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@ilykaden

lyrics
@angelicxmei

(chorus)
im fallin down,
its always just a mess
i dont wanna die,
its making me regret
all of my lies!!
and i want to hold ur back,
yea youll be alright

yea youll be just fine
yea ill wipe ur tears and
make u feel nice
when i see ur smile
yea i feel butterflyes
when i see ur smile 
yea i flyudsauadsy

save me!
yea from this hell
just help me!
to be myself
they hate me,
oh no oh well..
all of their lies
i might throw'em
like a shell

there's no sense to be best,
no matter how hard u try
they will tell u u're the worst
no matter whose fault it is
they will tell u it was yours
no matter how fucked they are,
they will tell u u're the most

(chorus)

locked w/ ilykaden (k4nji)

@mental
@minteaness

www.instagram.com/minteaness/
www.instagram.com/7mental7/

♡︎ ARTIST STATEMENT:// 
starting Ovr is a difficult process..

♡︎ p.s,,
s/o mental they #goat ^3^

[ lyrics ]
lost in my head yea
ill nvr feel bettr ;-;
cnt get it 2gthr im always under weather
wake up w tears in mai eyes 2 ur sweatr
heaviness inside my </3 its 4evr :/

erryday i try my best 
2 move on
a new lyfe
a clean slate
jus 4gt evrythng u've put me thru :c

wat u've put me thru
yea it torn me apart on the inside ;-;
but ur all i c in tha nite time wen i close my eyesss
u use 2 mke me feel like im on t0p of the world
but now tha worlds turned socold :cc
im bleeding out 0n tha floor jus thnkin bout the times we hadd

[hook again º3º]

clean slate (mental)

clean (mental)

@glassxhotel
feat @venusrose4u
prod @neohnq @jichuuu

such a loser +venus rose (jichu x neohn)

@y4ndere
@minteaness

https://www.instagram.com/minteaness/
https://www.instagram.com/tkyoangel/

♡︎ ARTIST STATEMENT://
hope yall enjoy pt. II ♡( ◡‿◡ ) ^^

p.s. sry i havent dropped 4 so long >____< been on blocC

((lyrics))
break it in
now im falling2pieces,,
cnt Escape
no Ur myWeakness..

no i cnt FollowUrLead no more
its not like it Was before,,
ur Not who U say u Are,,
i Cnt keep standing Here.. 

waiting in the Winter cold
to See U #OneLastTime
when Ur nowhere Around
mySoul,, its Bound
myExistence gets Lost n Dissolves in time.. 

forget all That i'veSaid before..
take my</3 ,, crush it On theFloor..
distance&&time heals all thts left,,
the Love we Had,,
i Wont forget.. 

now Everything is aMess,,
i Jus cnt Seem 2 4gt
all The words we've exchanged Before..
im Over it..
no im Over it !!!

all The times
i Look in2 urEyes,,
its Jus an Endless Void,,
all The times
U look in2 myEyes,,
theyRe Filed w Shame..
theyRe Nvr the Same,,
and im 2 blame..

i Put myTrust in U way 2 fast,,
n Now imPaying thePrice.

Get it Thru Ur head,,
u Took all that i Had
told me dw abt it,,
our LOVE was Counterfeit..
so  Jus please.

[ hook again ^_^ ]

dissolution (yandere)

www.instagram.com/minteaness/

♡︎ ARTIST STATEMENT://
back once again^^
trying a new sound dis time,, hope u like it :3..

