*new* songs i might use for projects

bonfere

Fucking Awesome

megan

new one to cleanse

you thought

instrumental by wisssery
whole time I thought I didn't deserve you, but now you don't deserve me

I starved myself because I felt bad for what I did to you
you needed help and I wasn't there, the worst thing I can do

I don't deserve you, you'll find someone better than me
but I need you, I'm scared you'll find someone better than me
someone better than me

I wish I could hide you so its just you and me
my only fear and is messing up and you'll leave me
I should stop hitting my head against the wall
but overtime I stopped feeling everything at all

I don't deserve you, you'll find someone better than me
but I need you, I'm scared you'll find someone better than me
someone better than me

someone better than me

produced by crayon
mixed by crayon
mastered by crayon

reaping what i sow
stay or should i go
ooo x5

@copics
i can't feel a thing
tell me why i know that you wont stay
i cant leave you 
you deceive me
my hands cant stop bleeding
my heads to the ceiling
your wounds don't show
if you're alone


reaping what i sow
stay or should i go
reaping what i sow
stay or should i go
ooo x10

if you're alone

instrumental from wisssery
the tragedy of '24, i hope everything goes back to how it was before

cant feel it no more, love I have for you is fading
feel so insecure, don't wanna feel this way I swear I hate it
nothing without you, now I'm left with a empty void inside me
hey what can i do, to make myself believe that you still love me

look where we are, we've grown so far from each other
we've changed, I wish that both of us stayed the same

don't wanna give up (I feel)
feel like I'm nothing without you (feel like I'm better off)
but i feel like I'm about too
like I'm gonna give up, but I would feel better around you
what you told me was lies, make me look stupid
though it would be better, like how it was (fuck)

tragedy of '24

you're forgetting

so fucking goth w/ skeleton and witch

i know u want me off it (guitar by zai)

https://open.spotify.com/track/4qjulTD7f2vKVff7iWgRlK?si=fc3a8e0f122c42e3

prod me

swear the album is coming just give me a few more weeks <3

somebody save me
oh im trying trying trying
but this mess
do you hate me?
oh i love you love you love you
ill clear my head
im going crazy
these women
break me break me break me
in my own bed
i wanna clear up all this mess
talk to the thoughts inside my head

id rather talk to you instead
you're the only one who understand
im crazy
you're crazy
were crazy

apology to the kid that i was once was

@six-days-after-christmas
@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

i cant stand my skin 
i fell in love with lynn
i noticed that she was right
noticed that she was right
dont know where begin 
im cursed with your sin oh i am
just about to burn 
just about to burn

stop cursing me

megan - slip (snippet)

prod me 

don't tell me there's two options 
there's a red pill n a blue
ill b up in a coffin if i fuck up when i choose
there's a m n a k but idk wat 2 do
but i mean u did leave... fuck

choose

used to know a girl who would always make me cry
im a stupid fucking drunk imma pretty shitty guy
step on every fucking ant whenever im outside
everybody makes me horny and i wanna see you die
dont show this to my mom
all my musics fucking weird
she be singing corridor
how much of me will she hear
and i hate emo girls
they should really disappear
unless they, love gothangelz
then i guess theyre in the clear
i be walkin outside on my instagram live
im a constant pessimist
but my dms are so dry
everyone thinks im a pedohile and they want me dead
but im pretty fucking based so i made this shit instead
im a fucking skeleton what more do you want from me
i can swim i can ski i can wander i can flee
im an omnipotent being in all places i can be
listen to my fucking music if nobody hears your pleas

back to my day job

megan - we should watch sandlot

megan - cant help you my brain still hurts

maybe im too paranoid 
maybe i just think too much
you always got me stressing out 
and sometimes i wonder how 
(alll of this anxiety, stressing me out)
got me in my head i swear im trippin up (our love is too good forbid it from me)
i don’t know what to think but do i gaf
give me just a reason to gaf 
idk if i care forget the details when im not there
and it sure hurts when your not here

paranoid 2 party

🍀 yuke & 🛜 skeleton .. haunting you 👻😢

Lyrics:
so leave me to rot again
yk that im sensitive 
your texting me weird its misleading 
what am i reading? am i misreading?
so i so i 
try not to cry
i dont need help 
from you 
anymore
dont make it worse for me
dont make it worse for me 
dont get too close to me

text

Lyrics: 
so take your shoes i know youre not staying a while
but how can i be like the way we used to be if you dont see me like that anymore
so now im shutting all my doors for you i dont want you around me
but i didnt make this decision yesterday, it was so many things on my mind
finally i got your time it felt like you were mine
finally i got your time
cause lately it feels like im slipping from your mind
just because i let you go doesnt mean i didnt like when you were mine 
but i didnt make this decision yesterday, it was so many things on my mind
finally i got your time it felt like you were mine
finally i got your time
cause lately it feels like im slipping from your mind
i need your peace of mind
i miss when you would sleep right here 
i miss when you were mine
and i miss the way you talk but ill still let you walk
i need your peace of mind
i miss when you would sleep right here 
i miss when you were mine
and i miss the way you talk but ill still let you walk

yearn

runnin thru a dream
suddenly feels like its just you and me
what a dream fourteen forever 
fourteen forever 
moving on too soon
moving on too soon
girl id like to see you 
suddenly feels like its just you and me
what a dream fourteen forever 
fourteen forever fourteen forever fourteen forever

red madison

10/25

wdym when u said that i lost it?
wdym when u said that im bad at expressing myself
UR NOT LIKE ME
IM A LIAR A MANIPULATIVE OLD PRICK
UR NOT LIKE ME
I DONT WANT ANY HELP

GET YOU GONE
GET YOU GONE
I DONT WANT THIS ANYMORE

WDYM?

the clover song

hold my hand 
and let the words just slip right from your tongue 
love when we’re younger 
hope it lasts forever 
grow old and we can die together 
i just miss my lover i dont know how else to say it 
diamond in the rough girl youre so perfect yes i mean it 
hold my hand hold on tight 
i promise i wont let you go tonight

megan - slip (snippet)

megan archive