Just discovered ur music and THIS SHIT SLAPS SO HARD 🪽🪽🪽

Merry Christmas!☆ * ❄️💝
prod @y4ndere

and i swear my heart is getting colder
so im searching for the warm, dont get it frozen
but- why u were the one that made me hopeless
u were the closest one... im swear that im trying!!!
and- why i cannot be enough
always do my best i cannot make it right
i thought u were the one but u just broke the trust
deep inside my heart i think im too attached...

let my tears on the floor, let em all out loud
and my tears are so cold i really wonder why
is it really my fault? i really wonder how
losing all of control watch me fall to the ground

let my tears on the floor, let em all out loud
and my tears are so cold i really wonder why
is it really my fault? i really wonder how
losing all of control watch me fall to the ground

i really miss the older times 
when we were close to shining stars
and- it really piss me off i miss u uhh
so please dont gooo~
i really wish i knew whats next
we cry and lie its all a mess
where do i go? im losing sense
the wounds cant heal
will i ever understand this?

tears

tears (yandere)

beat : decago・xeno 
lyric : junshi・miomaguro
mix/mastering : junshi

ビートありがとう！@decago
タイトルとfeatありがとう！@junshi163

-lyric-

junshi 

yeah, and i'm smoking gas, bitch i'm posted with みお
君だけを思う
if you'd stay, but i dont know 
and i been booted off the x, babygirl im moving so slow
yeah, and i been rotting in my room, cant believe you left me alone

yeah, and i'm showing love when i look in the sky and i see you
and you dont know that i need you
u be telling these lies that i see through

yeah, and you showing hate babygirl and you think i can't hear you
babygirl i can just tell how much you dont want me near you

miomaguro

Don’t even want to hear her name
君が僕の全て
本当の事だけ教えて
 I cry again because of you

呼吸浅くて眠れない
Close your eyes and float away
アニメ見て泣く僕とJunshi
first love 一ノ瀬ことみ

明日は笑って過ごしたいけれど
優しくない嘘つくのはやめてよ

空に咲いた花火の音に僕の声が掻き消させれて往く

highschool angel𓂃໒꒱°* w/ junshi (decago+xeno)

prod @odel007
w/ @385u2

[mei]
you cant keep the promise
you said that u promise me
and i hope that ull keep our secrets
what are we hoping for?
for the better i guess
but its all a mess
so i could just run away
so you wont see me
i could fly to the outer space
to outer space!
u told me u would never change
turn that love to hate
and then i take the blame from u
and i couldve never love but u
it was the times that i never trust but u
and i did it all for u
but i knew i wasnt ever enough for u T-T

[utumiyqcom]
君と添い遂げることはなかった
これは終わり、エンドロール流れるの
君が呪いみたいな声で
耳元で囁く「弱いね」
この呪縛は覚めないままね
(so i could just run away
so you wont see me)
フラッシュバック記憶と戦うの
(i could fly to the outer space
to outer space!)
秘め事仕舞っておいていたのはあたしだけだったんだ
余命も短い関係も最初から無かったことにしよう
「例えば君が言う事
何もないって思うことにするよ」
「そうしたら未来も変れるかな」

promise

promise w/ utumiyqcom (odel)

instagram.com/melodramalovestory
@coldspades
@angelicxmei
@ihateukidu

(may)
ive been reaching out for u
but its not getting better dont know what to do 
ur my warmth js like a sweater 
hope we see it thru
i cant seem to forget her 
be there in any weather 
it was something we could never be

echoes of our love 
although its the past js kno i tried my best for u for u
and do u 
even think about me now that its all gone

twist me break me into pieces 
dont understand why i cant get the meaning
i was always searching for a new connection
i found that within u but u left me abandoned

(coldspades)
i feel so broken down
i feel so hopeless now
dont wanna hear a sound
can you please get me out
tell me if you need me if its vital
i dont wanna see i'll keep my eyes closed
lately it feels like im going psycho
i cant seem to change stuck in a cycle 

(mei)
and i just be falling down the spiral
love u but we always seem to fight uhh
and its always been a struggle
always been a mess
put my feelings in the bottle
i should take a step back
cuz we are far away
why u always say its okay
but its not okay
its to the point when its hurting me 
like everyday
always acting like 
u dont see me struggling

echoes of our love +coldspades & angelicxmei (kidu)

