nice

On & On Remix

Your Mix 1

happy two years to this song !!! 
shoutout to the og's who heard this when it first came out, love yall
and shoutout to those who are just discovering this song and i now, love yall also 

Written and mixed & mastered by: Natalie Chludz
Instrumental: (Prod. by Heath Stone & Enks)

(verse 1)
hmm
speeding on a Sunday
I feel like there’s something waiting for me
you can’t keep running out on me
the truth ain’t coming for you
fire at what you want and come through
cause I’ll be there looking for you
be there looking for you
yeah

(chorus)
the past life
(past life yeah)
getting into your mind
oh my
the climb’s high for you yeah
I’ll fight it out for you
no no yeah
getting out your past life
static noise, it’s manic, in your madhouse
(spinning round in your madhouse)
in an angel town
yeah

(verse 2)
where’d you fall to boy?
(what you wanna do?)
I stayed out for you
(stayed for you)
I’ll find out what you do
(what you do)
I can help you
uh yeah

(pre-chorus)
you know what I’m like
Hmm hmm
(know what I’m like)
(know what I’m like)
(know what I’m like)
(know what I’m like)

(chorus 2)
past life
(past life yeah)
getting into your mind
oh my
the climb’s high for you yeah
I’ll fight it out for you
getting out your past life
got problems you can't solve ‘em, i
wanna see you make it out alive
hmm yeah

(verse 3)
caged in the habit that you made come true
You said you’d never go so soon
guess your mind can outrun you
you hmm
Life
Life
Life
Yeah yeah

(bridge)
baby, you know that you can do this
over again
yeah yeah
cuz I’ll be out here looking for you
(I’ll be out here looking for you)
the future looking good for you
the future looking good for you
yea-

(verse 4 - switch)
baby recognise what you once had
before the abyss came to you as a way-out guide
I just wanna heal your life for you
I just wanna heal your life for you

(outro)
hmm

xoxo

past life (the abyss)

Toplined in 20 mins in the Warsaw hotel, recorded in one take.

Using the “gone” instrumental produced by densnroses (den) on YouTube

Topline 3 (Between Us)

bake shop

lyrics

I'd be lying if I said I don't
But you're the one that I need most
I'm falling, can't you tell?
Baby all I want is you tonight
One on one, just you and I
Baby, I won't kiss and tell

I can't stand the distance between us
I don't know how much I can take
You don't have any idea
Just what you did to me

Tell me what
I wanna hear
Baby it don't gotta be so complicated
I don't mind
Chasing signs
But I'm losin control of us baby
We keep on goin in circles, circles baby
But you don't wanna tell me why
Just wanna hear whatchu think of me baby
When we're alone at night

You're the one I want
My heart it only beats for you
Don't wanna call it off
My heart it only beats for you
(and only you)

We're goin thru the motions
Lost sight of whats important baby
I'll show you devotion
So you can rest your mind now baby
Don't toss all my feelings away
Don't toss them away

Believe me
When I say
That you are
The only
It's the way
You got a hold on me
(on me)

Tell me what
I wanna hear
Baby it don't gotta be so complicated
I don't mind
Chasing signs
But I'm losin control of us baby
We keep on goin in circles, circles baby
But you don't wanna tell me why
Just wanna hear whatchu think of me baby
When we're alone at night

complicated

prod by me

- lyrics -
temptations kicking in lip the cigarette of sin
see the body count stacking up i know ill never be enough
what's the point of this lately falling in
i know ill never see the daylight i want to take you back
but i know its out i should see this out
 
come too see it are you ok
pop another pill is this escape
i know you feel alone yeah
castle built for him yeah
ill just move along yeah
ill just move it ill just move it ill just
sip the bottle till i cant see you
image flattened in my head 
do you even want to picture him
in all the places that we've been yeah

keeping apart my heart keeping a part of my faults
dealing with stress on the low thoughts goin on all my own
told me "u hate me" baby I never had hound
told me you "can't stand" when I was standing alone 

