prod. cosmik

prod

clean

hyperpop

w/ me

thank u @cosmik u are so cool!! anyway plz experience my foray into music production beyond recording a video on my phone

lyrics:
i'm just not cut out for this
i'm not meant to take this
i'm not meant to love you
like i'm always breaking
i'm just not cut out for this
i'm not meant to take this
i'm not meant to love you
like i'm always breaking

august heat
keep it simple
your hands wander
i'm your fever
hold my breath
underwater
your laugh rhymes with
claps of thunder

with claps of thunder
you pull me under
my midnight lover
just pull me closer

i'll be waiting on your doorstep
you can keep the roses i sent
it's been raining since the morning
never thought i'd miss the warning

i still see you in my head
i still want you in my bed
we were doomed before we met
but i'll lie with you
in the end

i'm just not cut out for this
i'm not meant to take this
i'm not meant to love you
like i'm always breaking
i'm just not cut out for this
i'm not meant to take this
i'm not meant to love you
like i'm always breaking

not meant to (love you) (prod. COSMIK)

kick the bucket w/ dolly & bixby #SILLYTEAM

woof (cosmik)

mixed by @smokahs the goat
ft. @4sprinks and @nevermissed

fall in my arms ft. sprinks + velokeys

instagram

roxanne (prod. cosmik, hado33)

prod @i437 @cosmik
vocals @fainne @i437 @cosmik
song mixed and mastered by @cosmik

🌲🌑✨

falling into winter ft. fain, lurv, cosmik 「lurv x cosmik」

featuring: @i437 + @xo406
prod: @aidennxo + tayo

[lurv]
feeling sad gotta chill with the bros
with them i forget about the most
thoughts about you haunt me like a ghost
you were the one for me i suppose

pull up to flowerboys university
collect the cash, everything around, money
only need her, care about quality
wanna sound like me, yall some wannabes

i never said that i dont care
im not well enough to be right there
can't promise but i'll try i swear
kiss you while the wind blows thru ur hair

i've been spiraling
i've been hustling
in the winter in the spring
round and around, that's the thing

that's the thing, 5 am, no sleep
all i do is win, no defeat
no fakes, wanna see my receipt
lay on my chest, feel the beat

feeling sad gotta chill with the bros
with them i forget about the most
thoughts about you haunt me like a ghost
you were the one for me i suppose

[ilyxo]
it’s hurting in my skin 
can i borrow a sip? 
i can feel all the things 
that we used to be 

i don’t wanna hurt u more 
i’m so sore 
ur a star and i'm a planet but without a core 

i just gonna go 
before it’s to late 
i think that u really should stay 
i can feel that ur heart 
is goin to leave 
but can i have ur soul to keep?

ie can grab a drink and go on coffee brakes 
i'll do anything, i’m doin what it takes 
i’m lookin to her eyes she’s so beautiful 
i’ll pull a bullet through my head it feels so doable 

i, oh i 
i’ve been think bout all night 
i’ve been drinking a lot to survive 
but can u answer me back so i know that I’m not wasting time

flowerboys university (aidennxo & tayo)

featuring: @i437 + @xo406
prod: @silversxo

[userxo]
cravings
heartbeats 
wasted all my hours 
realized,i might 
i'm nvr gonna realize 

i don’t need to pretend no more
watchin her soul blow away 

it’s hard to get up 
i’ve been smokin a lot 
i’ve been thinkin bout u 
i’ve been thinkin a lot 
x2

[lurv]
will it ever be okay
i never thought of it that way
any day is gonna better than today

i’ve been thinking about her too long
she got me singing about her in my song
did we just waste our time all along?

i got 100s on my mind
think about u all the time
ur my methamphetamine
i would kiss u thru the screen

hopefully stuff gets better
spent a rack on a prada sweater
ever, me and you forever

wasted all my hours (silver)

[lurv]
thought we were friends, what is this about
why break contact, can't live without you
what am i supposed to do
x2
 
is it really over, guess i gotta stay in my lane
ay, stop calling me insane, twenty gauge to the brain
we were like jesse and jane, kiss me in the rain
 
fuck off, bitch you're just a poser
you're a NPC and im the joker
never sober, is it cause im older
and i was ur soldier, im just looking for some closure

[ilyxo]
times passing and i think i’m getting older 
i’m afraid and I don’t wish us to be over 
hanging up i’ll maybe talk when u are sober 
i’ve been through so much so that’s why i’m way colder 

baby i know what you’ve been through 
i can see it in ur eyes like i see u 
you’re the only one i see and i need u 
our problems blew away with the wind 2

if i call u, would u answer?
in the snow, on the ice ur a dancer 
claiming that’s she mine i’ll never pass her 
no one is better than her

if u ever feel lost then i’m searching 
i will give u all i have cause u deserve it 
i can see it when ur really trying 
baby ur so cute when ur crying

jesse & jane (recyclebin)

prod. ivvys

they said that it’s hard just to say goodbye
all they wanna do is to take what’s mine
I know it gets hard when I waste my time 
know that she gon get me out of line
I think imma fall off
I been keeping this shit locked up
I still think that it’s all my fault
guess I’ll take another zoloft

know that’s what I wanted
but she did not help I had to focus
shit get hard when I can’t wake up in the morning 
she need to be gone, and I know it
still don’t feel a smile but I show it
think about the shit that I don’t get

I thought I was good, I don’t know
they think what you did was really low
I just sit around inside my home 
now they all think that you a hoe
I been really hurt that’s why I don’t talk
I don’t want that bitch up on my phone 
never thought I’d treat you as a foe

they said that it’s hard just to say goodbye
all they wanna do is to take what’s mine
I know it gets hard when I waste my time 
know that she gon get me out of line
I think imma fall off
I been keeping this shit locked up
I still think that it’s all my fault
guess I’ll take another zoloft

zoloft

pusH_prod_skylargalaxy.mp3

my cover of ecco2k's song peroxide!

