when the moon is out
im chillin w my dogs we're all in the pound
think im trapped ina cycle i cant make it out
tryna enjoy the up n down, what its all about
wont even mention what im rockin they aint heard of it
im bored of alway on n offing, almost hurts a bit
ya she rlly bad but its not a perfect fit
wearin the ocean n im surfin thru the worst of it
ysl fragrance
shades on im in the matrix
they switchin sides, secret agents
but i dont mind lll just get faded
ur outta line, kno ur place bro
i wont talk 2 any lame-os 
wasted time isnt wasteful
i build it like lego
we pop out like eggos
stare up at the stars i feel like im Galileo
they were all lookin down on my now im turnin the tables
Ego got a KO but its ok cuz beautys painful
n im way up in the heavens but baby im not an angel
n i been feelin gloomy, jewelry raining like its april
all my clothing is quality yall just flasing the labels
she got blood on her louboutins i got blood on my ankles (i run it up!!)
i dont even hate i just cant b bothered
pushing daisies, ill bring u 2 life im a witch doctor
i wont shed a tear, i got plenty water
now im wavyy
walkin on the river in nike stompers
(u probly only seen my fake smile
anything good in gonna take time)

1 April Showers

prod benji

order:
@benjithemachine
@gaidenx
@bedhead2001
@scoobisalright
@imhxpeless
@demonxmade
benji again
@blackfridvy
@rit_hk
@kainebot

s/o fred hammond the goat fr

#bricked #up #slatt #world

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead & spiral
produced by benjithemachine
recorded @ goblin haven
art by Allen Rogers
lyrics:
Said I’m going down to the grove are you with that
Would you do it for a kiss or a kit kat
I ain’t really one for the chit chat
Small talk cause you know I get a big bag
Crosswalk gotta stop at the red flag
Short walk to the store we could pop tags
Got tired got bored got whiplash
You’re fired I quit gotta split paths
My tires get ripped by the dirt path
You might as well sit we can talk fast
You’re tryna move in with a nomad
Go fast don’t speed don’t slow that
And she don’t like beats with the hi hats
And my songs aren’t sweet when I’m so mad
I don’t get no sleep if I yawn that’s why
Pay it off infinitely cause it cost that
These are just words with no concept
So say something to contradict that
I had to distance myself I went way back
Don’t wanna tell u I’m out of my element
Don’t wanna talk in the room there’s an elephant
Walked in the room now I think that she’s heaven sent
Always the lies in the night with your innocence
Speak with your chest when you talk to me talk with some confidence
I wanna know what it takes
For you to see me the same
You already know i always plan to change
I dug myself in graves 
It doesn’t matter where I run to
If I’m gonna fall back in the same place
It always ends in vain
Why you talk so loud
I can hear what you’re tryna say but it’s like the words just don’t come out
I don’t wanna let you down

infinite cost w/ spiral (+ benjithemachine)

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by homecomingqueen
recorded @ goblin haven 6/22/22
art by bedhead
lyrics:
you've seen what i've become still think i'm someone else
u couldn't kill me no i did it all myself
and u didn't fail me but u changed me with yr help
i am what u made me and u know there's no one else
left up in this body that u left up on the shore
i was never sure what i was fighting for
i was fighting by yr side in every single war
now yr standing right beside me and trynna change my course
oh of course
mercy is yr weakness when yr so strong with the force
break me into pieces leave me in the sand so coarse
if you've come to destroy me then i'm down to settle scores
i am what remains u are what im here for
when u say my name it's so different than before
call me by my title when yr leaving thru the door
u can cut right thru my vitals but you'll never reach my core

ALL PLATFORMS

i am what remains (+ homecomingqueen)

