FiftyStory

the devil works harder

Vibes XVII

cry cry cry

MyPlayListByRoma

Underground

Fucking Up ft. Mad Kelly, Killvein (Prod Killvein)

+++LYRICS+++
You told me no one ever makes you feel 
the way i do.
Guess I was lied to.
I never told you when I cut myself, 
or did my drugs,
to keep your heart intact.
Crawling on me like a insect.
I sacrifice for you.
Tired of being nice to you. 
we're at war. we're at war. [Are You Crying?]

-and you told me no one ever makes you feel 
the way i do.
Guess I was lied to.
-and I never told you when I cut myself, 
or did my drugs 

to keep your heart intact.
Miss you crawling on me like a insect.
I sacrifice for you.
I'm sick and tired of acting nice for you, 
we're at war. 
I wish I didn't ever try for you.

*+Bleeed to Death, Bleeed to Death+*
Thinking too much, 
I wish I could go back. 
Whenever I die 
I'ma go to my hell;
2019, 
I could hear myself
lose my mind for you. 

I wish I didn't ever fall for you. 
I wrote so many fucking songs for you. 
You don't listen,
and then you tell me how I never listen, 
then talk shit and screw him.

*+Bleeed to Death, Bleeed to Death+*
Hope I die soon, 
I wish I could go back.
2019, 
I could hear your lies.
Tell me not to worry about him; 
What the fuck is wrong with you?

-and I told you I would never break your heart,
but that's the past, right? 
So we can act like
we never even meant a word that we ever said. 
Like I trust you, or I love you.

Insect
drinking my blood? 
I want to kill you,
but I need you here. 
I know you're never gonna listen to me,
but it's fine. 
I wish I cared as much as you give me credit for.

*+Bleeed to Death, Bleeed to Death+* 
I'ma die soon, 
I wish I could go back. 
When my heart got lost,
and I cut so deep 
I could see my own feet 
covered up in fucking hatred for you. 

(I'm in awe)
I wish I couldn't fucking think of you. 
(I stay high) 
-so I don't ever have to feel for you.

*+Bleeed to Death, Bleeed to Death+* 
I wish I didn't stop cutting that night. 
(It would've been the best night-)
*+Bleeed to Death, Bleeed to Death+* 
Look at my grave. 
I hope I'm a fucking traumatize you. 
fuck you, 
and everything you ever said. 
I really loved you,
but now I wish we end up dead. 

How lovely. 
I wish i didn't have a heart to-
-when i'm lied to.
And you told me you would never break my heart...

[Conclusion]
It's me spilling guts out, desperately giving my perspective in the fallout of the long-term highschool relationship had. 
every single thing i say relays something real that happened.

there is hate in my voice
i'm no good with words

+++THANK YOU+++

*+BLEEED2DEATH+* prod.ifimthedevil

scare

prod @ead1th

{lyrics}

Its not a surprise and you cannot change your ways 
baby don't cry don't let tears damage your face
open up your eyes it is time to meet your fate 
looking for the time or the place to escape
take a breath its all gonna be okay 
baby dont give into the pain
i know your heart is covered up in hate
for your father but dont take his name in vain
give me time give me time hesitate
there's some stars in the sky we can trace
and i dont like that look up on your face
like everything i say you cant be phased

baby dont let go
i will not find love unless its you i hope
theres a hole in my, hole in my, hole in my skull
covered up and wounded in the name of love 
and light shines on your skin its death from above
and lately I've, and lately I've had enough
and you turned into your hate after all
you said it was all my fault 

in the search of nirvana and happiness 
this is just a sign on how bad it gets
know when we get older we'll just laugh at it
cover up my scars cause they are bound to split
solace and bliss is something im seeking 
deep within i know you are leaving again
no need to pretend 
can we always be friends?
if not, its okay baby I get it
baby I get it
baby I get it

Its not a surprise and you cannot change your ways 
baby don't cry don't let tears damage your face
open up your eyes it is time meet your fate 
looking for the time or the place to escape
take a breath its all gonna be okay 
theres a hole in my skull
light shines on your skin its death from above

death from above (prod hurtclub)

blood odyssey (prod. hurtclub)

blood stained blouse (prod. Nitrous)

you're stuck inside your twisted ways 
that's just how you gon die
constant of panic everyday and every night 
the razor blades you used to cause those scars on your thighs 
December night stayed up contemplating suicide 

you're on my mind 
your pretty brown eyes
are killing mine
imma dive in and float inside 
been trying to find the answers all of my life

you were dancing in the dark 
and you left my heart with scars 
had to put up on my guard 
you put a hole in my heart 

