not okay

i dont know what the cause is
"thats just how it is"
ill wait a 1000 days i promise
i want u to be honest with me
u dont want it, i see
i feel nauses, i bleed
down to my knees

vision (kuru)

prod @tarozan

3/19

hook
震えが止まらない朝方
揺れる視界全てからずれてく
記憶にない形が溜まってく
足を取られ過去を引きづってる
verse
あとどのくらい経てば
君を忘れられる
あとどのくらい経てば
君を君を忘れられる

道端に転がる 限界の中
忘れない教室でしてたodも
今ならここから抜け出せる気がする
支えられてるよみんなに
hook
震えが止まらない朝方
揺れる視界全てからずれてく
記憶にない形が溜まってく
足を取られ過去を引きづってる

晩冬(tarozan)

beat by me !
mv: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B_uleP1G_0U
#kirari

i dont got nothing,,,
make me find something .
dont know where im going
i feel like im falling
生きる気がない
got nowhere to hide yh
and i just feel like dying
and i cant find my ...

heart yeah heart yh
i cant find my heart
yh im dying dying
i cant go again ... x2

i cant find my heart
but 毎日俺らはKILALI TO SHINE
yh it all feels so heavy
yh it all feels so hard ...
but U know we be shining
we be shining till we die ..

we be shining till we die ..
we be shining in the sky
i dont care if i cry
tears shining in my eye
fuck it all , middle fingers to the night !
im free like a bird ##free like a butterfly ......

(chorus)

MUSIC VID

butterfly #kiraTV

w/ @miomagurodesu prod @canewithadot and Darlyy

I’m okay I will give you everything that I have
I’m in pain and again I just really miss us
夜まで悩んでて、馬鹿みたい
I’m a mess I’m a wreck. You can’t help me no more
もうこれでいい。
一つや二つ、もう救えない
And I don’t feel like a thing when you’re looking at me
And I’m just tryna sleep and get back on my feet
It’s been so long

もうこれでいいよ
諦めた毎日
最初の一歩
すらも怖くて踏み出せない
僕は僕の死にたいを殺したい
こんな人生生きてるだけの死体
I don’t want to be apart from you
I just wanna love you, but it’s so hard
夜までこんな事ばかり悩んで
意味が無いなんて分かってるけどね

もうこれでいい feat.miomaguro (prod cane. x Darlyy)

by your side【coldspades angelicxmei sorisu ddertbag】

@mental
@kggn

nobody here im the only one left
but thats just the way that it goes
u needed that money to spend on ur rent
thats what i spent on my clothes
went m.i.a. they thought i was dead
sorry i had to go ghost
couldnt keep up they got left in the past
sorry u moving too slow
im with mental up in nyc
they can try but they cant be like me
just to work they gotta pay a fee
i dont know u stop involving me

i just keep my head down and my eyes closed
how can i speak on something i dont know
you know me but ur someone i dont know
he got no swag he still rock bogos
i stay out the way, i keep to myself
theres no way u know how i felt
ur getting bands? well i couldnt tell
walk in the spot they notice me
i dont want apologies
please dont ever pity me
i dont want ur sympathy

M.I.A. (mental & kuru)

@prodarisu
@xternalz

mui:

ohhh no
i jus wanna be all on my own
standing by ur side but im still alone
nothing feels the same since the day you let me go
i feel so cold
i been distasteful

u hate me when i liee to ya
our feelings, they collide for good
i wonder if you'd hide from it
can i feel at all?
is this real or not...

xternalz:

it’s wearing me down til i cant breathe
i’ll think I’ll drown, you’re staring at me
i can’t think
it’s making me bleed
it’s making me bleed til I can’t anymore
yeah you’re crushing my reality
it’s such an abnormality
guess now we’ll see the lethality
the lethality 

mui:

i cant choose
is this really safety? 
is this really love???
i dont wanna take this on my own...
you're telling me we're meant to be in this world
amongst all the faces
i still feel alone

i talk about my feelings
but dont feel a thing at all
write down all the pages 
paint the pictures in the bold
im falling into fading, this shits getting ever cold
there's nothing in the painting,
i dont wanna feel at all

reality w/ xternalz (arisu)

prod : miomaguro
lyric : miomaguro
mix/mastering : miomaguro
cover : miomaguro
⍋ ⍋ههههه

--lyric--

Say to oneself 
Makes no sense 
逆さまになる前にささえて
I in the natural
Take deep breaths
街から離れた森の中で
逃げたくてAll night long 
And I don’t wanna think too hard 
Still you are on my heart 
本当の事Anybody nobody knows 

せせらぐ声と麗らかな朝が
また僕の目を覚ました
ギリギリでも何とかやれてはいるこの生活
宛もなく生きてるうちに
ズレていく現実との距離
You were everything to me 
きみのせいでまた僕は独り

もうこれでいい feat.miomaguro (prod cane. x Darlyy)

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