★ghosts will call ur name..★

[producer]
@uglyzucc

[artwork]
twitter.com/vulpix4444

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/i-watched-the-ghosts-dance-prod-uglyzucc-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]

intro:
if we kiss
it'll probably hurt
a lot

well, did it?
yeah a little
kinda rough and dry
but also burning hot

hook:
we watched the ghosts dance
and fly away with you
you took everything i had
then dipped right out of the blue

but here and now
i guess will have to do
i'll call you out
on what you put me through

we watched the ghosts dance
and fly away with you
you took everything i had
then dipped right out of the blue

but here and now
i guess will have to do
i'll call you out
on what you put me through

ghosts will call ur name
then give back all you gave
i hope ur ready
as the time will come soon

bridge:
i hope ur ready
as the time will come soon

verse:
i know every lie you said
but it wasnt quite enough
u thought u were in the clear
that no one would call ur bluff

so just go and play the victim
yeah i guess u had it rough
but when everything is done
i'll make sure u had enough

i got my stacks
and i got my racks up
ur boyfriend such a lame
all he does is fucking act tough

say u want me back huh
dont even make me laugh yuh
im a pretty bitch
cuter than u with some make up

yah yahhh

bridge:
i hope ur ready
as the time will come soon

repeat hook:
we watched the ghosts dance
and fly away with you
you took everything i had
then dipped right out of the blue

but here and now
i guess will have to do
i'll call you out
on what you put me through

we watched the ghosts dance
and fly away with you
you took everything i had
then dipped right out of the blue

but here and now
i guess will have to do
i'll call you out
on what you put me through

ghosts will call ur name
then give back all you gave
i hope ur ready
as the time will come soon

ending:
we could always try again
if you want

★streaming★

★i watched the ghosts dance★ (prod. uglyzucc)

where r u now pt 2 - SINGLE

where r u now pt 2

where r u now, pt 2 ☆ prod. michael warren

hope u like :)
more music soon
lyrics:
I'm waking up and acting like I'm doing okay again
But I'm not, no I'm not, no no no
Everyday is harder and you only ever thicken the plot
No you're not, yeah you are, oh no
It's time to pack my things and leave this town
I fucking hate when we're together but I miss you around
My biggest fear is you'll forget me when I'm down in the ground
So, can we talk about the past and flip this whole thing around

I'm feeling so alone
Can you text me something just so i can know you're okay
Hit my phone
Tell me that you love me just one more time again
Again, again, again, again
Again, again, again, again, again

I'm waking up and acting like I'm doing okay again
But I'm not, no I'm not, no no no
Everyday is harder and you only ever thicken the plot
No you're not, yeah you are, oh no
It's time to pack my things and leave this town
I fucking hate when we're together but I miss you around
My biggest fear is you'll forget me when I'm down in the ground
So, can we talk about the past and flip this whole thing around

packmythings

stream

packmythings [vov]

hope u like :)
more music soon
lyrics:
Like oh my
I don’t wanna talk about the bad times
Sitting in my room I’m thinking why I
Why I Gotta be like that
Wishing I was fucking happy when I went to bed
But I be thinking of the worst I’m in my head again
I’m over thinking and I’m starting to abuse the meds
I’m losing sleep and I don’t wanna fall apart like
Oh my
I don’t want to talk about the bad times
Stuck up in my head I’m thinking why I
Gotta let my mind take over everything I do instead

I remember we were 16
Saying we would be together till we’re 6 feet in the ground
Now I wonder do you miss me?
Cause start to hit my phone when your friends don’t come around
I know you probably think I’m crazy just for saying this
I think that we should try again come join this life I live

Wishing I was fucking happy when I went to bed
But I be thinking of the worst I’m in my head again
I’m over thinking and I’m starting to abuse the meds
I’m losing sleep and I don’t wanna fall apart like
Oh my
I don’t want to talk about the bad times
Stuck up in my head I’m thinking why I
Gotta let my mind take over everything I do instead

oh my

oh my [dercept x 5head]

hope u like :)
more music soon
lyrics:
Don't wanna make another sad song
But that's the only thing I do
When I'm speaking on my mind
Can you tell me will we last long?
You're brokenhearted, I am too
Maybe we should stay together cause I hate I

Wake up in the morning feeling like I don't wanna go
Tired of waking up and being treated like a typo
Nails for breakfast just to feel a thing get caked and die slow
Time to meet my maker, take this knife insert in my throat
Drugs keep me alive for feeling dead
I hope and pray to God today that I get out of bed
Oh my god this fucking thoughts and feelings won't get out my head
I think that you should let me be and go and leave my soul to rest