April showers spring May flowers 
April showers Spring may flowers

I know the sound is bliss 
like are you down for it 
know i am bound to miss 
and fall and trip 
im in constant shift
I feel medulla drift
I just caught my grip 
I just need the pain to quit

never thought that I would have to let you go
there's something I've been questioning tho
don't know where to start think before i indulge
you better play your part before you get disposed of
don't know you love it takes one to know one
it take one to know one 
it takes one to know one
it takes one to

youre stuck inside your twisted ways 
that's just how you gon die
constant of panic everyday and every night 
the razor blades you used to cause those scars on your thighs 
December night stayed up contemplating suicide

stuck in your ways (prod hurtclub)

juice wrld - curse from an angel + codeine cobain (slowed + reverb)

and slow as I watched it die.
Not home so where’d we arrive?
Oh no I’m not surprised
I saw it coming I can’t even deny
I couldn’t carry on 
I couldn’t move any further
It’s time for moving on 
Just so it doesn’t hurt worse
and i wanted to last 
i know that i’ll get attached 
inside your bedrooms walls 
i’m tracing cracks again 
could bullet holes where my grey matter is 
and my morals low it’s used to battering 
cant afford lows just might relapse again 
cigarette burning holes deep in your mattresses
say you should have sold your soul 
you know how sad that is?
both of our faces froze 
that’s just how bad it gets 

but i don’t think it gets worse 
but i don’t think i could miss her 
but i don’t think i could miss her , her , her

I couldn’t carry on 
i couldn’t move any further 
i couldn’t carry on
who’d ever thought it could get worse

and slow as I watched it die.
Not home so where’d we arrive?
Oh no I’m not surprised
I saw it coming I can’t even deny
I couldn’t carry on 
I couldn’t move any further
and when she’s gone 
shes gone 
no sense in searching for her 
i couldn’t carry (x1000000)

I Couldn’t Carry On. (prod. clvr)

Like bitch ima put you in your place
Why you pull up in a dump ima pull up in a wraith
While you fucking slowing down ima speed up the pace
Why you talking that shit, let me pull out the case

Motherfucker I don’t want to be the best, I’m just tryna be the goat
Better watch how you walk, ima step on your toes
I don’t want no fucking bitch, cause they all are fucking hoes
Why you tryna stick around when I tell your ass to go?

I don’t give a fuck about you bitch I’m gunna be the best
Hit you with my fucking knuckle ima put you to the test
Light weight, light weight
Ima put you in your place
Tie you down with a rope like a fucking show lace

Like hold up, you don’t got hoes and you don’t got fits
Why you looking down on me when you don’t got hits
I ain’t tryna talk shit if you throwing up a fit
Why you acting like a bitch ima tell your ass to sit

Bitch you a dog, ima tell your ass to sit
Let me put you in a caller, when I tell your ass to spin
All your shit is fucking ass, kinda heard you in a bin
All your stats going down, should’ve ended, like fin 

Fin fin finito
Im about to finish in your bitch in ibiza
Shorty so thick give me peaks, she a teaser
Boy you a pig you should start eating ceasar

Bitch, I don’t wanna be your bitch, got too many goals I ain’t got no time to sit
Ima fly just like a rocket, you gone end up in a ditch 
Ima send your ass to heaven, ima knock you off the rift (like dam)

Blood pump blood pump blood pump blood pump
Ima fucking hit a pump, now I fucking weigh a ton
I don’t give a fuck about the rules ima pull up in gun
Boy this shit ain’t a joke, boy this shit ain’t no pun

I don’t fucking feel pain when I does up in narcotics 
Ima hit a fucking lick then dip, no caution 
Pull up with the team, bitch you know we fucking locked in
Bitch you feel the pain when I fill the gun with rocks in it

Like bitch ima put you in your place
Why you pull up in a dump while I pull up in a wraith
Why you fucking slowing down ima speed up the pace
Why you talking that shit, let me pull out the case

Motherfucker I don’t want to be the best, I’m just tryna be the goat
Better watch how you walk, ima step on your toes
I don’t want no fucking bitch, cause they all are fucking hoes
Why you tryna stick around when I tell your ass to go?

Blood Pump w/ ICHIRO

А меня больше не привлекает Ваша суета

My God 
(He cant control me) 
Angels Fall Tonight 
No, I'm Not Enough
Guess It's Time for Suicide
Guess we're out of Luck
No where that we can Hide
And I'm down 2 love
If it's you by my side 
Well I don't give a fuck 
You can tell by the look in my eyes

I'm Alone, Again 
Inside my thoughts I die
I'm so Limited 
On my ways that I survive 
A couple distant kids 
trying to make love work this time

It's time to finish this 
with needles and syringes
I just never seem to get it 
It's never been a question I must admit it
A bunch of bullet holes 
Just put one in my Occipital Lobe
I'm falling through the floor 
Wonder how far it will go 
Just plug your nose 
So you can't smell me rot to my bones 

And your pretty face, memory hazed, wonder if i forgot 
Heart in a different place , In a different place from where it lay last time.

