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Open Head Surgery (Intro)

I have FINALLY reposted lost, since SoundCloud has decided to do nothing about it.
Only the slowed version can be posted right now, since my song was claimed by someone EVEN THOUGH I purchased this beat, and legally have all the rights to post it.

https://soundcloud.com/senbenyixing/uandi
This is the person who took down the original version of lost.
Soundcloud has not responded to my countless attempts to try to put the song back on Soundcloud. But the song seems to be staying just fine on Spotify and Apple Music, so if you use those platforms and would like to listen to the original, it is posted on there.

Thank you guys so much for supporting me throughout the years.
I'm going to be bringing you songs even better than this one throughout the rest of the year so stay followed and stay tapped in

lost w/ alex soul & gc beats [slowed & reverb] *READ DESCRIPTION*

with @uglyboyhp
sample by @93feetofsmoke
drums n other shit by me

sapphire2001:
im makin bands on tha laptop
i got sum blunts in the stashbox
if u rlly finna act up
i aint gonna call no backup
give a fuck what u sayin lil bitch
i do not care about backtalk
hit the atm, jackpot
leave his blood on the blacktop

uglyboy:
shawty in luv w/ the wristwatch
ball on a hater im breakin his ankles like chris bosh
i never had a fistfight but i got in and need to knock em off
gas in my lungs got me sweatin like papa john
i can hear u go on & on
on & on cus ur jealous of me

sapphire2001:
why do u say that u hate me u luv me
i need some rest & recovery
level up feeling so lovely
why they just push n they shove me
look how they think they above me
til i go stupid so dummy and crumble up my weed in wraps like a mummy
countin my money

uglyboy:
overzealous arent we
i grind like a skater boi but i need my avril
i feel forbidden to u kno u wanna bite my appl3
u went thru it all in your head
but u can never best me my heart so cold
like a fucking chest freeze
these lames on my dick
i know they wanna be my bestie
ive been gettin shoulder checked
but i know that they just testin me
why these peons flex on me

sapphire2001:
no yo shit do not impress me
i see u shaking & stressing
yes they were trying to best me
if i had to guess they were less than me
aint nobody fuckin stressing me
apply the pressure, compress the vocal
spread the message in the frequencies

yeet w/ uglyboy (prod. sapphire2001)

the trail has led me to the end
a close look at where we go and where it all begins
a glimpse inside a lucid dream;
a match thats burning out and nothing is what it seems
I let my heart bleed out my sleeve
because one day life will be a distant memory
and in an afterglow
all will be revealed

Afterglow

runaway [praise me] w/ alex souL(bloom)

beeeeeeeeeeeeep (iof & king theta)

self hatred! (prod. irby)

scene girl! feat. lil fendy (prod. lincoln)

loos yoo agen (prod. punbeatz)

MUDDY

@itsrubbish

subconsciously slipping into alienation
and self destruction
and self hatred again
but it feels different this time
feels more real this time
but im much more indifferent
and half as persistent

i can never live my life with no regrets
cuz the chances that i take 
weigh down on my chest
there's no rest for the wicked
no taking it back
she could leave in an instant
and never come back

why are u tryin so hard to be liked by the masses?
im bein myself and these bitches all shakin their asses
ur thinkin in assets, i think ur a tool!
u smokin this wack shit
im quittin the juul (thas cap)
but surely ill always be actin a fool
my bitch look like del rey
but i cannot trust that
she'll only look my way

we just met but we're fallin out
all i want is sex and a kiss rn
she gon flex that she knows me now
but we just met and im headin out

i can never live my life with no regrets
cuz the chances that i take weigh down on my chest
there's no rest for the wicked
no taking it back
she could leave in an instant
and never come back

you were flawed, and so was i
but now its time we went and moved on
i can't wait in this life
for another mother fucker who aint got no motive
pull up with the numbers or ill put u back in drive
i got no friends
homies is family
im meetin my ends
but im barely standin
can u pick me up?
can u hold the weight right over ur shoulders?
yeah, just for a second while im brushin up
im fixin myself
and im fixin to die
will u still sleep when im not in this life?

know u been good since im not by ur side
ive been a waster, ill take all ur time
down in the dirt while i walk thru the mud
light up ur candles, ill light up this blunt :P
rockin a show
bitch im really a punk
fuck on this beat
then ill bang on the drums
come wit the heat any day of the month
yeah me and the boys, we stay fuckin it up

yeah we fuckin it up!!!
bitch we fuckin it up!!!
why u act like a dub
but think u deserve all my love?????????

we just met but we're fallin out
all i want is sex and a kiss right now
she gon flex that she knows me now
but we just met and im headin out

i can never live my life with no regrets
cuz the chances that i take
weigh down on my chest
there's no rest for the wicked
no taking it back
she could leave in an instant
and never come back :/

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NO TAKING IT BACK (prod. rubbish!)

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Open Head Surgery (Intro)

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