I really thought this was forever so don't tell me it's not
I got lost in the lifestyle
Left behind us a time flies
You promise me, it's not a girl this feels like the end
So much more than the romance, I'm losing my best
I've been staring off the edge and it's so tempting
Every single day it feels like god is testing me
Just let me breathe

I remember when we'd sit in my room
And talk about the life that we wanted to build, me and you
And I've been glowing up and things are starting to change
But it seems you might not be coming with me

Wake up in the morning feeling like I don't wanna go
Tired of waking up and being treated like a typo
Nails for breakfast just to feel a thing get caked and die slow
Time to meet my maker, take this knife insert in my throat
Drugs keep me alive for feeling dead
I hope and pray to God today that I get out of bed
Oh my god this fucking thoughts and feelings won't get out my head
I think that you should let me be and go and leave my soul to rest

typo

typo w/ fridvy [johnnyfriend]

hope u like :)
more music soon
lyrics:
Know I hate it how you paint me as the bad guy
Every day I'm contemplating, should I take my own life
Know this life ain't what it seems like on the outside
Can't believe I thought our love would go and last a lifetime

Know I hate it how you paint me as the bad guy
Every day I'm contemplating, should I take my own life
Know this life ain't what it seems like on the outside
Can't believe I thought our love would go and last a lifetime
You told me every day
How you don't give a fuck
I told you I don't wanna talk
Don't wanna fall in love
You wanna play my heart
Stay flying like a dove
You wonder how I'm living take a look inside my cup

Fuck it I don't wanna die like that
Alone out here out in the hills
Call back
You know I hate it how this life so sad
So don't ask me how I'm doing
No I won't call back
You said that the love we had would last forever
I'm sitting here I'm in my room I'm missing us together
Make up stains be sitting on my chest my sweater
Make up stains be sitting on my chest, my sweater, my sweater

Know I hate it how you paint me as the bad guy
Every day I'm contemplating, should I take my own life
Know this life ain't what it seems like on the outside
Can't believe I thought our love would go and last a lifetime

Know I hate it how you paint me as the bad guy
Every day I'm contemplating, should I take my own life
Know this life ain't what it seems like on the outside
Can't believe I thought our love would go and last a lifetime
You told me every day
How you don't give a fuck
I told you I don't wanna talk
Don't wanna fall in love
You wanna play my heart
Stay flying like a dove
You wonder how I'm living take a look inside my cup

life time

life time [siemspark x 5head]

hope u like :)
more music soon
lyrics : 
You said a lot to my face
Like I know, I'll never be perfect
When I'm gone, don't come to my grave
Cause you had me thinking maybe you'd be my person

Wake up and I realize that it's not like that
I got 30s I got 40s in my palm a bag
When I pull to the store no, I don't check no tags
Now you hit my phone you begging can I live like that?
Like no
Fuck it I don't want to seem like I'm the bad guy
But I might kick you to the curb, and please don't ask why
You made mistakes and you made one too many white lies
Fuck you the day I die don't get no goodbye
You said that night I had nothing to worry
You hittin two like your vision was blurry
Fuck you and fuck all those guys
And fuck you and all of your lies

Go back, go back to the day that we met
And act like nothing ever happened to come dead now
Go back, go back and I'm begging forget
That we even ever met up out at square one
Can't believe I let it happen three times done games
Can't believe I went and listened like you know my pain
Can't believe I put an effort and time
Can't believe I thought that you would be mine again

Wake up and I realize that it's not like that
I got 30s I got 40s in my palm a bag
When I pull to the store no, I don't check no tags
Now you hit my phone you begging can I live like that?
Like no
Fuck it I don't want to seem like I'm the bad guy
But I might kick you to the curb, and please don't ask why
You made mistakes and you made one too many white lies
Fuck you the day I die don't get no goodbye
You said that night I had nothing to worry
You hittin two like your vision was blurry
Fuck you and fuck all those guys
And fuck you and all of your lies

lies

lies [dercept x max flynn]

@synthetickids
@lovecompound
@friendlycontennt
mgmt: fijimarmgmt@gmail.com

typo w/ fridvy [johnnyfriend]

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