Alone, Again (prod. floppa)

Head down, eyes up 
babe I’m not the better one
You know, I be looking too exciting 
Don’t stare, Don’t glare 
You might just override me 
You might care, I dare
You think you can resist me  

I got you wrapped around my finger babe 
I want you dancing down in my domain 
Don’t ever think you’re over top of me 
Cuz I’ll bring you back to reality 

Cuz ill bring you back
I’ll bring you back to reality
Cuz ill bring you back
Hey, Hey

Don’t move don’t care
I want to be right there 
I want you beside me
Don’t you even try me 

I know you think 
That I could be lying
You need to keep on trying 
Before we end up crying 


Before we end up crying
I don’t wanna see that 
I just wanna know 
Why you always give up trying 

Wanna take it slow
But i know that you be lying 
Always gave me hope 
But at least we can keep trying 

Trying
Tr-Tr-Tr
Trying
You can’t be lying 
You-You-You
Lying
I-I don’t wanna fight but
I don’t 
I-I-I don’t (really care about you)
I don’t 
I-I-I don’t 
I don’t (really care about you)

Don’t move don’t care
I want to be right there 
I want you beside me
Don’t you even try me 

I know you think 
That we could be dying 
Boy you act so crazy 
You make me feel so hazy

Eyes up - Tiishe (prod. voidrave99) ft. Sunaxv

prod @hurtc1ub

ecco2k verse.

{Lyrics} 

Dont fall away 
i know
i made mistakes 
i hope
you see my change 
my love 
i know you’re in pain 
I know you’re not okay
i will stay and wait
my love doesn’t die away 

don’t you fall away 
Time is our saving grace 
Leave love 
bleed in my hands again
look where you left me and 
i’d still let you in 
how could i forget 
all those things you said

I might always die in my
to become so blind from my 
Insecurities

Blacklist club, no shame, no manners
Brutal grace, divine compassion
Lets go play this game, like it matters
Wakefullness is back in fashion
Nowadays everywhere i look i see patterns
Carousel, carry me along, go faster
Afterlife, living happily ever after
Looking back, right back down at me, no answers

your walls are bound to crack 
blackened teeth and shattered glass
from things seek from both our pasts 
and greats things seem to never last 
and everyday i dream of you coming back
hard to breathe when it moves to fast 
every hour just seems to drag 
how did it turn sour it didn’t seem bad 
But i’m not going anywhere 
i know you’re just scared my dear 
i know you’re just scared my dear
i know you’re just scared my 
dear

i wish could have saved her 
from my problems i was running 
i’m a product of my nature 
all i’ve known to do was suffer 
but my thoughts weren’t in my favor 
I could never help but wonder 
in my arms did you feel safer 
still the best part of my summer 

but why go why go leaving me behind 
i know i know you’re really not fine 
i hope i hope all you need is time 
cycles, cycles stuck inside your mind 


I might always die in my.

Saving Grace (prod hurtclub)

caught in a trap / pretty when you cry (prod. pitsearches)

Who kicked a hole in the sky 
so the heavens could cry
I wonder why 
what is wrong with my mind
why do i try 
why???

Well Only Heaven knows i’m miserable now
and i’m wondering and i’m wondering how
you got me running, got me running around
i can tell by the sound 
you’re falling out.

And I came so far 
Legs covered in scars 
You tore me apart 
But i’d still give you my heart 

You’re 
still my pretty girl
and you still mean the world 
Listen to every word 
i’m wishing you well 
i watched our bridges burn 

Who kicked a hole in the sky?
so the heavens could cry
and they probably won’t shine
atleast not in this life

Heaven Cries / U still mean the world (prod rai4real)

feelin something Feat. Kenoga Prod.Thislandis

I have Nothing to give 
So everything I chase 
Could never feel my limbs 
Till your lips touched my face 

Yeah 
Cool
Whatev
Ok
I know that shit wont change 
Another problem you'll face 
Another reason to blame 

Only
If I could I be who you wanted all of the time
Slowly
I watch me burn as you’re dying inside 
Struggle with coping 
It's a wonder on how I get by
It's how its supposed to be 
No matter where you go I am chasing behind 

So, Dear Blessed Lilith 
What do you have to say?
And maybe I'd try 
If there was an escape
I did like four lines 
Then hopped up on the plane 
I'm hoping I survive 
To die another day 

Dear, Mother Helena
What do you have to say?
Is it another drug
That you like to intake?
Embracing for the flood
Of the lies that you create 
What about the rest of us?
How are we gonna get saved?