[ everything by me @minteaness ]

p.s.
ib: @brakence

((lyrics))
call me when ur home
bby it feels so empty without ur warmth in this bed..
im shaking to my core,,
frozen is my </3
ill nvr restart im fa-

and everyday is mess,,
feelin' anxious
got the butterflies in my stomach..
and the fact tht u been distant
i wonder where i went wrong
can u tell me the problem..
we'll fix it 2gthr
pls dont tear urself apart..
i'll find the pieces
and put u right back
then you'll nvr be alone again..

a lifetime of regrets is not enough
to tell u how im sry for turning out this way..
lord knows how much i tried to die
but it never works out
cuz ur always on my mind..

so call me when ur home
bby it feels so empty without ur warmth in this bed..
im shaking to my core,,
frozen is my </3
ill nvr restart im falling apart..

its so cold..
its so cold no..
its so cold
its so cold no..
on my own..
on my own now..
im so cold on my own no..

its so cold no..
on my own now
everytime i try to hide
you pull me back out..
imma blackout
chip in everything i got
cnt look back now..

i jus cant get the words out of my mouth..
and all the times i speak my mind, 
it just always goes south..
no im not proud..
ima pop a bottle
to keep my thoughts from getting too loud
day in day out
my mind corrupts me..
i cnt keep up w this shit..
ur face in my dreams
ik its not real
ik its not real..

so everyday i wake up to the same shit..
go to school from 9 to 5
i cnt take this..
i feel so trapped in my mind
cant tell who i am
but the sound of ur voice is the only thing that resonates with me
in my head,,
coalesced
my emotions' been repressed

i need u here,
ur the light in dark
help me fight off all my fears..

so call me when ur home
bby it feels so empty without ur warmth in this bed..
im shaking to my core,,
frozen is my </3
ill nvr restart im falling apart..

im falling apaaaaaart~!!!!
*lets feelings out*

blackout*

i do it all for my brothers
do it all for my mother
i do it for proof before the heavens start callling
i do it for you, shawty you're just like no other
i want to see you again, if not this life then another (x2)

Tell me, are you ready?
Fall in love and suffer
My hearts way too heavy
Can you feel the burden?

Read you like I’m Levy
Why am I never learning?
Heal you like I’m Wendy
everytime you’re hurting

Tell me that you need me
Tell me with your eyes
It’s real because we’re bleeding
Real because we’re alive
Staring at the ceiling
こころこわすない
まじで this feeling
Takes me to the sky

今は泣かないで
未だ鮮明で
取り残されたわたしは
なにもできないただ今は
自信を持てるようにおんがくをつくってる
歌ってる

願うの毎朝
明日は来ないなら
もうあんなことしなきゃ良かったなんて
願って憂いな運命なら
本当の強さは何処にあるんだ

僕らはまだいっしょに
離れないで居たいのに
左側がいたいの
何処にもいかないで

離れないで
まだここにいて
手を預けて
感じてみて
目の前には
はじめようか、もう一回

existence ft utumiyqcom (star607)

prod @winter

[mei]
i really dont want u to go...
id rather listen to your lies...

but does it matter
now u let me go
left memories up to shatter
u know that i struggle
my heart is fragile
because u hurt me
it turned me to shadow

i really dont want u to go!
(ill hold your heart 
while you hurt my soul) 
id rather listen to your lies!
(and stare at your eyes
while youre stabbing my back)

i really wanted to be yours
ive wanted to be close
even if youre the one 
that hurts the most
keep on trying my best
i only make it worse
nothing ever makes sense
i guess im gonna fall

ill be on my own
i gotta move on
i cant let it go

i carry burden 
deep inside my soul
i dont feel like
getting further
dont get me bothered
it doesnt matter
im so unhealthy
cant break the pattern

attached (winter)

Merry Christmas!☆ * ❄️💝
prod @y4ndere

and i swear my heart is getting colder
so im searching for the warm, dont get it frozen
but- why u were the one that made me hopeless
u were the closest one... im swear that im trying!!!
and- why i cannot be enough
always do my best i cannot make it right
i thought u were the one but u just broke the trust
deep inside my heart i think im too attached...

