prod. + written by thms.
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If I decide my fate
Then where do I go from here
(Cause I don't know)

The things you wouldn't believe
I've seen them they're all right here

You hide your tail 
And turn to leave 
Like you always do

Trust me I don't know what you're thinking 
so read between these lines yeah im not faking

and you'll find what I mean
Yeah you'll find you're in between
And I just wanna be here for you

Step in my shoes
Feel how I feel and tell me
What to do and choose

You simply know best
That's what you tell the rest
Now we're fucking like it never really mattered in the end

If I decide my fate
(The fuck should I choose to please you?)

Then where do I go from here
(Cause I don't know)

The things you wouldn't believe
I've seen them they're all right here
(I've seen them, I dont know how you're right here!~)

You hide your tail 
And turn to leave 
Like you always do

pastels

i sliddd ft. siilent

@jauntsen
@morganscreek
@boygrim
@mxjia4123

MR BEAST MODE (prod. sapfirbeats)

imminent

hi. happy v day, i hope u enjoy.  

if u didnt have a valentine this year, it's okay, fuck it. traxee will be ur valentine, stay the course. love  .  always 

<9 

rics:
it all ends the same
i was doing cartwheels 
playing a lil game
disassociate 
you thought you were a popstar
but i dont even know your name

it all ends the same
i had a chance but all i did was break
all i did was break
the feeling of success, it's hard for me to create

swear to god it feels like summer again
cuz i dont give a fuck about your name or your friends
and back then i couldn't be lost even with a gun to my head
and i cant bat an eye that would be a waste of regret

i swear to god
i swear to god
i swear to god that we were better off as


they said i wouldnt like the city
so i showed my claws im a fiesty little kitty 
all it did was fill me with self pity
love

show me love dont give a fuck about a check
close my eyes i dont know whos up next ( i dont care! )
he's a troubled soul
give the devil neck
(sloppy sloppy, i gave him sloppy sloppy)

it all ends the same
same blue sky
same pretty face
it all ends the

(subtle glance with those dark blue eyes
itd be a shame if we both wanted to die )

it all the same it all ends the same
it all ends the

im not thrilled and my hearts fortified
i told her im ready to die

so what if im not alright?
so what if im not alright.

its a shame that my dreams made me depressed
is it a shame that i fell in love with us
im a fiend! im a tyrant! wait no, im just a wreck. :(
i can never be focused on who you are 

and no matter what you'd say i always gave you all i had
itd be a foolproof if i got outside my head
ignorance is bliss until we all go to hell
maybe we were better off when we were ---- just for real.

we were better off as friends

Bouquet

HIT THE BRUH (squirlbeats + kissure)

1. intro - 0:00
2. alex's theme - 1:04
3. intertwined - 3:39
4. engine hum - 5:53
5. all I wanted - 7:35
6. continuum - 10:17

nightfall (full EP mix)

αвση∂αηċє

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Tracklist: 

Aker 00:00.00 – 00:16.16
Altum 00:16.16 – 00:34.31
Amun 00:34.31 – 00:54.10
Amunet 00:54.10 – 01:14.11
Anhur 01:14.11 – 01:34.21
Aten 01:34.21 – 01:50.89
Shu 01:50.89 – 02:10.81
Bennu 02:10.81 – 02:28.40
Horus 02:28.40 – 02:49.57
Wosret 02:49.57 – 03:10.10
Persephone 03:10.10 – 03:29.90
Khepri 03:29.90 – 03:49.82
Bastet 03:49.82 – 04:04.67
Maashes 04:04.67 – 04:28.78
Thoth 04:28.78 – 04:49.40
Neper 04:49.40 – 05:04.48
Neith 05:04.48 – 05:25.06
Hera 05:25.06 – 05:48.03
Osiris 05:48.03 – 06:09.35
Montu 06:09.35 – 06:35.69
Geb 06:35.69 – 07:02.61
Ptah 07:02.61 – 07:30.35
Bat 07:30.35 – 07:45.31
Hestia 07:45.31 – 08:04.93
Poseidon 08:04.93 – 08:22.92
Aphrodite 08:22.92 – 08:42.87
Menhit 08:42.87 – 08:58.91
Hapi 08:58.91 – 09:13.41
Demeter 09:13.41 – 09:35.92
Anuket 09:35.92 – 09:59.92

nightfall (full EP mix)

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