So, Still nothing to give
What a struggle it is
For me to pretend 
That I have a will to live

Only
If I could be who you wanted all of the time 
Slowly 
I watch me burn as you're dying inside

She Slowly Burns (prod. hurtclub)

Your hands are full 
Your heart is cold 
Your plan fell through 
And it’s all too much i know 
Your eyes are sad 
Your lips are red 
There’s not much more i can say 
As i’m inching towards your face  
Pull back, too fast 
Let go, too slow 
My fault, i’m vein 
I don’t wanna show you my distain 
Lockjaw, refrain 
God saw, everything 
Right wrong i’m wrong 
Still i got my cross on  

Paradise cannot be given 
So build it right here where your living 
While God watched his suffered children I will not forgive him  
Gotta go and get it out of my system 
Stick to this script we don’t care if you listen 
Love is in the eyes of the one your missing 
For them i’ll live a life worth living yeah  
Your hands are full 
Your heart is cold 
There’s not much more i can believe 
Because he don’t believe in me  
Pull back, too fast 
Let go, too slow 
My fault, i’m vein 
I don’t wanna show you my distain 
Lockjaw, refrain God saw, everything 
Right wrong i’m wrong 
Still i got my cross on

GODSAW

I See No Other Way w/ TXCKA

Lyrics:

I said
1, 2, 3 and 4
Bitches always hating 
I can’t be ignored 
I don’t want to be adored
You can move around 
But just please ignore 

I said hey
I said
I don’t understand what you’re doing (x2)

I said i don’t understand 
why you gave up and offered head
But i still don’t understand 
Why my visions all had me dead

Am I talking too much
I said i did not understand 
Now you doing too much
I said i wanna be your friend 
But you lie too much
And I can’t be apart of them
Always moving so much 
You always lose and cannot win

You cannot win (x8)

don’t look at me (prod. roxx)

talking 2 the blunt [kkoreaxo]

FADED

STREAM

prod & written by @goodintent & blackbear did some stuff too

froze over

mixed and mastered by https://soundcloud.com/dysphora

LYRICS:
she ask me what’s it like to lose control. nothing good ion even own my soul. baby wants me bad but i put her though the torment tho. and don’t ask me that cant say love is yet. it’s fucked up. disorient. its all to frequent

slither through my thoughts then wrap into my bed. tore my head off never sew me back again go ahead pull me by my thread. wake up and the rose i left for you are dead .ok. ima grab ya by yr eyes. come speak to me in cries. slice open my soul and you wanna step inside. livin off of evil but then you suffice. she love to sin. lucifer in disguise. with ripped up tights. i think ik why i’m always high body like a sauna you my only way to get to nirvana 

fear that i’m loosing all feeling. but that face is just so damn appealing. look like a model making a million out of my breathe that she stealing 

i’m like god damn slow down. she want it now. infatuation killing me. sweat drip from my brow. 

I’m like god damn slow down she want it now infatuation killing me. 

she ask me what’s it like to lose control. nothing good ion even own my soul. baby wants me bad but i put her though the torment tho. and don’t ask me that cant say love is yet. it’s fucked up. disorient. its all to frequent

I’m like god damn slow down she want it now infatuation killing me.

INFATUATION **@_florahill**

[verse 1]

you didn't want me when,
i had no racks, now i got it.

you told me i was cute,
and i was funny, girl i bought it.

people throwing shade,
just for you, girl i caught it.

you asking for them drugs,
i felt bad, so i brought it.


[verse 2]

i wish that i had know better.

wish i knew that you a bitch
should of know better.

you like a love letter,
spent so much time on your ass,
then you left me in the gutter,
fuck your past yeah i'm done now.


[verse 1]

you didn't want me when,
i had no racks, now i got it.

you told me i was cute,
and i was funny, girl i bought it.

people throwing shade,
just for you, girl i caught it.

you asking for them drugs,
i felt bad, so i brought it.


[verse 2]

i wish that i had know better.

wish i knew that you a bitch
should of know better.

you like a love letter,
spent so much time on your ass,
then you left me in the gutter,
fuck your past yeah i'm done now.

[verse 1]

you didn't want me when,
i had no racks, now i got it.

you told me i was cute,
and i was funny, girl i bought it.

people throwing shade,
just for you, girl i caught it.

you asking for them drugs,
i felt bad, so i brought it.


[verse 2]

i wish that i had know better.

wish i knew that you a bitch
should of know better.

you like a love letter,
spent so much time on your ass,
then you left me in the gutter,
fuck your past yeah i'm done now.


[verse 1] x2

you didn't want me when,
i had no racks, now i got it.

you told me i was cute,
and i was funny, girl i bought it.

people throwing shade,
just for you, girl i caught it.

you asking for them drugs,
i felt bad, so i brought it.


[verse 2] x2

i wish that i had know better.

wish i knew that you a bitch
should of know better.

you like a love letter,
spent so much time on your ass,
then you left me in the gutter,
fuck your past yeah i'm done now.

caught in a trap / pretty when you cry (prod. pitsearches)

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