sh FEYWINTER

@i437 @xo406

peroxide (lurv, micro, xo)

ft @nightigerxo 
prod by @i437 using my loop
feel kinda whatever about this song tbh lurv carried w his prod, but whatever im dropping it anyways

summon you ft. nightiger 「lurv x cosmik」

rit - it's real「cosmik x lurv」

couldnt do ts without u , no i ain forgetting no mention
(on all plats)

all eyes on me

Spotify

all eyes on me prod sleepy

krying:
all these new brands on me 
u can get it for free
she dont wanna talk when im poppin xd 
like ya, ya, ya
she dont wanna uh, uh, uh
molly got me up, up, up
she dont wanna uh, uh, uh
she dont wanna talk to me
when im rolling off xd
bitch im poppin all these pills i think i might od like ya
i got drugs on me if u need that
me and @neoprada we gon pull up widda ski mask
losing feelings bby u know i can see that
i can see that

neoprada:
made me think that i should write back?
yeah, that i deserve this?
yeah, you just sent me right back
like why you wanna hurt me?
it's like you're just trynna hijack
(yeah, you're just trynna curse me)
i really wish that i could fight that, (oh)

cause i'm starting to think that this is way too much
yeah, is it really too much to say "i need your trust"?
yeah you're just out for blood, i think i'm bleeding much
yeah you're just out for blood, i think i'm bleeding much
oh it's too much

krying:
all these new brands on me 
u can get it for free
she dont wanna talk when im poppin xd 
like ya, ya, ya
she dont wanna uh, uh, uh
molly got me up, up, up
she dont wanna uh, uh, uh
she dont wanna talk to me
when im rolling off xd
bitch im poppin all these pills i think i might od like ya
i got drugs on me if u need that
me and @neoprada we gon pull up widda ski mask
losing feelings bby u know i can see that
i can see that

2 much w/ neoprada (prod. lurv)

Ways - LUV Song 333 (ggabriel + st4rfever)

bae when im w u im w no one 
i cant go nowhere unless u come 
dont let go of my hair until u cum
got nowhere to go im smoking gas it fuck up my sight
baby howd ur day go ian ask might fuck up my night
all our time together we just laugh, think God did me right
i dont know what other sign i need to make u my wife

had 2 ask that girl 2 leave she jus picking fights 
i hate when u bitch @ me u be bitching right
close is what we sposed to be dont let shit divide 
when my screws feeling hella loose u come hold me tight 

2 many hoes waste time 
i cannot let the bread slip my mind
30band jugg and half its mine 
how do i waste it on you this time ?

checking my line 
dont gotta check if bae replied
dont undesrtand how u'd date these guys 
put ur hand on my face itll make me high

what is that itll make me cry 
im upset girl pick your words wisely dont lie 
got my eyes on the prize 
my guys would tell me dont try 
i want you to be in my life when my diamonds shine

when im w u
im so comfortable

when im w u Prod ggedgar N Jenry

mixed n produced by me 

me
I’m so sick of fake old love 
rewind the time I wouldn’t care enough
Why u acting tough 
posted in the Stu I’m with lurv 

Overthinking every night 
Every day, every time 
U don’t hit my line 
but fuck it imma go and cry 

What am I supposed to do I’m hurting 
I’m always late I’m never early 
Tell me what’s wrong so i can Change 
Looking through ur photos was a mistake

Let’s have a chat 
Talk about everything this or that 
If he’s acting up then imma hit him with a bat 
I want a Miata bro fuck ur hellcat 

I can tell he’s online 
tears rolling down from ur eyes 
should I really die 
Would u even cry
X2

@i437
can't reach me, call me on my iphone
silly tunes, ye i'm singing in the microphone

can't reach us, hit us on our myspace
you wanna chill here or go back to my place

my place, but we call the fucking stu
up to no good, you know what fucking do

me and my crew, we woke up in the backrooms
try going 5 min in our shoes

@oscarpisces
tbh idc what u say
i be getting money ye im payed
how tf they hatin on me
how tf they gon blame me

i dont wanna talk i dont wanna have conversation
why tf u talk so slow
talking bout some shit i already know
i dont really care bro

@i437
i've been fucking up to much now
i can see the truth now
ur just a stupid silly little cow x2

me
I can tell he’s online 
tears rolling down from ur eyes 
should I really die 
Would u even cry
X2

online w/ lurv & oscar pisces

prod. @cosmik & @texxuu
everything i'm doing's for nothing
everyday i wake up, i do it for no one
i dont want ur help, i need it
i dont want the pill, i need it

my whole life i'm running from myself
i was never good at understanding how i felt
to my face i put kelp
plug sell good just like yelp

30 in my pocket i need help
i won't ever get it, i've been drowning in a well
30 after 30 after 30 in a line
trust me that's the only way that I feel fine

That I love myself
I think I need your help

5mg #Spazzteam2012 (prod. cosmik & texxu)

obsessed ft. lurv (lurv + jhai)

Antagonists ft pitfall

https://open.spotify.com/album/1XWjuVYPyTieFN4M4y0Us3

art by @n9kki on ig

featuring
@p4rkr
@wido123456789

prod
@blackwinterwells

cruel w/ wido & quinn

##FEYWINTERR ##CREATURECLUB
🌲🌑✨

@cosmik
@xkog4mi
@i437
@marco-delgado-000
@xo406