WHAT IF I DROP DEAD?
Original Release Date: October 31st, 2025

I think I'm suffering through this pain
Ask my bitch, I'm going insane
I rip my bongs, I blame myself
But nothing I do will ever change
I can't explain
The thoughts that go right through my brain
Wake up, crack the seal, I count my bills
I'm numbering down the days
I fuck up everything I touch
Never going to be enough
Sertraline inside my system
Spill it right down my fucking gut
Step on my heart but I feel numb
Step on my back, I show no love
Blood, it be dripping, these bitches be tripping
I'm sleeping to think about what I've done

What if I drop dead?
I'm busy making it through the day
I got some problems in my head
I got skeletons in my bed
Feelings that I never said
Bottle it up until I break
It's fucking with my conscience
I tried to tie it down by round
Staring down the chrome
Pistol bullet to the brain
My girl pockets filled with dope
Bloody razor to my throat
Am I able, never know
Bitches all tied, body gon drop
Hunting down the blood hust like some hounds
I got rounds in the chamber in the duffle
Keep it down, don't make a sound
Got these pussies working double
Just to mask up my emotions
Just to find out where the hope is
At the end of the fucking day
no matter what I'm feeling hopeless

I think I'm suffering through this pain
Ask my bitch, I'm going insane
I rip my bongs, I blame myself
But nothing I do will ever change
I can't explain
The thoughts that go right through my brain
Wake up, crack the seal, I count my bills
I'm numbering down the days
I fuck up everything I touch
Never going to be enough
Sertraline inside my system
Spill it right down my fucking gut
Step on my heart but I feel numb
Step on my back, I show no love
Blood, it be dripping, these bitches be tripping
I'm sleeping to think about what I've done

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Tombstone Tapes

Sertraline

NoClue - Sertraline

one day at a time

12 Heckleib

Wind Gestures

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Hilarious and Heartbreaking - World In Flames Part Five

track a fusion by fictionalive

World In Flames - No Wait Spoiler We Won't // all tracks in one list
https://soundcloud.com/fictionalive/sets/world-in-flames-no-wait

World In Flames - No Wait Spoiler We Won't // Mini Album in a Set
https://soundcloud.com/fictionalive/world-in-flames-no-wait-spoiler-we-wont-mini-album

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Hilarious and Heartbreaking - World In Flames Part Five

vocal, keyboards - Sparky B.
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I don't need your Love
Don't need your sympathy
I got nuthin' to prove
Just gimme good soup

I'm an old man
Don't need wine or gold
Ya wanna save my soul
then gimme good soup

Gimme Good Soup

All i ever wanted
All i really needed
Alone or in a group
Just gimme good soup

Gimme Good Soup

© 2025 Sparky Bonehead

Gimme Good Soup

made with bugle
zoomh1 plus laptop mic array
NCH

new bugle take two

Untitled (instrumental)

method: A50 and microphone  before input - pedals and effects before output
narration: these days one has to cope with these days - that's basic dialectics, isn't it
copyright for the poem, the composition, the sounds and the image: jo richter

behold the golem at the helm
made of silence, made of clay
this is your home, this is your realm
how much does an inked word weigh

bailiffs live the coral life
elder masters clad in kelp
men may snorkel, hegels dive
words confuse, there is no help

if the undead self arrives from voodoo space
if the unmet I is just AI
if shadows shed redeeming grace
if jojo dialectics are all lie
who will prompt the prompts and question questions
who will prompt the prompts and question questions

dial 0 for landline services

28Nov25
https://soundcloud.com/stan_magendanz/sets/x-axis-series
😀

x-aXis [198]

All I have is drum and bass

Brain Hop

fictionalive /
popoems series / hyper media reports 
2001 / 2011 / 2024

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An artist is someone who creates or expresses ideas, emotions, or visions through a chosen medium, aiming to communicate, inspire, or evoke a response.

This definition embraces all forms of creativity—visual, musical, literary, or performance—and emphasizes the purpose of connection and expression rather than formal titles or external validation.

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Brain Hop

Brain Hop is a musical genre invented by the artist fictionalive on Monday, December 1st, 2025, at 1:24 PM. The genre seeks to bring depth, intellect, and philosophical reflection into (hip-hop) music, emphasizing thoughtful lyricism and cognitive engagement. Brain Hop differentiates itself from mainstream (hip-hop) by prioritizing meaningful content, complex themes, and a cerebral approach to rhythm and rhyme.

The creation of Brain Hop responds to criticisms that contemporary (hip-hop) often lacks intellectual depth. It aims to provide an artistic space where artists explore profound social, political, and existential issues through innovative beats and poetic lyrics. Brain Hop is positioned as part of a movement to elevate (hip-hop) culture into new territories of artistic and cultural significance.

As of its inception, Brain Hop is recognized as an emerging genre within underground and alternative music scenes, promising to attract listeners and creators who value music that stimulates both mind and soul.

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