@resolve1k

i feel so lost right now i just dont know where to go
ask if ive been alright but i dont know anymore
i cant trust you anymore cause you left me in the cold
everybody say they love me but i still feel alone

i cant feel this moment
i just feel so broken
i wont try its hopeless
you’re my only solace
wasted my time
on your empty lies
i just cant seem to cry
dont tell me that its fine
honestly i dont know why

i can barely breathe
i can barely sleep
dont wanna see the future if its not with you and me
dont know what you want
dont know what you need
every time i try it just ends up where i bleed

spotify

solace (inno)

vacant +vin0, h3artch3rades

@owtiss
@angelicxmei
@yashio20k

instagram.com/owtiss1/
instagram.com/angelicxmei/
instagram.com/yashio20k/

[@owtiss]
i think u just wna be urself
i wish i could get u out this hell
i cant take to know that ur not well
i cant do it all by myself
i think u just wna be urself
i wish i could get u out this hell
i cant take to know that ur not well
i cant do it all by myself

[@angelicxmei]
u told me that u need to get right
oh no, that meant that sth bad might happen
ure putting all my shit in bad light
like, am i really the bad guy?
at first i thought that we were meant to be
but now im crying loud
im wiping all my tears
i dont even have words for u to say
i just really wish that u couldve stay w me

uuuh all the shit i couldve done but im not enough
all the shit i couldve change but im not enough
ure just messing with my brain and its never fun

be urself w/ angelicxmei (yashio)

memory bag ft tarozan (recyclebin&Shinju)

@yuri_oyasumi
@cloudbxy1

[coldspades]
思い出せなくて
君がなぜ泣いて
花がまた咲いて
春の中で
君をまた抱いて
夢の中で

思い出して君の夢を
君だけのための心
いつでもそばにいてよ
君が諦めたい時も

ここにいるのは誰か
鏡を見てもわかんね
君が全て忘れても
この気持ちだけを残して

[yuri_oyasumi]
空白を埋める約束を
栞に挟んだ 想いも
荒んでいく毎日
現実とは乖離
反射した光がただ眩しくて

I want to leave faraway
終着点突破して
2人で見た夢
永遠に仕舞い込んで
靡く風どこまでも連れ去って
モノクロ視界が滲み出す前に

[coldspades]
泣かないで
忘れないで
そばにいて
君のため歌って

bloom ft. yuri_oyasumi (cloudbxy)

prod @kggn

[mei]
i think i had enough i just been through much and now i realize
analyse clear my vision now i see ur stupid lies
in ur eyes i see it in ur eyes u cannot fool me twice
traumatized i think im traumatized u cannot heal me

blood & despair, lost in my head 
no im not the same, rot in my bed
do my best u dont seem to care
keep it all inside like every single day

it lost its taste just like a chewing gum
why i cant just spit it out?
ur words keep on hurting me like knife
going in and out
i trace my heart i keep it safe & sound

if im being honest its not what i wanted
spojrz na moje dlonie, cale sa czerwone
czemu nie gadamy o tym jak temu zapobiec?
moze chcemy pobiec, kazdy w swoja strone?

i can feel it through veins, paralyzed
cant scream through my pain
do or die noo this is not a game
ask me if im fine im not okay

i dont know what the cause is
"thats just how it is"
ill wait a 1000 days i promise
i want u to be honest with me
u dont want it, i see
i feel nauses, i bleed
down to my knees

vision (kuru)

lyrics:

(ooouu)

why do i feel like you’re not mine
why do i feel like i’m dying 
i just wanna know
if i can go back home
why do i feel like you’re not, mine (mine)

i just feel like im dying inside
mine (mine)

got that pressure on my back 
put in no effort, oh my bad
got a little better, i know that
i shoulda been there for you

why do i feel like you’re not mine
why do i feel like i’m dying 
i just wanna know
if i can go back home
why do i feel like you’re not, mine (mine)

i just feel like im dying inside
mine (mine)

got that pressure on my back 
put in no effort, oh my bad
got a little better, i know that
i shoulda been there for you

mine (mine)

aftermath [prod. hills]

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𝄞𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶָ 𓈈⭒♬ ﾟ.18
@modeseraphim

#antidotexe

tears (yandere)

angelicxmei.

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