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THE PRODIGY - BREATHE (BROOKS ALEKSANDER REMIX)

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This song was written when I was about half-way through college. I was depressed.

Comparing my then current situation to my aspirations for a music career (lack-there-of) had me down and in denial about everything. I avoided responsibilities regardless of the consequences and fell into a pit of depression. Skipping classes for weeks on end, I wouldn't leave my room except to go to the bathroom or get food. Even the food trips got less and less frequent after a while. I would steal whatever food I thought would go unnoticed by my roommates and quietly eat it in my room at 3am. Otherwise, I would fast for extended periods of time and try to sleep the hunger pains away. I didn’t shave or shower much either. Instead, I watched hundreds of episodes of One Piece, which helped keep my mind occupied during the day. 

At night, I just lay in my bed and despaired about life. Up until that point, I had convinced myself that I had avoided developing any regrets. I reasoned that this had to mean that I was living my best life pursuing my musical dreams. Obviously not. Definitely not. I had always pushed down my feelings whenever I made bad or impulsive decisions - which were made daily - never wanting to reflect. Yet, I hadn't stepped closer to my dreams, hadn't done things I wish I had done, wasn't the person I wanted to be, where I wanted to be, and I was not heading anywhere. I had been procrastinating so hard on so many levels that all parts of my life were affected. I had developed a fear of facing reality that made me constantly pass up opportunities and things that mattered; too scared to think about my mistakes and re-evaluate. Only once I had nowhere left to run did I finally wake up and experience that colossal mound of emotions that had been building up inside me forever. 




By ‘preventing’ myself from having regrets, I had actually prevented myself from achieving my dreams.




Seeking any sort of comfort, I eventually decided to launch Ableton and began messing around with a piano patch in Kontakt. The piano you hear in this track is that patch. This is the arrangement I wrote on my Novation Launchkey 61 mk2 one night in 2019. 

I think this piece really encapsulates how I was feeling. It’s melancholy, meandering for a resolution. I remember trying to write something sad, hopeless and depressing but also quiet, small, and gentle. Minor to major, clear then unclear like my mind and the thoughts going through my head. I remember playing the chords over and over. I let my hands dictate my emotions into a pattern I could predict, escaping to a world of resonance where notes on a piano was my only existence.

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KUDOCLASM

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