you'll never do the same
I'll never be the same
I'll never take away
from you

come too see it are you ok
pop another pill is this escape
i know you feel alone yeah
castle built for him yeah
ill just move along yeah
ill just move it ill just move it ill just
sip the bottle till i cant see you
image flattened in my head 
do you even want to picture him
in all the places that we've been yeah
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flower petals ✾

written and made by richard waters
28.1.25
Photo by Wendelin Jacober: https://www.pexels.com/photo/empty-damaged-room-with-mattress-1853951/

i dont know what to say,
 and i dont know what t think
dont know how to sing here we are

she dont know how to dream
she dont know how to stay
she dont know what to do 
here we are

there's no better place to be
here we are
 there's no better place to be

you can learn to dream
you can learn to forget
you can reach a goal
here we are

and in the time 
you do regret
but then we learn
 and here we are

there's no better place to be
there's no better place to be 

these are all just my observations
i really wouldnt listen to what i say 

she dont know how to dream
she dont know how to stay
she dont know what to do 
here we are
here we are 
there's no better place to be
 there's no better place to be......

No Better Place To Be {demo}

Fantastic Tomb

Bastian Pen, lead singer of the band Tricklebolt, steps into new creative territory with a fresh project under the moniker Baba Pen. Collaborating with a group of talented friends, they form Baba Pen & The Bim Bam Band, a collective destined to make waves. Their debut album, set for release on October 10, 2025, blends 60s-inspired psychedelic rock with hints of folk and cosmic country, all wrapped in the lush, intricate production style of Jonathan Wilson.

The first single, "I Can't See You Cry," introduces Baba Pen as the new spiritual leader from the East. This track unfolds like a medieval love story gone awry, with its unconventional chord progressions leading us through baroque-inspired garden passages. But as the chorus kicks in, the song takes a turn, signaling that things are unraveling within the love-stricken walls.

Featuring members from Grand East, Money and the Man, Tricklebolt, and Jimmy Diamond, is "I Can't See You Cry" a captivating taste of what’s to come, offering a glimpse into the diverse sonic landscape of Baba Pen & The Bim Bam Band. It's a brilliant first step into an album that promises to explore the many shades of Baba Pen's musical world.

Baba Pen & The Bim Bam Band - I Can't See You Cry

Pet Sounds

Post-Punk, Indie Rock, New Wave, Indie Pop, Jangle Pop, Neo-Psychedelica

Many Dark Actors (Cracked Asphalt)

abduct me

Matthew Heller’s latest record, Criticism, Judgement, Heartbreak, and Peril, marks a significant moment in his evolution as an artist—a point where his self-reflection meets his bold commitment to examining the complexities of the human experience. These songs dig into themes of growth, discomfort, and a deep yearning for connection. It’s a raw and honest exploration of what it means to wrestle with one’s place in the world, and how to navigate a life filled with contradictions. Heller isn’t afraid to face the uncomfortable truths head-on, whether it’s his own struggles or the broader issues he contemplates. Each song on the record invites the listener to join him on this journey, to reflect alongside him, and to find resonance in shared human experience.

When I'm With You -  DP master v1 - 16 bit

Highway

Download: https://redders1.bandcamp.com/track/cold
Video: https://youtu.be/puxTsRgmBgg 
Verse 1
Can't reach you here
Through this cold air
Rushing past me
Moving so fast
While I'm standing still
Pre-chorus
The light's so bright
But I'm so cold
Can't feel a thing
Though you're so close
Chorus
Heart beat
Burns right through me
But I'm still cold
It's me you hold
(So cold, so cold)
Verse 2
Empty faces pass
None of them last
In my head now
Static and noise
While I'm breaking down
Pre-chorus
The light's so bright
But I'm so cold
Can't feel a thing
Though you're so close
Chorus
Heart beat
Burns right through me
But I'm still cold
It's me you hold
(So cold, so cold)
Bridge
You move like them now
Just like the rest
Can't recognize
What's in your eyes
(What's in your eyes)
Instrumental Break
Guitar layers build
Chorus - intensified
Heart beat
Burns right through me
But I'm still cold
It's me you hold
(So cold, so cold)
Outro
Standing alone
In waves of sound
Dissolving now
Into the crowd
Into the crowd
Into the crowd

Cold

HQ