best song ever they arent ready for the video

official music video: https://youtu.be/Z__f86LJ2P0
written performed and mixed by bedhead
produced by remghost
recorded @ goblin haven

ALL PLATFORMS

nightscape (+ remghost) *VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION*

recorded @ goblin haven
written, performed, mixed, and mastered by bedhead
produced by remghost

its ok 2 eat fish (+ remghost)

dig into me w/ POPSTARBILLS & The Underd0g

i cannot compete for bitches man you’re just the saddest bunch
i got them sitting in their bedroom they’re feeling mad as fuck

i used to be so embarrassing
nowadays i don’t say shit
everybody hates everyone but they’re too afraid to say it

i’m just not better than anybody 
i get distracted by pretty bodies 
maybe if i had just taken my time i wouldn’t be trapped in this melancholy 

i watched my friends become enemies
i guess they just weren’t feeling me
look through the rubble of everything
i guess that shit wasn’t meant for me

i love every leaf that grows after me
look down the branch they still mad at me
they think that my grass is greener it didn’t come naturally
they think that my fruit is sweet but they’re never taking a bite of me

dammit i’m living what i wrote 
god dammit i’m living what i wrote

seems i made my heart to mince meat
i just miss the feel when you kiss me
cry in front of my friends in the backseat
i’m so tired it’s not that hard to see

i’ll never know when it’s my turn
search for the feeling that i yearn
won’t be a stone i leave unturned
light all the bridges i’ll let them burn

not sure if it’s fine to still cry about things that i thought i was over with
and you aren’t mine i still wish i could call you and get this pain over with
cause every time that i see you on my phone don’t know if you’re missing me
one thing’s for certain the one thing that matters is you’re not forgetting me

cause i told you that i love you first
nowadays i’ve been feeling the worst
i’m sorry the thought of you doesn’t hurt
just missing the feeling you would return
salt in the wound guess i’ll let it burn
i need my penance there’s more to learn

i’ll never know when it’s my turn

i’m one with the birds again
i’m one with the woods again
i know it’s better off that,
that i did it myself again

penance

w/ @23kingdom & @lovujay 
prod @benjithemachine

synthetic 4evr <3

-benji

did it again w/ kingdøm + j4y ☆ prod. benjithemachine

(@siemspark x @sn.aywhat x @darkoivx)

Sometimes I go and I wake up and wonder is all of this worth it
Cuz I wake up and wish I was dead
But then I

Snap back right into reality
Where are you stay fucking mad at me
And you tell me that I’m just a friend
Life is just a catastrophe
I wish that I could live happily
Then I remember that the pain won’t end

Snap back right into reality
Where are you stay fucking mad at me
And you tell me that I’m just a friend
Life is just a catastrophe
I wish that I could live happily
Then I remember that the pain won’t end

So now I’m thinking everyday would be better if I was in the ground
Cuz every day it’s been getting harder since you’re not around
And I’m wishing I could tell you how I’m feeling can you hear me out
Know I could give you everything and I can hold it down
You’re playing with my heart like a puppet master
Ever since you left I’ve been a disaster
I fill my brain with lead cause now nothing matters to me
You broke my heart and you’re not even sorry


Snap back right into reality
Where are you stay fucking mad at me
And you tell me that I’m just a friend
Life is just a catastrophe
I wish that I could live happily
Then I remember that the pain won’t end

Snap back right into reality
Where are you stay fucking mad at me
And you tell me that I’m just a friend
Life is just a catastrophe
I wish that I could live happily
Then I remember that the pain won’t end

all plats

reality [siemspark x sn.aywhat x darkoivx]

internet pt2 

prod. @drmabeats @hayden.havoc

lyrics :D
Used to say I always talk to much
Now I don't open up
I like to bottle my emotions till there blowing up
lets take a adderall and lets not give a fuck
lately been living on the internet like what the fuck
Talk to much
Now I don't open up
I like to bottle my emotions till there blowing up
lets take a adderall and lets not give a fuck
lately been living on the internet like what the fuck

Ya every night blacking out
I smash my head on the ground
And let the shit you told me months ago stay sticking around
I hate the way that I feel
I hate the way it is now
But everyday is getting better since u aint been around
Cuz now I kicked the fucking pills
Feeling alright
Met a girl that lights up the night sky
couple months ago hated my life
now I'm proud to say that I'm alright

Used to say I always talk to much
Now I don't open up
I like to bottle my emotions till there blowing up
lets take a adderall and lets not give a fuck
lately been living on the internet like what the fuck
Talk to much
Now I don't open up
I like to bottle my emotions till there blowing up
lets take a adderall and lets not give a fuck
lately been living on the internet like what the fuck

open up [drmabeats x hayden.havoc]

p @siemspark x @thislandis_
Lyrics:D
She don’t wanna do it but I think that we should do it right now let’s leave this town
Starting fresh and picking up the pieces that you had to go and knock down let’s leave this town right now
And go to a place where money don’t cost time
I’ll be losing my breath in those Angel eyes
Always trying my best to make it home by night
I never thought that a girl can make my life feel right
And tell me everything is OK
Fell in love before we even had a first date. Oh my God
I even love you on your worst days
Fell in love before we even had a first date. Oh my God

Love, no fraud
Let’s pack our things and go away and get a big backyard
I want a house up in the mountains with some pure bred dogs
And you laying right beside me from the dusk till Dawn
Making music‘s how I tell you how Im feeling on the inside
I just wanna be forever that’s the only thing I can’t hide
We be Hella swag cuz we be matching with the hair dye
You’ve been going through it but I promise it will be all right
I was trying to write you a letter but then I broke my pencil
Hating myself I think I’m going straight mental
Falling in love, it wasn’t accidental
But playing this game is fucking detrimental

go to a place where money don’t cost time
I’ll be losing my breath in those Angel eyes
Always trying my best to make it home by night
I never thought that a girl can make my life feel right
And tell me everything is OK
Fell in love before we even had a first date. Oh my God
I even love you on your worst days
Fell in love before we even had a first date. Oh my God

angel eyes

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angel eyes [siemspark x thislandis]

I Wish I Had School Tomorrow ft Yungster Jack [Shinjin]

☆+please dont evr give back my sweater!+☆

[Producer]
https://soundcloud.com/wstdyth

[Artwork]
https://soundcloud.com/ihatekamisama

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★tell me how u really feel★ (prod. wstdyth)

3D -_-  @wstdyth @ripskele @cherryrizla @joshuasageart @sendflowrs (jvsper + niteclub20xx)

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@lovecompound
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reality [siemspark x sn.aywhat x darkoivx]

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