Just Here Existing

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The Son

Dernière Volonté - La nuit revient

https://youtu.be/gm7BmvwOdoQ

#stalkerplugg (prod. @djhurtlocker)       Album out Jan 17th 

These twin love bands kiss like they’re from Alabama 
I’m from London but my blood Kinfolk out  in Montana 
I poured 2 in ginger ale I do not pour in Fanta 
This bitch gave me a blumpkin Shes Dirty Diana 
They don’t got a problem with what I talk about they got a problem with what I did 
I Blacked out at therapy and cried like a kid 
This xanax gave me Alzheimer’s my memory like a sieve 
Big talker I got ur IP i find out where you live

Make these bitches wet like 2009Pete Wentz 
If my friends knew the real me I wouldn’t have any friends 
Soon youre gonna address me in the Past tense 
This ketamine got me seeing through a fish eye lens 
That fat bitch sung now it’s over
Found the crash zone of this rover
I like when things move slower
I’m dumb off the Xanax like homer 
I just double tapped her for closure 
I’m leaving
The green hulk green like an ogre had me creeping 
Feel like a hero I jump off the deep end
Tingling in my toes it be hitting I can feel it

MUSIC VID LINK

MONTANA (prod. DJ HURTLOCKER)VID IN DESCRIPTION

Siesta off a perc im gon take a cat nap 
I don’t turn the other cheek I bare my teeth and bite back 
Got a portable pharmacy in my backpack
I Told him I’d sell him shrooms I really sold him death caps 
I been through hell  why I gotta double back 
Sending me his obituary signed n gift wrapped
Selling drugs at arrivals that’s a tourist trap 
In the function ticking boxes, A walking red flag 

Whoever knocking at my door  my girl go tell em I’m not decent
They wanna find out whats been happening I give them silent treatment 
Agree to disagree but I I don’t take well to disagreement 
You know I practice what I preach
I say the same shit 100 times 
She like my life being on the line 
This bitch is weird she bought me a trench coat 
She obsessed with columbine 
I do the same shit every night 
I’m a drug abuser by design 
Pinky’s up I’m sipping on New Years 
I’m slurring Auld Lang Syne
I dress as my self on Halloween
Cuz I’m only one whos scaring me 
I clean up well at an upscale party 
Sipping champagne n ketamine 
Barred in my room off a jelly bean 
Killing nazis on Wolfenstein
He said he made a check off a big deal 
That shit bounced like trampoline

WALKING RED FLAG (prod. Wokeupinmorgue)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bIVlUE3RG34&ab_channel=GweiloGhost

Sold my  OxyContin to a girl named Roxy
Now I’m making Kratom milkshakes in Pokornygasse
Who’s this stunt double just another carbon copy
I got a clean sheet well I guess they haven’t caught me 
I’m Bored to death sat here twiddling my thumbs 
Its dangerous when you’re whole life revolves around being numb 
I love taking Ls I ain’t learnt shit from taking Dubs 
I be smiling like the Cheshire Cat If tomorrow never comes 

I like smoking Ls and I’m drinking sludge
I like feeling hell , even though I’m numb
Walking round ketamine zombie
Walking with the lantern it’s on me
Accidentally smoked meth off the Molly 
I haven’t killed but ghosts still haunt me
Lean with alprazolam in my coffee
Fuck her in the ass they’re calling me Ghaddafi
4some with your bitch I’m not sorry, fuck him
Bitch (evil bitch)
I got the K on me and u get sprayed 


You kiss my ass I ate ur girlfriends n she taste weird 
I did ur ass a favour I went and booked her for a Pap smear 
She just need to wash more the doc gave me the all clear
Fuck the world Got a funny feeling I feel i dont belong her 
Fuck the world I’m starting to feel like I don’t belong here 
The shortec 10s got me spazzing 
I’m pulling out my hair everytime that something happen
Rabbit at the rat race but I be lagging
I can never catch a break that’s why im always laughing

POKORNYGASSE (feat. Mayh3mp) (prod. DJ HURTLOCKER)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DK4TBJYWS-0&ab_channel=GweiloGhost

If I told you the shit I’ve done You wouldn’t believe it 
Like babadook I don’t hide my trauma I just feed it 
The shortec made this pavement orthopedic 
You say you’re done with me but don’t say it like you mean it 
I  say it with my chest and then repeat it
I’m bloody, I’m bloody from the Xanax I can’t beat it 
You pull your affection away from me right when I need it
Get geeked to forget but some things just  can’t be deleted 

I’m born to use
 Just existings too much 
Too much shit has happened that just  can’t be said 
I can’t speak To the ones I love 
Think I got too much pride but  Deep down I’m just scared 
I’m on my knees I just tried to play god
I didn’t choose to be alive that shit was force fed 
I avert the blame when I know I’ve done wrong 
A Cowards way out put the gun to my head 
Cuz I’m better off dead

BABADOOK (prod. DJ HURTLOCKER)*vid in desc*

Pop a pill I’m not the sharpest tool in the shed 
How many times I gotta wake up and wish I was dead 
The young mes bloods cold he been misled 
On a pipe dream I can get out off this earth while I’m ahead 
I’m corrupting this soft drink 
I Punk that clown just off instinct 
Pretend to be a girl tell him meet me at the precint 
Another bridge burned, break another weak link 

She always greet me open legs 
I’m a wounded dog I’m off my meds 
I just popped 3 cuz my heart was hurting 
I’ll beat ur ass tail between my legs 
Lost my baby didn’t know it was boy or girl
God told me it was a girl
Xanax don’t stop this pain I’m feeling
On my knees screaming fuck the world
Got my Kd’s on I see purple 
My Y3’s gon leave ur face purple 
How you wanna test me when u love verbal
Another day, that’s just another hurdle

52 BLUE FREESTYLE (prod. Underdog!)

i never said that i didnt mean it
cos i fear the light will cease to keep control

and the way back home shivers and folds
shrouds me in the night
give me collapse for i must shake this tower's hold

beating concave heads until theyve bled resonance
hear this bellowing catastrophe of woe

i never said that i didnt mean it
cos i fear the light will cease to keep control

sweet resonance

i never said that i didnt mean it
my hopes and dreams of striking down all of my enemies

I Never Said That I Didn't Mean It

interlude-monologue (Gweilo Ghost)

Ischemia

someday w/ keyblayde808

Vive la fete : Noir Désir

Angel

TRACK LIST
KAMIXLO - GOLDEN TRIGGER
PTWIGGS - UNCLEAN (FFFREAK KEEF EDIT)
MACHINEGIRL - FUCK UP YOUR FACE
GORESHIT - SKIN LIKE LEATHER
WWWINGS - NEVER DIE
BLADEE - GHOST HANDS (K9999 DRAIN N BASS REMIX)
user2222 - MULLHOLLAND/:(
YUNG SHERMAN - I D C (EVIAN CHRIST REMIX)
JUJU - ROLLIN
HELICA - NEXT LIFE SYSTEM (500 EDIT)
ZHAAN X LILEMO - BBABYBOTTLE
ALICE GLASS - WHITE LIES (FFFREAK EDIT)

SOME SMALL INBETWEENS ALSO CREATED FOR THE MIX