let my tears on the floor, let em all out loud
and my tears are so cold i really wonder why
is it really my fault? i really wonder how
losing all of control watch me fall to the ground

let my tears on the floor, let em all out loud
and my tears are so cold i really wonder why
is it really my fault? i really wonder how
losing all of control watch me fall to the ground

i really miss the older times 
when we were close to shining stars
and- it really piss me off i miss u uhh
so please dont gooo~
i really wish i knew whats next
we cry and lie its all a mess
where do i go? im losing sense
the wounds cant heal
will i ever understand this?

tears

tears (yandere)

prod @odel007
w/ @385u2

[mei]
you cant keep the promise
you said that u promise me
and i hope that ull keep our secrets
what are we hoping for?
for the better i guess
but its all a mess
so i could just run away
so you wont see me
i could fly to the outer space
to outer space!
u told me u would never change
turn that love to hate
and then i take the blame from u
and i couldve never love but u
it was the times that i never trust but u
and i did it all for u
but i knew i wasnt ever enough for u T-T

[utumiyqcom]
君と添い遂げることはなかった
これは終わり、エンドロール流れるの
君が呪いみたいな声で
耳元で囁く「弱いね」
この呪縛は覚めないままね
(so i could just run away
so you wont see me)
フラッシュバック記憶と戦うの
(i could fly to the outer space
to outer space!)
秘め事仕舞っておいていたのはあたしだけだったんだ
余命も短い関係も最初から無かったことにしよう
「例えば君が言う事
何もないって思うことにするよ」
「そうしたら未来も変れるかな」

promise

promise w/ utumiyqcom (odel)

prod @ddertbag

og: https://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm1715919

[mei]
(It's Mei!!)

I been stuck in time I don't know where to go
Pick me up, pick me up pick me from the floor
Spiral I'm falling down, down the rabbit hole
いつもいつも always on my own
I feel under the weather, your touch
Makes me feel way better
My heart, you got it dismantled
I don't know, should I rip it off?

I just need directions on what I'm doing wrong
Keep falling for your affections,  damn I can't let go
Thoughts I'm recalling from long time ago
I just can't cope, wish you could've not go, not go

どうかゆるしてくれて (It's all my fault)
愛してくれてありがとう
あなたを絶対に忘れない
Niech ta chwila trwa wiecznie (ty i ja)

Uh, "Let's search for the sky! Only you and I!"
"Let's climb somewhere high, and look for the stars!"
Remember those times? It's always in my mind
I can't move on 'cause of the past, that's why

always (ddertbAg)

@angelicxmei
@miraie

prod: @h1yori / @y4ndere



[angelicxmei]
-

[kairyu]
So tell me, that you won't let go
Cause we're falling in love 'till it's alright
Nothing ever makes sense
You can't face it alone
But I know that it's gonna be alright, but yeah
I can never let you go even if I tried
Tear me into pieces while I watch you fall
And I can’t even escape this feeling
That you really went and lose it all-
So tell me! Will this last forever?
Cause I really can't stop thinking about
How life is when we're not together
Wish that I could be that someone
When I'm falling for you

[angelicxmei]
-

[kairyu]
And I can’t even escape this feeling
That you really went and lose it all

[miraie]
Tell me how much time and chances that I wasted on you
Tell me how you feel when I chose her instead of you
Wish that time could never end, mortal coils unwind
Twilight's hue shined under us, reflect on a wine
Stars collapse, cycles continues under night and days
Dancing under bloodshed, ending feels like School Days
Cold~ nothing stays in place
Return to the silence of oblivion.

[kairyu]
So tell me! Will this last forever?
Cause I really can't stop thinking about
How life is when we're not together
Wish that I could be that someone
When I'm falling for you
So tell me! Will this last forever?
Wish that I could be that someone
When I'm falling for you

Artwork by fztt (Permission granted @miraie)
https://www.pixiv.net/en/users/14751529

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last forever feat. angelicxmei & miraie (hiyori & yandere)

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𝄞𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶָ 𓈈⭒♬ ﾟ.19
@modeseraphim
@kliwia

promise w/ utumiyqcom (odel)

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